Elle Fann

Just writing my thoughts before they eat me up

[ellefann]

I’m not scared of commitment, I’m scared of the pain that comes with it.

[ellefann]

You don’t have to talk to me everyday, to make me feel okay.

Cause I know, you don’t wanna stay,

you just make it seem that it’s okay.

I know it drains you to speak to me,

and it’s hard for me not to see.

Cause every time you look at me,

in your eyes, there’s no more glee.

I am hard for you to deal,

I know, I could feel.

It’s time for you to be real,

and time for me to heal.

[ellefann]

why do you have to come back?

to remind me of how much it hurts?

why do you have to tell me you miss me?

when you’re gonna disappear right after?

why do you have to choose me to play with?

when all i did was fall genuinely for you?

[ellefann]

Sometimes, you have to be broken to get fixed again.

A new you.

New mindset.

Same name, but a different game.

[ellefann]

Your visions and promises,

It stirs me into a wonderful mess.

Now it’s all just memories,

Never turned into realities.

Cause now all I can do is remember you,

While you hold onto someone new.

[ellefann]

I just want to be healed. I just want to be loved. I just want to be whole again.

[ellefann]

People don’t always come and go. Because some, choose to stay.

[ellefann]

Why is it you never noticed — that you were slowly killing me.

[ellefann]

Deep inside, I just want someone who’s gonna be loyal and loving as I am to them.

[ellefann]

When you feel like giving up, remember why you started.

[ellefann]

If you really love the person, being ready is not the question.

[ellefann]

If I ask you to tell me all the things you love, how long would it take for you to say yourself?

[ellefann]

If you felt really happy with the wrong person, imagine how much happiness the right person can give you.

[ellefann]

“ If they did it once, they can do it again. ”

This is one of the most powerful quote out there to make yourself be more cautious. But it shouldn’t end like that, it should be —

“ If they did it once, they can do it again. But I know better now — they won’t fool me again. ”

[mentalquotes]

If you´re searching for that one person that will change your like, take a look in the mirror.

[ellefann]

The most painful thing is not when the person hurt you, it’s when you understand why they did it.

[ellefann]

Deep inside, we are all broken that needs fixing. It’s just the matter of parts missing.