My name is Ellen. I do theatre. Actor/Director/Costumer. Cat slave. Slytherin by birth. I like to believe that I am a female version of Draco Malfoy. From Thailand but currently living in NYC I enjoy reading manga and watching anime. Horimiya, Still the World is Beautiful, and Faster Than a Kiss are my fav manga and Digimon Tri and Sailor Moon Crystal are what I'm currently watching. I'm also a fan of How to Get Away with Murder and Once Upon A Time TV series. My favorite author is Jane Austen and my favorite novel is Pride and Prejudice. I'm asexual and a carnivore. ~People come into our lives for a reason~
I will be traveling to Japan again during the time of the last Digimon Tri. screening and will be doing pickups again for any and all Digimon-related events going on during the time~ (there are 6 events annouced so far)
I will keep reblogging this post to add info on pricing and events (there are just so many). Feel free to DM me about any merch in the meantime or sit tight and watch out for more updates! Meanwhile, I will truly appreciate any reblogs! Please help spread the word ☆
Details:
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Animate Cafe Kitchen Car (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri Karaoke (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Popup shop at Shinjuku Marui Annex (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Theatre Merch (for more info/better image of merch)
Price is in USD and does NOT include paypal fees as well as shipping from Tokyo, Japan.
Payment must be made before I can make purchase. In case of anything running out of stock, orders will be prioritized based on payment order!
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with *).
Please feel free to message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be traveling to Japan again during the time of the last Digimon Tri. screening and will be doing pickups again for any and all Digimon-related events going on during the time~ (there are 6 events annouced so far)
I will keep reblogging this post to add info on pricing and events (there are just so many). Feel free to DM me about any merch in the meantime or sit tight and watch out for more updates! Meanwhile, I will truly appreciate any reblogs! Please help spread the word ☆
Details:
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.limitedbase.com/digimon05_ikebukuro/)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Animate Cafe Kitchen Car (for more info/better image of merch: https://cafe.animate.co.jp/event/digimon-adventure1804/)
- Digimon Tri Karaoke (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041303.html)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Popup shop at Shinjuku Marui Annex (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041304.html)
- Digimon Tri. Theatre Merch (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041301.html)
Price is in USD and does NOT include paypal fees as well as shipping from Tokyo, Japan.
Payment must be made before I can make purchase. In case of anything running out of stock, orders will be prioritized based on payment order!
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with *).
Please feel free to message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be traveling to Japan again during the time of the last Digimon Tri. screening and will be doing pickups again for any and all Digimon-related events going on during the time~ (there are 6 events annouced so far)
I will keep reblogging this post to add info on pricing and events (there are just so many). Feel free to DM me about any merch in the meantime or sit tight and watch out for more updates! Meanwhile, I will truly appreciate any reblogs! Please help spread the word ☆
Details:
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.limitedbase.com/digimon05_ikebukuro/)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Animate Cafe Kitchen Car (for more info/better image of merch: https://cafe.animate.co.jp/event/digimon-adventure1804/)
- Digimon Tri Karaoke (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041303.html)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Popup shop at Shinjuku Marui Annex (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041304.html)
- Digimon Tri. Theatre Merch (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041301.html)
Price is in USD and does NOT include paypal fees as well as shipping from Tokyo, Japan.
Payment must be made before I can make purchase. In case of anything running out of stock, orders will be prioritized based on payment order!
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with *).
Please feel free to message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be traveling to Japan again during the time of the last Digimon Tri. screening and will be doing pickups again for any and all Digimon-related events going on during the time~ (there are 6 events annouced so far)
I will keep reblogging this post to add info on pricing and events (there are just so many). Feel free to DM me about any merch in the meantime or sit tight and watch out for more updates! Meanwhile, I will truly appreciate any reblogs! Please help spread the word ☆
Details:
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.limitedbase.com/digimon05_ikebukuro/)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Animate Cafe Kitchen Car (for more info/better image of merch: https://cafe.animate.co.jp/event/digimon-adventure1804/)
- Digimon Tri Karaoke (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041303.html)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Popup shop at Shinjuku Marui Annex (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041304.html)
- Digimon Tri. Theatre Merch (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041301.html)
Price is in USD and does NOT include paypal fees as well as shipping from Tokyo, Japan.
Payment must be made before I can make purchase. In case of anything running out of stock, orders will be prioritized based on payment order!
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with *).
Please feel free to message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be traveling to Japan again during the time of the last Digimon Tri. screening and will be doing pickups again for any and all Digimon-related events going on during the time~ (there are 6 events annouced so far)
I will keep reblogging this post to add info on pricing and events (there are just so many). Feel free to DM me about any merch in the meantime or sit tight and watch out for more updates! Meanwhile, I will truly appreciate any reblogs! Please help spread the word ☆
Details:
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.limitedbase.com/digimon05_ikebukuro/)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Animate Cafe Kitchen Car (for more info/better image of merch: https://cafe.animate.co.jp/event/digimon-adventure1804/)
- Digimon Tri Karaoke (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041303.html)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Popup shop at Shinjuku Marui Annex (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041304.html)
- Digimon Tri. Theatre Merch (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041301.html)
Price is in USD and does NOT include paypal fees as well as shipping from Tokyo, Japan.
Payment must be made before I can make purchase. In case of anything running out of stock, orders will be prioritized based on payment order!
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with *).
Please feel free to message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be traveling to Japan again during the time of the last Digimon Tri. screening and will be doing pickups again for any and all Digimon-related events going on during the time~ (there are 6 events annouced so far)
I will keep reblogging this post to add info on pricing and events (there are just so many). Feel free to DM me about any merch in the meantime or sit tight and watch out for more updates! Meanwhile, I will truly appreciate any reblogs! Please help spread the word ☆
Details:
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.limitedbase.com/digimon05_ikebukuro/)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Animate Cafe Kitchen Car (for more info/better image of merch: https://cafe.animate.co.jp/event/digimon-adventure1804/)
- Digimon Tri Karaoke (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041303.html)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Popup shop at Shinjuku Marui Annex (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041304.html)
- Digimon Tri. Theatre Merch (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041301.html)
Price is in USD and does NOT include paypal fees as well as shipping from Tokyo, Japan.
Payment must be made before I can make purchase. In case of anything running out of stock, orders will be prioritized based on payment order!
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with *).
Please feel free to message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be traveling to Japan again during the time of the last Digimon Tri. screening and will be doing pickups again for any and all Digimon-related events going on during the time~ (there are 6 events annouced so far)
I will keep reblogging this post to add info on pricing and events (there are just so many). Feel free to DM me about any merch in the meantime or sit tight and watch out for more updates! Meanwhile, I will truly appreciate any reblogs! Please help spread the word ☆
Details:
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.limitedbase.com/digimon05_ikebukuro/)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Animate Cafe Kitchen Car (for more info/better image of merch: https://cafe.animate.co.jp/event/digimon-adventure1804/)
- Digimon Tri Karaoke (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041303.html)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch: http://www.namco.co.jp/cafe_and_bar/ anionstation/)
- Digimon Tri. Popup shop at Shinjuku Marui Annex (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041304.html)
- Digimon Tri. Theatre Merch (for more info/better image of merch: http://digimon-adventure.net/news/archive/2018041301.html)
Price is in USD and does NOT include paypal fees as well as shipping from Tokyo, Japan.
Payment must be made before I can make purchase. In case of anything running out of stock, orders will be prioritized based on payment order!
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with *).
Please feel free to message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be traveling to Japan again during the time of the last Digimon Tri. screening and will be doing pickups again for any and all Digimon-related events going on during the time~ (there are 6 events annouced so far)
I will keep reblogging this post to add info on pricing and events (there are just so many). Feel free to DM me about any merch in the meantime or sit tight and watch out for more updates! Meanwhile, I will truly appreciate any reblogs! Please help spread the word ☆
Details:
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Music Cafe at AniOn Station Final Party (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Animate Cafe Kitchen Car (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri Karaoke (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Popup shop at Shinjuku Marui Annex (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Theatre Merch (for more info/better image of merch)
Price is in USD and does NOT include paypal fees as well as shipping from Tokyo, Japan.
Payment must be made before I can make purchase. In case of anything running out of stock, orders will be prioritized based on payment order!
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with *).
Please feel free to message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be in Japan from Sep 21 - Oct 5 and will be offering pickup service for anybody who’d like some goods from any of the events that will be running during the time. So far we have:
- Digimon Tri. X Kiddyland (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Ani-On Cafe (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop @ikebukuro (for more info/merch TBA)
- Digimon Tri. theatre merch store (for more info/merch TBA)
And I will be there for all of the above! You can see the price for the merch that has already been announced on the 3rd and 5th picture. More will be updated later. Price on the pictures does not include shipping from Tokyo, Japan as well as paypal fees.
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with * in pictures).
Message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be in Japan from Sep 21 - Oct 5 and will be offering pickup service for anybody who’d like some goods from any of the events that will be running during the time. So far we have:
- Digimon Tri. X Kiddyland (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Ani-On Cafe (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop @ikebukuro (for more info/merch TBA)
- Digimon Tri. theatre merch store (for more info/merch TBA)
And I will be there for all of the above! You can see the price for the merch that has already been announced on the 3rd and 5th picture. More will be updated later. Price on the pictures does not include shipping from Tokyo, Japan as well as paypal fees.
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with * in pictures).
Message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
I will be in Japan from Sep 21 - Oct 5 and will be offering pickup service for anybody who’d like some goods from any of the events that will be running during the time. So far we have:
- Digimon Tri. X Kiddyland (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Ani-On Cafe (for more info/better image of merch)
- Digimon Tri. Limited Base popup shop @ikebukuro (for more info/merch TBA)
- Digimon Tri. theatre merch store (for more info/merch TBA)
And I will be there for all of the above! You can see the price for the merch that has already been announced on the 3rd and 5th picture. More will be updated later. Price on the pictures does not include shipping from Tokyo, Japan as well as paypal fees.
Please also note that some merch are sold in blind badges/random so characters may not be guaranteed (marked with * in pictures).
Message me if you are interested in the pickup or have any questions!
The Yuri On Ice only shop section in Kinokuniya NYC has already been replaced by Cardcapture Sakura. I guess they weren’t kidding when they said on the first day that there will be no restock on this month-long event…
Was at Kinokuniya NYC today for Yuri On Ice Only Shop. Pretty bad luck on my end today so I'm looking to trade these!! Damn it, someone gives me my Pichit please! The only thing I have of Pichit is the coaster...
I have this extra Hikari badge from Digifes this year and am looking to trade it with any of the digifes badges I don't have or Yamato/Taichi one. Anyone have them??
and decided to try to have it post today, on July 29th, for several reasons: 1) This day two years ago was the very day the conversation (to which I also just found out at the time of writing this) took place 2) I will most likely not to remember to write about this on the actual date and 3) my thoughts and feelings would be different a month from now.
That being said, yesterday I was talking to a friend of mine about a certain someone who was once a very important person in my life and about our relationship and how it ended around a year and a half ago. That conversation led me to think about this person again today and realize that I actually truly did not remember when and what our last conversation was. And to be honest I felt a little good about not being able to remember because I think that means I have moved on. But of course being a person that I am, I had to dig into my imessage and tried to find what those last texts were. And then I realized that my oldest chat I have on the phone was from around 1/25/2015 but it was not from this person. In fact, I came to realize that I have 0 messages of theirs left on my phone. Most likely because I switched my phone at some point last year and the back up could only dated back so far or something.
Well anyway, I actually found them now on the imessage app on my ipad (and funny enough, their name was right under the name of the person I received a text on 1/25/2015, meaning their message was the very last one my phone somehow decided not to transfer over) and to my disappointment, it was actually quite dull:
Me: “I thought you said it was too much last sem”
Me: “Hope you don’t die”
Them: “I dropped a lot of extracurriculars”
Me: “I see”
Me: “Well good luck with that”
Them: “Thanks. I’m just going to be on the study train this semester”
… and that’s it. I remember making a decision not to be the one to chase after them and thought that the next time, I will wait for them to contact me first. But there was never a next time and I’ve never had a single word, in any form of communication, with them since (unless you count that ‘Happy Birthday’ message you get on facebook via automatic notification). That was a very very anti-climatic story of how my friendship with possibly the most important person in my life ended.
OK the story so far has nothing to do with why I want to post this thing on July 29 but I’m getting to it now. Well, I was honestly quite disappointed to find out that our last messages weren’t all crazy and dramatic as I’d have hoped, so I thought maybe our real last conversation was actually on facebook. lol. So I got on my facebook and searched their name. But no, our last facebook conversation was on July 29, 2014. It was a conversation about something I had long forgotten. It was about my first and last birthday present I was supposed to receive from them two years ago.
Me: “Cant i just know what it is already”
Them: “It was a book”
Me: “What book?”
Them: “The Diary of Anne Frank”
Me: “SHOT”
Them: “You said you wanted to read it”
Me: “Jssnne”
Me: “Yes”
The Diary of Anne Frank was a book that I really wanted to read that year. I think because I just watched to documentary of it a few months prior. They bought it for me as a present for my birthday last May. I was supposed to get it before July but they stupidly sent it to their own school mail box instead of my address at the time. It was funny and silly but I was really looking forward to reading that book that I never received. I also bought a present for them for their 2015 birthday that I kept holding off sending. First because I couldn’t find the box, then because I couldn’t find the card and things just got dragged on and on and before I realized it, their 2016 birthday was coming up.
During that past year we didn’t talk and it was very difficult at first. I was feeling depressed and anxious and I cried about being out of college and about losing in contact with whom I considered my best friend. And then I would remember that even when we were still friends and when we were physically near each other, I was still depressed and cried about our relationship. I think I liked to joke a lot about how our relationship was abusive and unhealthy, but deep down, I did wonder if maybe we actually were in an unhealthy relationship. Even now I’m not sure. Maybe it was toxic, I don’t know, but it was certainly difficult to pour so much love onto someone who didn’t seem to love you as much. And for two whole years I wasn’t able to find that balance but also wasn’t able to let go.
The later half of 2015 was a lot better and I was able to gradually adjust to my life outside of college and got busy with work and started to be happy. My priority started to change and because of that, I was a lot calmer. So for their 2016 birthday, I decided to send out my very last tie I have with this person. I have to say though, even after a whole year I still wasn’t able to find the birthday card that I was searching for (It was the card that says “In dogs’ year, you’d be DEAD” or something like that. I thought it was hilarious and summed up our friendship. Even until this day whenever I went to a stationery section of any stores, I was still searching through the birthday card section, hoping to find it one day). So I ended up writing my message underneath the present lid and sent it off with USPS. I never got a response. But I was OK about it. And the fact that I knew my 2015 self would have felt differently about the situation gives me the strength and confidence that I am now, more or less, able to let go. And I think this was the balance I have been searching for for the past 2 years and the way that we are now is probably just for the best. It’s not anyone’s fault.
A few people from time to time did ask me if we were still friends and my answer was always “I don’t know,” because friendship is supposed to be a mutual relationship and as much as I think we may still be friends, I don’t know if the feeling is mutual and therefore, I cannot answer such a simple question.
I would be very surprised if anyone is still reading it lol. I’m not sure why I write this super long post. Myself on July 29 would probably not remember about this post or if she does, she would hate the past me for writing it lol. In the end, it’s a little bit for myself at any time in the future to read. And I guess half of me wish this message will reach the person somehow, while the other half wish for that to never happened. That’s probably why I chose to post this on tumblr instead of facebook which is my main social media. Since I don’t know who follows me on tumblr, my followers may or may not know this person so whatever happens, happens.
If you happened to read this and now try to get something out of this long boring post then you can take this: no matter how unworthy you may think you are, there are sure to be someone out there who sees you as their world. So treasure every minute you have with anyone, and spare some time to think about people you might not think about often. People’s loves are never equal so find a way to work with it instead of work against it. And one day you will be happy.
I wonder where that Diary of Anne Frank is now. They may throw it away, or gave it to someone else, or did not even remember it was originally meant to be my present and put it on the bookshelf at home for all I know. At the very least, I hope that I did change their life for at least a second, even if it was never going to be as much as they changed mine.
I ordered a cute sitting taichi plushie from Digimon tri…NOT this sad, depressed, PTSD riddled man. I have never in my life been so disappointed before..holy shit look at this. The expression on the face of what I am holding in my hand is exactly how i feel right now.. he looks so sad! he looks like he suffered a great deal of pain and torture being shipped to me. He is so crappily and low quality made, and he knows. They say a picture is worth a 1000 words, well id say this one is worth 1000 tears.
You know how you can look at someone and you just know..you just KNOW that they are suffering but chose to hide it behind a mellow smile in hopes that nobody will notice even though they kinda want people to know? This is it. He looks like he has no reason to get out of bed but did it anyway because he is too scared to take his own life. Hes suffering silently. What i ordered was a cute little anime plushie of my husband, but instead i got someone who has no reason to live and knows it. Yeah he keeps hanging around with Yamato and the others and he laughs as they tell their funny stories but he’s dead inside. He’s dead.