Ellian

There's meat there's meat on me 🥩 /lyr

[ellianoftheflesh]

OOC post

This is a blog for my TMA oc Ellian

it's not likely this account is going to be super active, but any asks will be answered, and i'll respond to all roleplays i get into

the timeline on this blog will not make sense i do not feel like trying to keep the timeline making sense, as that is incredibly difficult to do, assume that all roleplays with different accounts take place at different points in time, unless stated otherwise

please nothing NSFW, light jokes are allowed, but that's it, anything else makes me uncomfortable unless i already know the person, flirting is alright however, just don't go overboard

also, to have things make a bit more sense, stuff from Ellian before he becomes an avatar of the flesh are tagged with "ellian joans" and ones afterwards are tagged with "ellian of the flesh"

that should be all for now :>

[elias-magnusnt]

Everybody complaining about being turned into a monster these days but did you consider the fact maybe I just wanted you to have fun. Maybe that's what you wanted and needed all along. I'm being nice, really. Go fetch now.

[ellianoftheflesh]

As much as I do want to bash your head in with your own bones.. yeah i am having fun and i would be dead probably without you so thanks i guess..

[ellianoftheflesh]

hey, you.

Uh.. hi? do you.. want something?-

[arlestar]

nothing at all. just looking.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Okay..? i'd say that's weird behavior but well.. i've gotten pretty used to being watched! what's uh.. what's your name?-

[arlestar]

being used to being watched seems far weirder, i’d say.

and my name is marlene. what’s yours?

and what are you doing in a dump like this?

[ellianoftheflesh]

Ehh.. when you're working for- under? i don't know what the correct term is- the eye you get.. pretty used to being watched! not really anything.. yknow- new?

And uh.. It's Ellian! don't worry about last names! not like they really matter! oh and i'm not doing much just.. relaxing i guess?

[arlestar]

pleased to meat you i suppose. meet. meet you.

and the eye sounds..daunting. no privacy? so dehumanising.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Nice to meat you too Marlene!

And ehh.. it's not.. all that bad really? a lot of people seem to hate it but i don't know.. beats being never seen! and if the eye wants to watch a bunch of meat go about his daily life.. who am i to stop it really?

[arlestar]

anything fascinating about this daily life of yours that the eye is oh so clearly dying to see?

[ellianoftheflesh]

I guess? i mean- some days are super boring! but others well.. I've got to keep myself fed now don't i? even if i do.. i do try not to kill anyone, or hurt them too badly.. no matter how much i want to!

[arlestar]

that’s the spirit. you’ve got more morals than i’d expected.

[ellianoftheflesh]

I can assure you I do not! the only reason i don't do worse is because the people i care about insist that i try and keep myself from hurting others.. stupid as that sounds. They're just meat after all, and meat is meant to be eaten.. but.. if they think that i shouldn't yknow- kill people.. i'll try not to!

[arlestar]

well, isn’t that sweet. trying.

but oh well. we’ll see who’s all high and mighty when they’re being minced up and eaten like they never had a life before.

maybe i’m just being pessimistic. oh well. i suppose you’re doing fine on your..little agreement.

[ellianoftheflesh]

I guess? it's sorta sweet.. and i would.. prefer if you didn't kill my friends and eat them? i would miss them! or.. i'd miss a couple of them.. not so sure about the others..

And uh.. not sure i can say i'm doing fine! but i am alive! and no one is actively trying to kill me soo.. that's a plus?

[arlestar]

oh i have no direct intention of that! the world is full of options.

but accidents happen, i’m sure.

and i do suppose you’ve made it so far in life..what’s not fine with you? internal conflict? those are always amusing.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Good! if you did.. well there are plenty of ways to hide a body yknow? but i really don't want to hurt you! .. well i do- but i'm not going to!

It's just.. i don't know- i'm hungry.. not allowed to properly feed myself or well.. my god? i don't know.. i don't like referring to it as a god, makes me sound all religious and i'm really not! and i guess there's some internal stuff, but it's none of your business really!

[ellianoftheflesh]

hey, you.

Uh.. hi? do you.. want something?-

[arlestar]

nothing at all. just looking.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Okay..? i'd say that's weird behavior but well.. i've gotten pretty used to being watched! what's uh.. what's your name?-

[arlestar]

being used to being watched seems far weirder, i’d say.

and my name is marlene. what’s yours?

and what are you doing in a dump like this?

[ellianoftheflesh]

Ehh.. when you're working for- under? i don't know what the correct term is- the eye you get.. pretty used to being watched! not really anything.. yknow- new?

And uh.. It's Ellian! don't worry about last names! not like they really matter! oh and i'm not doing much just.. relaxing i guess?

[arlestar]

pleased to meat you i suppose. meet. meet you.

and the eye sounds..daunting. no privacy? so dehumanising.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Nice to meat you too Marlene!

And ehh.. it's not.. all that bad really? a lot of people seem to hate it but i don't know.. beats being never seen! and if the eye wants to watch a bunch of meat go about his daily life.. who am i to stop it really?

[arlestar]

anything fascinating about this daily life of yours that the eye is oh so clearly dying to see?

[ellianoftheflesh]

I guess? i mean- some days are super boring! but others well.. I've got to keep myself fed now don't i? even if i do.. i do try not to kill anyone, or hurt them too badly.. no matter how much i want to!

[arlestar]

that’s the spirit. you’ve got more morals than i’d expected.

[ellianoftheflesh]

I can assure you I do not! the only reason i don't do worse is because the people i care about insist that i try and keep myself from hurting others.. stupid as that sounds. They're just meat after all, and meat is meant to be eaten.. but.. if they think that i shouldn't yknow- kill people.. i'll try not to!

[arlestar]

well, isn’t that sweet. trying.

but oh well. we’ll see who’s all high and mighty when they’re being minced up and eaten like they never had a life before.

maybe i’m just being pessimistic. oh well. i suppose you’re doing fine on your..little agreement.

[ellianoftheflesh]

I guess? it's sorta sweet.. and i would.. prefer if you didn't kill my friends and eat them? i would miss them! or.. i'd miss a couple of them.. not so sure about the others..

And uh.. not sure i can say i'm doing fine! but i am alive! and no one is actively trying to kill me soo.. that's a plus?

[ellianoftheflesh]

hey, you.

Uh.. hi? do you.. want something?-

[arlestar]

nothing at all. just looking.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Okay..? i'd say that's weird behavior but well.. i've gotten pretty used to being watched! what's uh.. what's your name?-

[arlestar]

being used to being watched seems far weirder, i’d say.

and my name is marlene. what’s yours?

and what are you doing in a dump like this?

[ellianoftheflesh]

Ehh.. when you're working for- under? i don't know what the correct term is- the eye you get.. pretty used to being watched! not really anything.. yknow- new?

And uh.. It's Ellian! don't worry about last names! not like they really matter! oh and i'm not doing much just.. relaxing i guess?

[arlestar]

pleased to meat you i suppose. meet. meet you.

and the eye sounds..daunting. no privacy? so dehumanising.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Nice to meat you too Marlene!

And ehh.. it's not.. all that bad really? a lot of people seem to hate it but i don't know.. beats being never seen! and if the eye wants to watch a bunch of meat go about his daily life.. who am i to stop it really?

[arlestar]

anything fascinating about this daily life of yours that the eye is oh so clearly dying to see?

[ellianoftheflesh]

I guess? i mean- some days are super boring! but others well.. I've got to keep myself fed now don't i? even if i do.. i do try not to kill anyone, or hurt them too badly.. no matter how much i want to!

[arlestar]

that’s the spirit. you’ve got more morals than i’d expected.

[ellianoftheflesh]

I can assure you I do not! the only reason i don't do worse is because the people i care about insist that i try and keep myself from hurting others.. stupid as that sounds. They're just meat after all, and meat is meant to be eaten.. but.. if they think that i shouldn't yknow- kill people.. i'll try not to!

[ellianoftheflesh]

hey, you.

Uh.. hi? do you.. want something?-

[arlestar]

nothing at all. just looking.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Okay..? i'd say that's weird behavior but well.. i've gotten pretty used to being watched! what's uh.. what's your name?-

[arlestar]

being used to being watched seems far weirder, i’d say.

and my name is marlene. what’s yours?

and what are you doing in a dump like this?

[ellianoftheflesh]

Ehh.. when you're working for- under? i don't know what the correct term is- the eye you get.. pretty used to being watched! not really anything.. yknow- new?

And uh.. It's Ellian! don't worry about last names! not like they really matter! oh and i'm not doing much just.. relaxing i guess?

[arlestar]

pleased to meat you i suppose. meet. meet you.

and the eye sounds..daunting. no privacy? so dehumanising.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Nice to meat you too Marlene!

And ehh.. it's not.. all that bad really? a lot of people seem to hate it but i don't know.. beats being never seen! and if the eye wants to watch a bunch of meat go about his daily life.. who am i to stop it really?

[arlestar]

anything fascinating about this daily life of yours that the eye is oh so clearly dying to see?

[ellianoftheflesh]

I guess? i mean- some days are super boring! but others well.. I've got to keep myself fed now don't i? even if i do.. i do try not to kill anyone, or hurt them too badly.. no matter how much i want to!

[ellianoftheflesh]

hey, you.

Uh.. hi? do you.. want something?-

[arlestar]

nothing at all. just looking.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Okay..? i'd say that's weird behavior but well.. i've gotten pretty used to being watched! what's uh.. what's your name?-

[arlestar]

being used to being watched seems far weirder, i’d say.

and my name is marlene. what’s yours?

and what are you doing in a dump like this?

[ellianoftheflesh]

Ehh.. when you're working for- under? i don't know what the correct term is- the eye you get.. pretty used to being watched! not really anything.. yknow- new?

And uh.. It's Ellian! don't worry about last names! not like they really matter! oh and i'm not doing much just.. relaxing i guess?

[arlestar]

pleased to meat you i suppose. meet. meet you.

and the eye sounds..daunting. no privacy? so dehumanising.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Nice to meat you too Marlene!

And ehh.. it's not.. all that bad really? a lot of people seem to hate it but i don't know.. beats being never seen! and if the eye wants to watch a bunch of meat go about his daily life.. who am i to stop it really?

[ellianoftheflesh]

hey, you.

Uh.. hi? do you.. want something?-

[arlestar]

nothing at all. just looking.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Okay..? i'd say that's weird behavior but well.. i've gotten pretty used to being watched! what's uh.. what's your name?-

[arlestar]

being used to being watched seems far weirder, i’d say.

and my name is marlene. what’s yours?

and what are you doing in a dump like this?

[ellianoftheflesh]

Ehh.. when you're working for- under? i don't know what the correct term is- the eye you get.. pretty used to being watched! not really anything.. yknow- new?

And uh.. It's Ellian! don't worry about last names! not like they really matter! oh and i'm not doing much just.. relaxing i guess?

[corruption-angel]

If eating raw meat gives you diseases why does it look so yummy.

[ellianoftheflesh]

It is yummy! you should eat it, you will get no diseases at all i promise! :D

[corruption-angel]

hmmmmmmmm likely thing for you to say…..

[ellianoftheflesh]

I can be trusted about my opinion of raw meat! probably more than most people honestly since well.. yknow- so cmon! eat the raw meat.

[corruption-angel]

bold of you to assume that isn’t my daily snack. yummy!

[ellianoftheflesh]

WOOO !! you have good taste then!! :3 think you're the first corruption avatar i don't find super gross! congrats!!

[corruption-angel]

so glad waow high honour..celebrating this yippee

[ellianoftheflesh]

For the celebration i will gift you with a cake !! (it is full of meat :D)

[corruption-angel]

that is sao exciting. i’ve never been given a meat cake before : ) grinning emoji!

[ellianoftheflesh]

I'm so nice i even added extra teeth! :)

[corruption-angel]

yaaay my favourite!!! 😄😄what a treat

[ellianoftheflesh]

I love giving people treats!!

[ellianoftheflesh]

hey, you.

Uh.. hi? do you.. want something?-

[arlestar]

nothing at all. just looking.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Okay..? i'd say that's weird behavior but well.. i've gotten pretty used to being watched! what's uh.. what's your name?-

[ellianoftheflesh]

hey, you.

Uh.. hi? do you.. want something?-

[corruption-angel]

If eating raw meat gives you diseases why does it look so yummy.

[ellianoftheflesh]

It is yummy! you should eat it, you will get no diseases at all i promise! :D

[corruption-angel]

hmmmmmmmm likely thing for you to say…..

[ellianoftheflesh]

I can be trusted about my opinion of raw meat! probably more than most people honestly since well.. yknow- so cmon! eat the raw meat.

[corruption-angel]

bold of you to assume that isn’t my daily snack. yummy!

[ellianoftheflesh]

WOOO !! you have good taste then!! :3 think you're the first corruption avatar i don't find super gross! congrats!!

[corruption-angel]

so glad waow high honour..celebrating this yippee

[ellianoftheflesh]

For the celebration i will gift you with a cake !! (it is full of meat :D)

[corruption-angel]

that is sao exciting. i’ve never been given a meat cake before : ) grinning emoji!

[ellianoftheflesh]

I'm so nice i even added extra teeth! :)

[corruption-angel]

If eating raw meat gives you diseases why does it look so yummy.

[ellianoftheflesh]

It is yummy! you should eat it, you will get no diseases at all i promise! :D

[corruption-angel]

hmmmmmmmm likely thing for you to say…..

[ellianoftheflesh]

I can be trusted about my opinion of raw meat! probably more than most people honestly since well.. yknow- so cmon! eat the raw meat.

[corruption-angel]

bold of you to assume that isn’t my daily snack. yummy!

[ellianoftheflesh]

WOOO !! you have good taste then!! :3 think you're the first corruption avatar i don't find super gross! congrats!!

[corruption-angel]

so glad waow high honour..celebrating this yippee

[ellianoftheflesh]

For the celebration i will gift you with a cake !! (it is full of meat :D)

[corruption-angel]

If eating raw meat gives you diseases why does it look so yummy.

[ellianoftheflesh]

It is yummy! you should eat it, you will get no diseases at all i promise! :D

[corruption-angel]

hmmmmmmmm likely thing for you to say…..

[ellianoftheflesh]

I can be trusted about my opinion of raw meat! probably more than most people honestly since well.. yknow- so cmon! eat the raw meat.

[corruption-angel]

bold of you to assume that isn’t my daily snack. yummy!

[ellianoftheflesh]

WOOO !! you have good taste then!! :3 think you're the first corruption avatar i don't find super gross! congrats!!

[corruption-angel]

If eating raw meat gives you diseases why does it look so yummy.

[ellianoftheflesh]

It is yummy! you should eat it, you will get no diseases at all i promise! :D

[corruption-angel]

hmmmmmmmm likely thing for you to say…..

[ellianoftheflesh]

I can be trusted about my opinion of raw meat! probably more than most people honestly since well.. yknow- so cmon! eat the raw meat.

[corruption-angel]

If eating raw meat gives you diseases why does it look so yummy.

[ellianoftheflesh]

It is yummy! you should eat it, you will get no diseases at all i promise! :D

[jonathansims-answers]

Ellian came into the archives looking somehow worse than he had last time and it was clear he hadn't slept in a while.

So uh.. i've got some- very.. very bad news! and also some fairly good news? depending on what you consider good news.. uh.. i'm just gonna.. sit down..

Ellian just slumped against one of the walls, leaning his head against it with a heavy sigh.

"Oh.. hi again Ellian.. eh.. you're still alive. That's good. Right?"

[ellianoftheflesh]

I mean.. yeah? i guess.. i'm honestly shocked i haven't died yet! i mean.. uh.. if its any.. any sign of how bad things have gotten i am currently carrying two knives with me and that still doesn't feel like enough so! hahaa..

But that's.. not the important part right now, the important part is i looked into the novel, and i've figured out that it's likely not a Leitner- or.. well if it is then either i am the only one affected or the original owner is incredibly good at hiding the fact they are too- i should.. explain that actually-

So.. basically, i was trying to figure out where i could have gotten the book, looked into my past texts and all that stuff to see if i talked to anyone about getting it and well.. i did! turns out i had borrowed it from someone, so.. i got in contact with them again, they were.. obviously a bit concerned but i mean.. who wouldn't be with all the stuff i was asking! but.. they also told me that they hadn't experienced anything weird since obtaining the book, explained where they got it, and double checked that it wasn't from any library that had ever had Leitner in its name.. i think it's safe to say it isn't..

That's the.. good news? well, good news for you, and for the original owner, no cursed books! bad news for me since i am.. almost certainly fucked as i think i may have figured out.. well not what caused this, but what made it worse..

Ellian shuddered at the thought of that, he didn't like thinking about the fact his own life was practically doomed one way or another.

[jonathansims-answers]

"Would you mind elaborating..?"

[ellianoftheflesh]

Right! yes of course.. sorry it's.. difficult to talk about this all.. Uh.. so.. remember how i said that i remembered that food delivery woman? how her teeth looked interesting? well uh.. i looked into it more.. and i figured out what it was..

Her teeth were sharp. and not in the way where some people just like.. have sharp teeth! they were sharp like an animal.. something closer to a shark than anything human.. and you'd think that's weird enough but that's not even the weird part! .. she'd.. she'd been fired, two weeks before she gave me my food, for putting unmarked raw meat in peoples orders..

Which just.. how did she get my address? or get my order.. because the food was correct i remember that much! i mean.. there was raw meat in it.. but that's because i had ordered something with raw meat in it! so.. i think somehow.. that encounter with her might have.. made everything worse.. because looking at the dates.. i saw her the day before my skin moved.

[jonathansims-answers]

"Did she give you a name? Any other.. physical features you remember seeing?"

[ellianoftheflesh]

She didn't.. give me one.. but.. when i was looking into her i found that she had gone under several different names.. could tell it was all the same woman since well.. the teeth.. but all different names, so i don't know which one was real..

As for how she looked.. she looked mostly normal.. pale skin, what i think was medium length hair that was tied up, sorta blond but in the way where its clear it's been dyed, nothing else about her really stuck out besides her teeth.. oh! and she was tall! like.. weirdly tall..

[jonathansims-answers]

"Hm. Well I am not a detective or anything but I can read more statements.. see if this woman pops up more often." He said.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Yeah that'd.. probably be good.. uh.. i could help! maybe.. i don't actually know your rules for who you let read statements..

[jonathansims-answers]

"Only I do. And the occassional assistant if I am.. backed up a bit. You just.. rest.. stay calm.. try not to.. fear it too much. That tends to make things worse."

[ellianoftheflesh]

Oh! that reminds me! i was.. actually thinking of trying to get a job here? which.. yes i am.. aware of how.. uh.. stupid that sounds? but i just.. i can't keep going home.. you say to try not to fear it too much but that is incredibly difficult to do! you try not being afraid when you feel like every single person wants to kill and eat you! i can't just.. turn my fear off.. and i feel safer while i'm here.. i don't know why..

[jonathansims-answers]

"I.. am really not the correct person to talk to about that.. and i cannot overstate how bad of an idea that is."

[ellianoftheflesh]

Who.. who would be the correct person to talk to about that? and yes.. i.. i know okay? it's dangerous, and stupid, and there's something going on here that i don't know about! but at least i am not actively fearing for my life while talking to people in here!

[jonathansims-answers]

"Well our boss. However he is currently in prison so.. i think that means that we are not currently hiring."

[ellianoftheflesh]

He's.. what?? so.. who's in charge then? or are you guys just.. fending for yourselves?

[jonathansims-answers]

"No.. technically not. Just.. that person is extremely hard to get into contact with." He said. "Not a very.. present.. boss so.. yes I suppose in a way we are fending for ourselves."

[ellianoftheflesh]

I see... so there's basically no chance of me getting a job here.. i mean.. not like i can just hire myself! and uh.. i am sorry you have to deal with that, i've worked for enough people to know how annoying it can be to have a shitty boss who just leaves you to handle all the messy shit that comes up! well- obviously it was nothing like this as you are.. clearly dealing with stuff that no one else is but.. yknow? i get the feeling..

[jonathansims-answers]

"You are stalling so you can stay here longer hm?" He said with a sigh.

[ellianoftheflesh]

Is it that obvious? course i'm stalling! i can't stand being out of this place it is terrifying! i'm going to either die or possibly have to become something not human! i don't want that!

Ellian sounded close to tears for a second as he spoke before he sighed deeply and moved to stand up.

Sorry.. i.. i shouldn't keep bothering you! sure you're busy with a lot worse stuff..

[jonathansims-answers]

He sighed. "I suppose maybe we can find you a safe place to stay somewhere.. but I need to discuss that with HR and also kind of with the boss. I am not planning on housing someone in the archives again."

[ellianoftheflesh]

That would be.. maybe literally a life saver? i.. sorry that i'm making you do all this.. just.. don't wanna die yknow? don't like feeling paranoid 24/7 either!