Chasing Life💋

Poet at heart, photographer at best. Just a small town girl shooting for the stars! I'm just a girl on the move :)

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Happy Mother’s Day to all my tigers out there !! Wear those stripes proudly, you’re doing just fine :)

Bella

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Dear Angel,

Dear sweet angel,

We have not yet met, but i am thinking of you more often lately

Dear sweet angel,

I already love you more than words can ever express

Dear sweet angel,

I know you will grow up to be someone great

Dear sweet angel,

I wonder if i will teach you how to tie your first tie, or help you put on your first dress

Dear sweet angel,

I cant wait to meet you, and see your tiny hands and feet

Promise me that you will venture out and see all the world has to see

The thought of you makes my heart weak

Dear sweet angel,

I promise to be there every step of your journey to who you’re meant to be

I’m your mother, and though you haven’t made your appearance yet into our lives,

We want you so bad.

Please dont take too long to come to us, its so hard to be without you.

Your smile is my favorite look,

Your laugh is my favorite sound

Your hugs are my favorite feeling

Times wont always be easy, but i assure you this

Every single night before bed,

I will give you a goodnight kiss

Dear sweet angel,

Please fill that incredible mind with thoughts of love and inspiration

Because that is what you are to me,

and i can gurarantee thats what you will be to the world.

Dear sweet angel,

Your little hands will one day grow big,

Your tiny feet will have big shoes to fill

And the light in your eyes, will grow

Please never lose the light in those eyes

Dear sweet angel,

You are, and will forever be...my sunshine.

Soon.

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I want to spend the rest of my life venturing the world with Jesus behind the wheel, my husband in the passenger seat, and me and our children singing to every song on the radio in the backseat with the windows down. Amen.

Bella

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I dared myself to go chase the wind, but my feet could only follow as far as the cliffs...Black bird, black bird...teach me how to fly.

Bella

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Sometimes you have to walk with the inspiration you didn’t wake up with, just to show the world that what looks impossible, can be created...and you flaunt that shit.

Bella

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My arms wear the scars no person has the strength to carry. You make it look like a fashion accessory, while I mother the life lessons they posses , deep within the threshold

Bella

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The truth..

Hello,

so as many of you know, i am an off again on again blogger here on tumblr. I like to write my thoughts and my poetry here and sometimes i even write things I shouldn’t like my rants or my hate feelings when I’m feeling angry with someone.

But, we are all human...and i feel like I have to get these things out, weather you read them or not...weather you post hate comments after, or not....its just how i have always been i suppose.

But if we are being honest here, the truth is, that i have always had a passion for writing stories that everyone would love...stories that captivated people so much that the page turner phrase was worn down...i know, i know...high expectations...this isnt 50 shades of grey by ANY means...lol. Or whatever your favorite book is..but its my thoughts, my laughter, my tears, my pain, my joy, my ponder...my advice, and my inspirations...its my heart in black and white.

And published or unpublished, that’s all that really matters to me...

I don’t care if i have 1000 followers or just 13, someone somewhere reads these, and that connects me to someone other than me, my guardian angel, God, and my imaginary friend..(lol) so my thoughts aren’t just being tossed out into a cyber abyss..

So if you enjoy reading my material, thank you.

If you don’t enjoy it, i apologize...

And if you have never even heard of me before...well...then,

Hello...

My name is Annabelle, aka: Bella....and I’m a blogger. I hope to be that shadow friend that you follow when you need cheering up, or sympathy when you’re down, and i hope to inspire those who see these posts...to be kind.. always.

Xo Bella

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because of you

i am afriad

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I dream of the day where the stars light up in our favor and we will never have to wonder what that day will feel like anymore.

Bella

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Have you ever been told that you have to do what makes you happy? You have to do what is best for you? Well I’m here to tell you that sometimes that theory is complete BS. Sometimes you have to do what is the most painful thing to do, sometimes that painful thing isn’t what is best for you! But it has to be done..sometimes you just have to do what you have to do and turn it into something that makes you stronger no matter how you feel about it. Sometimes you just have to DO....and deal.

Bella

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So many people are arguing over weather or not the gun is the problem or weather its the people...when did inanimate objects take control of people? When did this world allow such evil and violence to take over ? Oh yeah....thats right...when we gave up on hope....:( we lost our faith, and hope...and now, we are a body of people nowhere to be found.

Bella

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I dont understand the meaning “when life gives you lemons.”...Life gives you lots of things, how about, when life gives you challenges, take them and turn them into life lessons..when life gives you blessings, take them and turn them into blessings you can share with the world so they too can wear your smile. be the change the world wants to see.

Bella

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To love you...

To love you is like loving a blazing fire

Feeling the warmth and comfort brush against my chilled skin, makes me feel so much closer to you

But it can also burn you and blaze out of control

But loving you is playing with fire , and learning how to walk through hell without getting burnt.

Loving you is the best feeling, it’s joy and it is pain.

It is learning that madness can also be sane

Your presence in any room sparks a trail of gunpowder that explodes in my chest and takes my breath away, dries my mouth so I cannot speak ... makes my knees weak

I feel little trickles of kisses from butterflies that tickle me from my stomach to the inside of my thighs ...

and I catch my breath in a sigh, that brings new unfamiliar feelings to the light

The light I see burning in your eyes

That bittersweet clench in my stomach muscles as you stand there so subtly unaware of the effects you hold over me

My mind is lost at sea

Loving you is a tornado falling in love with lightning,

a volcano caressing the sea , boiling it’s waters as they crash intimately, ceaselessly

That is you and me

A spark, a flame, heated up, cooled down, a mess, everywhere ....

But together all at once

And loving you , with a life like this...

Is more than enough.

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Ever seen a single rose growing in the middle of a dead cornfield as the sun casts its beautiful watercolors across the setting sky? I’ve never seen a more beautifully misplaced piece of art, in my entire life. We are all that rose, never forget your worth.

Bella

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The human mind is truly the scariest thing of all. The monsters in the closet we were so afraid of as kids, look like imaginary friends compared to the demons that prey in the darkest parts of our minds.

Bella

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My momma is an incredible warrior! And society these days makes mommas out there , including my own, seem terrible if their children one day end up like them. . . If I EVER amount to even HALF of who my momma has come to be, then I’d say that I’m the lucky one.

#fightforkindness #bella

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Reboot...

We all need a reboot...in some way or another, it's just a natural part of life, and sometimes, when life doesn't open the doors for us we have to be the ones to initiate that change, or as I call it... “reboot”

I am constantly on again with my blog here on tumblr, and off again...sometimes it's because of writers block, sometimes it's because I just simply forget about my blog for a little bit, and sometimes ... I just don't want to write. I've been so caught up in trying to get my life together and my own emotions that I just can't seem to bring myself to do what usually makes me feel better in the first place...writing. 

I've always had a passion for writing, ALWAYS. But I never seem to have the motivation to actually sit down and write anything out. But today, I grabbed my keyboard and tablet and here I am...man I wish I had a laptop, would make things a lot easier. In time though. 

So, I think I need a reboot. I need to reboot my mind, my emotions and my day to day schedule. And I think this will be a good thing in the long run.

What kind of reboot are you in need of? 

Comment below :) thanks for reading!