☆ play hard to (for)get ☆

play hard to (for)get ☆

[ellarobinsonhq]

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It infuriated Carter the more Ella spoke, the boy just wanting to pull out his hair and shout curses to the God’s for having to put up with her in the moment. Unfortuantely for Carter, he loves her, and despite how much he tries to divert his feelings or interest in Ella, the fact that he cares about her so much won’t allow him to walk away from the toxic situation. “I’m not fucking expecting you to live up to an expectation, I just figured if you fucking care about me, even in the slightest that you’d try. It isn’t that fucking hard Ella, it isn’t brain science. I get that you have your fucking issues, and I know what it’s like being at that point and I understand it but you’re making the choice to isolate yourself and be alone, you say that’s all you know how to do but it’s because you’re not letting yourself develop. You’re going to stick yourself in a fucking ditch, trying to protect yourself from developing feelings and you’re going to hate yourself because I may not be the guy but you’re going to love someone and you’re going to let them go and you’re going to regret it and the only person you can blame is yourself for not trying.” Carter had experienced that, hes been through the whole not feeling like enough, not doing enough and then losing someone he thought could’ve possibly have been the one. “You know what, I’m just preaching to the unconvinced right now. You have and that’s why I can’t be mad at you. I decided to still go after you even after knowing that you’re not into me that way.” Letting out a sigh, “Yeah, that’s cool, I hope you get there at some point, Ella. I’ll be rooting for you.” He forced a smile wanting to just be alone now. As much as he didn’t want her to go earlier, he couldn’t stand the sight of her right now, not when his heart was hurting. “Do you want me to call you a car or will you be good?” He asked, moving to dress himself, he didn’t feel right being naked and vulnerable at the same time in front of someone he cares about so much with feelings that aren’t reciprocated.

The blonde would look at him with both of her brows raised, “Yes you are. You’re expecting me to hang around and cuddle because you think that’s going to somehow change my view on relationships or something. Maybe it isn’t that hard for you.” Now she scoffed as she shook her head, “Don’t you dare even attempt to pretend that what you’re worried about is my own good. Just because you experience things one way doesn’t mean that I experience them the same way. So stop projecting that bullshit onto me. Enough with this fucking pity party. If I didn’t think that we were friends, or didn’t give a shit about you, I wouldn’t even be here right now.” She didn’t expect him to understand where she was coming from because she knew that even though it didn’t seem like much to him, sleeping with the same person on a somewhat regular basis was actually kind of a step forward for her. “You’ll be rooting for me?” she had to laugh in disbelief, shaking her head again at the thought “I don’t even think you realize how condescending you are sometimes. Sitting up there on your high horse looking down at me in my ditch” she nearly spat the words he used back at him. Collecting her bag and her phone, Ella headed to the door, “I’ll be fine.” That was something she reassured herself of on a daily basis. The girl wouldn’t even allow herself to look back as she walked out, letting the door close behind her. 

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“I’m not throwing a tantrum.” Carter crossed his arms over his chest, a pout on his lips. He was throwing a tantrum, he was getting more and more hurt by the second, unhappy that he’d have to go another night trying to figure out what it is about him that isn’t good enough for her. He couldn’t help but roll his eyes at her words, she knew exactly what to say to infuriate, make him feel as if he wasn’t going the right direction for what he ultimately wanted. To be with her. He watched her get dressed, and despite all the anger that was currently flowing through his bloodstream, he couldn’t bring himself to get up, and argue with her, grab a piece of clothing before she could get it and hold it from her until she gave in and would stay. “I’m perfect. I’ve been through my shit and I’m working my way around it.” Carter shouted, his tone defensive. “I’ve been through so much shit Ella, and despite that, I’m still able to open myself up to you, I’m still able to give myself, restrict myself from others because I want to be with you. I see that it isn’t the same for you, but I don’t understand why string me along? You obviously don’t care about me if you know how I feel and continuously sleep with me, let me hold on to hope for us.” Letting out a deep breath, Carter stood up, “You know what, I sound like a bitch being open and honest to you this way. You’re right, we aren’t and weren’t friends.” He let out an unsatisfied disbelieving laugh, “Sorry for acting like a dick, I’m not your boyfriend and never have been. We’ve just been occasionally sleeping with each other, is all.” He reminded himself.

“You are throwing a tantrum. You’re literally pouting right now, stop. This is ridiculous.” One of the things Ella did best was divert the conversation from anything to emotional to turn it to something else. She knew exactly which buttons to push for things to take that turn, anger was something she didn’t mind. For her it was the easiest thing to deal with. “well, let’s all hail king Carter. You know how fucked up I am,” she took a second to glance around the floor looking for her shirt, moving over to pick it up when she finally spotted it,  “don’t you get it? there’s no way I’ll be able to live up to your level of perfection. i barely live up to my own level of fucked up. You’ve said it yourself. I’m a shit person and a shit friend, you think that by some miraculous act of god I’d be a halfway decent girlfriend? That doesn’t even make sense. You don’t want me, you want this convoluted version of me that you have in your head and she doesn’t exist. This is it. This is me. This is all I fucking know how to do.” Her hands moved to point back and forth between herself and him. “I’m not stringing you along, I’ve been nothing but honest with you. Ive told you myself and I’ll continue to tell you that I’m not good at this emotional stuff. I’m glad that you are, like, that’s fantastic for you. Good for you for being able to bounce back after whatever bullshit you’ve been through and wanting some kind of relationship but I’m not there yet. I’m glad that you’re not scared of what opening up to someone means, but I am.”

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“I’m sorry that I can’t give you what you want,” she admitted, both of her hands moving through her hair in a somewhat frustrated motion. And she was sorry, just not sorry enough that she could open herself up. “Stop fucking shouting at me!” Standing up, she would collect her panties, pulling them back on “I was trying to compromise with you but nothings ever good enough. You don’t get your way so you’re going to throw a fucking temper tantrum?” Shaking her head she’d hook her bra back on, pulling the straps up over her shoulders “yeah you were real worried about friendship when you were balls deep weren’t you?” Her blue orbs rolled in his direction. “That’s not true. I’ve spent most of the night with you!” Picking up her jeans she would step into them, pulling them up her legs, scoffing as she listened to him continue on about caring about her “yeah, sure sounds like it. Please go on about what a shitty friend I am” the word dripped with sarcastic venom. She intentionally turned away from him, a bit hurt by his last comment but attempting not to show it “We can’t all be as perfect as you can we, Carter?”

[ellarobinsonhq]

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At her sudden urgency to have him off of her, Carter couldn’t fully comprehend why Ella wouldn’t just stay and cuddle like he knew she enjoyed. His eyes rolled when she announced that she’d be leaving. “You said that you were going to stay.” He groaned, leaning forward wrapping his arms around her petite waist, “C'mon, lay back down and I’ll go grab us a few snacks and make us a few sandwiches in the kitchen and we can watch a movie.” He suggests. It wasn’t often that Carter wanted to stay in and cuddle, especially after leaving a club, he used to prefer just being alone after a hook up. “El,” He whined, “C’mon, relax.”

Listening to him, she was already shaking her head, “I did not say that. I said maybe.” Just like she always had, maybe always provided her with an out. A half promise. “Don’t you realize that I’m giving you an easy out here? This is like every guys dream. Fuck it and chuck it, hump and dump, pounce and bounce...” the blonde listed examples with a chuckle. There was a part of her that wished she could hang around and enjoy the afterglow, cuddles included but that opened up a door to her getting attached. She still wasn’t able to figure out how to explain that to him, though.  “Love, I am relaxed,” she assured him with a sigh. Ella knew that she could encourage him to go into the kitchen to collect the fore mentioned snacks, then she could sneak out. Her conscience wouldn’t let her though, it’s not like he was a total stranger. “I’ll stay 10 more minutes...”

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To say that the few rounds the pair enjoyed had left Ella breathless would be an accurate depiction. In fact, the blonde was still working on catching her breath, both of her hands running through her hair as she waited for her heart rate to return to a normal pace. “That was fun,” she breathes out, trying to make light of the subject, like she always did, her blue eyes clouded by her heavy eyelids. “Up.” She urges him, a hand on his chest as she attempts to sit up. “I have to go.” While she’s speaking her eyes are glancing around the room taking inventory of her scattered articles of clothing.

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At her desperate moans, Carter knew that it wouldn’t take the maximum amount of effort to make her come being that she was so horny already. So wet. He could already feel himself in his euphoric phase of this, with their bodies molded together and completely breathless. At her last words, the boy quickly pulled his fingers out, grabbing the condom that sat comfortably on her, and quickly slipped it on his aching member after a stroke to relieve the tension. As quick as he got the condom on, he was pressing into Ella’s heat, low moans of ‘fuck’ leaving his lips until he was buried in her to the hilt and without another word, his hips began to desperately snap forward, his pace already rapid.

Ella could be described as somewhat of a hedonist. She quite enjoyed all things that would bring her pleasure no matter what the consequences. Physical pleasures typically topped that list for her and this was no different. What could only be described as a sigh of content left her lips as he entered her, it was the feeling she craved since before they even left the club. Her lower back was arching in an attempt to lift her hips up to meet his thrusts, pushing his cock deeper inside of her. At the same time her hips began to match his rhythm, both of her legs slithered around his waist, locking at the ankle to push his body in closer to hers. 

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ellarobinsonhq:

The friction being created between their bodies at this moment, was one of the things she’d been thinking about for most of the night. Though their minds weren’t always in sync about certain things, when their bodies were involved, everything seemed to connect seamlessly. Just as she was about to open her mouth to ask him how he wanted it, he started answering it without even knowing. Her head tilted slightly, granting him more access to her neck. “You’ve got that all thought out, haven’t you? I like a guy who knows what he wants.” Ella hadn’t expected the sudden change in position, but he was certainly keeping her on her toes and piquing her interest, something a lot of people weren’t able to do. “you’re getting me wet and are barely touching me. That’s a talent not many possess…” her blue orbs followed his every move, her body priming itself for what was to come. Just watching him wet his fingers was enough to extract a low moan from her lips, one that grew louder as they entered her, her hips lifting to thrust toward his fingers. “Please don’t just tease me.”

“I want you, I always do.” Carter couldn’t help but to admit in the heat of the moment though, he knew he’d have no problem admitting these same thing’s once they both were exhausted and cuddling or tomorrow morning when he hoped they’d be waking up to each other. Her words were building his confidence, excitement bubbling through him as he watched her under him. As his fingers began to press into Ella’s tight heat, Carter connected their lips once again, his tongue pushing into her mouth without warning and forcing control as his fingers began to snap into her harder. As he stretched her, the boy added a third finger prepping her for his cock. Carter was almost certain once inside of Ella, he wouldn’t take his time in starting up a pace, he just wanted to fuck her already, and hard. “I’m not teasing you…” He trailed biting on her jaw, trailing them up to her ear where he began nibbling on it, “Just prepping you for what’s in store.” He murmured words promising.

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“I want you too,” she breathed as a moan escaped her lips. And in that moment, she did. She wasn’t shy about telling him because in her mind the physical chemistry they had right now was making her head hazy. Her hips lifted off of the couch slightly, rolling further toward his hand. While their tongues wrestled against each other Ella’s hands traveled up his sides lightly. Her heart rate was already increasing as her body responded to his touch. “Hurry,” the female nearly whimpered, her body nearly crying out for its release, “I need you inside me so bad.”

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As the blue eyed girl straddled his waist and began to grind her hips into his, Carter’s hips simultaneously moved to meet hers, low groans leaving his lips in the process. Running his wet tongue over his dry lips, the boy tilted his head back, mouth nibbling on the junction of her neck. “This is my favorite position with you…” He trailed, voice husky as if he was in a trance. “I get to see your face, give you a bit of control, and fuck up into you whenever you’re being stubborn, or lazy.” He smirks, a lighthearted chuckle having left his lips. “But I also,” He quickly flipped them his hands on Ella’s lower back so she wouldn’t slip from his arms and hurt herself, “I like you like this, begging and pleading for me to go harder, faster, deeper.” At those words Carter’s stomach began doing somersaults, the man certain that’s the direction he needed to go in tonight. Reaching over Ella, he grabbed a condom out of the desk draw near the couch sitting it on her stomach as he sucked two of his fingers into his mouth, getting them wet and ready. Once they were wet enough, he slowly lowered them to her entrance, circling them for a moment before pushing into her heat, spreading them apart, beginning to scissor her.

The friction being created between their bodies at this moment, was one of the things she’d been thinking about for most of the night. Though their minds weren’t always in sync about certain things, when their bodies were involved, everything seemed to connect seamlessly. Just as she was about to open her mouth to ask him how he wanted it, he started answering it without even knowing. Her head tilted slightly, granting him more access to her neck. “You’ve got that all thought out, haven’t you? I like a guy who knows what he wants.” Ella hadn’t expected the sudden change in position, but he was certainly keeping her on her toes and piquing her interest, something a lot of people weren’t able to do. “you’re getting me wet and are barely touching me. That’s a talent not many possess...” her blue orbs followed his every move, her body priming itself for what was to come. Just watching him wet his fingers was enough to extract a low moan from her lips, one that grew louder as they entered her, her hips lifting to thrust toward his fingers. “Please don’t just tease me.”

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It wasn’t often when Carter wasn’t the one in charge, the one reigning dominance when having a night of passion. It was the truth though when it came to being with Ella. His dominance fluctuated, the man moreso reading into the actions of the femme as opposed to enjoying the act and the satisfaction brought with it. He helped her to remove his clothes, the man’s hands moving to pull her top over her head in the process. As much as he wanted to be naked, he wanted her naked even more, perhaps sitting on his lap, as he fucked up into her. Easily he removed his jeans, stepping out of them, his hand moving to the back of her neck, pulling her in to kiss him as he pulled her down onto the couch with him. His hands traveling into the denim fabric on the girl’s body, and pushing her jeans off in the process.

Ella, for the most part, lived by the motto ‘you only live once’ and she intended to make the most of it. For her, sex was fun, and she loved fun? She enjoyed it even more when she was able to dissociate the actual intimacy from the act. That was the part that kept her from being vulnerable but still made her desirable. And even though she turned her feelings off to the best of her ability, feeling desirable was sort of the most she could ask for. It was the closest thing to any kind of ‘love’ that she could handle for the time being. Once his shirt was off, her hands would travel down his abdomen, glad to finally be able to feel his flesh even though soon enough they would be lifting up to help aid him in ridding her of her shirt. Shimmying out of her jeans she kicked them off as their lips connected, not wasting any time in letting her tongue mingle with his. When they made their way to the couch, she would let her legs fall to either side of him so that she was straddling his lap and she used the opportunity to move her hips to grind against his, ready to hear those moans she enjoyed so much.

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For someone as ‘easy’ as Ella was viewed, there were plenty of times that she still played ‘hard to get,’ when it came to someone who piqued her interest like Carter had. He may not have realized it but if she weren’t at least a little into him, she would have ghosted a while ago. That didn’t meant she wouldn’t keep him at an arms length though, she just felt it was safer that way. When they’d made they way up the stairs and into the apartment, Ella would kick off her heels. “And let’s get you out of these clothes...” as her fingers unbuttoned his shirt, she would leave a trail of kisses on the newly exposed flesh of his chest as her hands moved to work on unfastening and unzipping his jeans.

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This was some sort of game for her, a game that she was undoubtedly winning. The prize? Carter’s heart. Even if she didn’t want it, Carter was following behind her on his hands and knees almost begging her to take it. At least, that’s what it felt like. His heart was currently in his throat as she took him deeper, Carter shifting in the seat, fighting the urge to fuck up into her mouth. Choking on moans, Carter head dropped to the back of the seat, his fingers mindlessly threading through the blonde hair. With the expertise of her tongue, and the added motions of her hand, Carter was sure he’d be coming soon. Before the thought could settle in his mind, the driver awkwardly cleared his throat, making Carter look outside. The car had come to a halt, they were outside his home. “Babe,” He tapped at her head, letting her slide off his cock, biting on his bottom lip as he began to fix himself. Grabbing a twenty bill out of his pocket, Carter handed it to the man, before stepping out of the car, leading Ella the direction.

The blonde would never play a game that she knew she couldn’t win, that just seemed counterproductive. Ella often assumed that the males in her life confused lust with love it’s why she usually kept them at an arms length. She had no trouble getting physically naked, lust was something she craved, however, when it came to the emotional side of things, that she would keep covered up. Feeling his hand on her head she would glance up noticing that they’d come to a stop, sitting up she crinkled her nose. “Sorry love, I thought we had a little more time,” as she spoke, he hand moved up to wipe at her wet mouth while she got out of the car. 

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To say he was caught off guard at her mouth wrapping around his cock, would be an understatement. By the hitch and the sudden air caught in his throat, he was sure Ella is able to hear the surprise. With a look of surprise, and a low moan leaving his lips, Carter threads his fingers through her blonde locks, letting his fingers comb through as he fought the urge to press his hips up to meet the bob of her head. “Ella” Carter moaned, avoiding the look he could feel on himself from the driver. Even as he called her name, his hips continued to move, a breathless laugh, and a huge grin on his face. This was how he fell in love with her, she kept him on his toes and made him shy about something as simple as a blow job. “You’re doing so good, baby.” He praised, a light smack on her ass to tell her to quiet down as she continued to take him in her mouth.

Ella had deliberately moved quickly so that she could get the reaction that she was hoping for and it worked like a charm every time. Could this have waited until they got to his place? Probably but what was the fun in that? Hearing him moaning her name only encouraged her to take him deeper into her mouth, her warm tongue circling his length as her head bobbed from base to tip. While she knew that he was getting enjoyment out of the process, it was also foreplay for her. Not that she needed the ego boost, but hearing his reactions to her was most definitely a turn on. As she’d done previously with her hand, her mouth would also move at varying speeds along his dick.

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“With you, I’m always lucky.” Carter moans, the soft graze of her lips against his skin driving him even more wild. Ella just had something that Carter needs in his life, and moments like these, he was sure with his heightened sense that he could see it. He could smell it. The way she played with his cock, it kept Carter on his toes, something that many different girls never did. Perhaps that was why he wanted her so much, because she made him look forward to the next interaction they’d have. “Your hands are so talented,” He moaned against her lips, “You having a good time teasing me?” He asked already thinking of ways he’d repay the favor once her pants come off.

The blonde would smirk, even though her lips were pressed against his skin. She would nibble her way back up to his ear before whispering, “listen to you. quite the charmer.” It was quite obvious that there was a magnetic energy between the pair, almost addicting in a way. “Getting you off is one of my favorite past times...” she assured him as her hand continued it’s motion. Her palm would slow briefly, her other hand moving over to assist her in maneuvering his cock out of his pants and, without any warning whatsoever, her head would bow down to take him into her warm mouth. The element of surprise was one of her favorite methods and she knew that this would emit a moan like no other. 

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“Guess you must be lucky then,” Ella reminded him with a smirk. Her lips trailed along his jawline and then down his neck where she would nip lightly at his skin mostly because she knew that it would draw out another string of moans. She would put on her most innocent smile as she allowed her hand to stroke him in a more rapid motion, “shhhhh” she chided him, if only for the drivers sake. “that is one of my many talents...” she reminded him. To keep him guessing, Ella would randomly change the speed that her hand was moving, slowing down before picking it up again.

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“Is that so? How did I get so lucky.” Carter muttered against Ella’s lips highly content with her words. “Then I guess I need to work a bit harder, get my points full so I can happily redeem my prize.” If Carter honest time with Ella was enough of a prize, but perhaps he’d request his prize to be something soft and sweet to really push Ella into seeing Carter as something more than a fuck buddy. Perhaps a date, that he won’t call a date because he knew for sure once she has an inkling that it’s a date she’d cancel. As she began to palm him through his jeans, low moans left Carter’s lips, the boy lifting his hips attempting to help Ella apply more pressure to his cock. Her hands on him is always magic, and this was no difference. “The fun in it is the fucking. My fingers could’ve already given you an orgasm but you like fun.” Carter words seemingly annoyed though he wasn’t. This conversation only amused him, Carter feeling as if he was currently scolding the blonde. “Next time, you learn, got it.” He asked leaning forward biting back a moan as his fingers moved to her zipper, undoing it, “Maybe I’ll just play with your clit for now.” He whispered, his tongue flicking against her lips.

“Karma must be on your side,” Ella told him with a nod. She hadn’t actually figured out how many points he had or how many he would need to redeem them, but it was very likely that if he fucked her hard enough, her brain would be dazed enough to allow him to select a prize of his choosing. A grin was growing on her face, there was something about making him moan that turned her on immensely, “Your moaning makes me so hot” she muttered into his ear.  And, if he was going for the unzip, then she would do the same, it only seemed fair. Her hands would flick open the button of his jeans before pulling the zipper down. Sliding her hand into his waistband she would run it over his length before letting her thumb tease the tip, no doubt that flesh on flesh would rev him up even more. “Skirt next time. Got it.”

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“What happens when my points become full?” Carter seductively whispered in Ella’s neck, continuing his licks and bites on her neck. As her hands explored his body, Carter himself moaned into her neck. His cock was already hard in his pants, he had been ready to go the moment he turned around and saw her in the party, though he wouldn’t admit that to her. As he began sucking, his hands also began to travel down, a groan leaving his lips at the realization that she’s wearing pants. “Haven’t you ever heard about proper party attire? You know, something easy to get you out of?” He asked with a smirk on his lips, letting their eyes lock as he complained.

“You get to redeem them for a prize of your choosing,” Ella answered. Of course, there would be guidelines, though not too many. Her teeth clenched onto her bottom lip as his mouth continued to explore her neck for it had always been one of her weak spots. The thought of telling him not to leave a mark crossed her mind, but was gone as quickly as it entered being how distracted she was. Her hand would apply just a slight pressure to his already throbbing dick, as if maybe she were slightly innocent, though they both knew that wasn’t the case. She did however, enjoy teasing. The blonde would ensure that he was nearly begging for it by the time she was done with him. “I don’t want to make it too easy for you, love, where’s the fun in that?” Once again she would feign a look of innocence, tilting her head slightly as she looked at him, though as she did her hand would rub against the denim of his lap.