Neshama Speaks @elleah - Tumblr Blog

by nastyanastya

Remember that you are on YOUR JOURNEY. Don't let anything distract you. Keep flowing like water. And if a leaf falls into your waters, great! You can carry this leaf with you. And if there is a rock in your way, remember that you can get around it and continue flowing. Stay resilient and keep moving forward.

thearmyofgrunge

elleah

Will I fall in love again ?

letsmakepoppunkgreatagain

Bring Me The Horizon - Throne

elleah

Tumblr is the only place that brings me peace at night

remanence-of-love

elleah

Many women were sexually harassed without even realizing it. Some men never understood the damage they caused. They are damaged too. People often hurt each other without meaning to or even knowing they are doing it. And that is sad.

Keep going

Carry the light

What a pleasant day

blackbluecherryblossom

I don’t know how to explain

that i am both the storm

and the person standing in it,

getting soaked.

blackbluecherryblossom

i’m tired in the way old books are tired,

pages yellowed, spine cracked,

still standing on the shelf,

but no one remembers the story.

remanence-of-love

catchymemes

elleah

You once said that a person like me can’t stay lonely. You said I radiate love and that I will fall in love again without question. I used to believe that. I used to feel hopeful. But not anymore.

Tonight, as I was brushing my teeth before bed, I stopped and looked in the mirror. A thought came to me like a sudden flash, like a light bulb flickering before shutting off forever: “What if I never fall in love again? What if this was the end of love for me?”

My mother never truly experienced love. My grandmother never knew love. There are many beautiful women who spent their entire lives caring for children and husbands who hurt them. Some women buried their husbands in their twenties and never married again.

What an awful thought to have at 10 p.m.

I felt completely depressed and unhappy by this realization.

I know I’ll be fine. I always was. During the hardest moments of my life, when I lost everything, when I cried in the rain, when I felt completely alone and abandoned by everyone, I still survived. Because I was never truly abandoned by myself. Not by my children. And along the way, there were always people -strangers (whom I sometimes call messengers), who appeared and helped me continue my journey.

“You’ll be fine, Ellie,” whispered my wise mind. “You always are.”

After all, the love of a man may not always last forever, but the love you have for yourself is the most authentic and constant love you will ever know.

#you’ll be fine #wise mind #radical acceptance