ellie

౨ৎ sw 59 lw 44 cw 52

[ellie-luv]

*⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ treadmill

[ellie-luv]

stabbing my salad a hundred times while eating dinner watching tv with my family #sneaky🤗

[starv1ngc0rps3]

[bonniedove222]

[watchingteenagediaryofagirl1]

[dolledbunnytail]

i do them drugs to stop the f food cravings!!

[sugarboulevard]

[freshmanyearrhaterr]

summer is next month.

are you happy with yourself?

[unknownn-girl]

what’s your name?

who’s your daddy?

is he rich like me?

[skinnyinsidee]

GOALSSSSS 😭😫

[romanticmemory]

God why didn't u make me blonde and beautiful

[ellie-luv]

after eating below 100kals i hate waking up the next day and feeling completely dead and so out of energy after just ONE day like let me keep this streak pls

[disordette]

୨thinspo୧

[ellie-luv]

i feel like im going to be sick ive been trying my best to get better but i can feel myself breaking apart my emotional outbursts are getting more frequent and its scaring me, i dont like feeling this way i dont i just want him to hug me and tell me its okay and hes there for me like how ive been there for him. i want someone to care thats all i want please is for someone to care about me thats all ive ever wanted and it hurts me so much, hes trying but its not doing anything it hurts so much its hurts it hurts i dont want him to have to handle me like this its not his responsibility i wish i never existed so i would never have inflicted so many problems on so many people and hurt people so badly im destructive by nature and i hate that im this way

[ellie-luv]

so good motiv love it

[almondmlkbtch]

Distractions from eating that require little energy

- find a topic of interest & look up videos abt it on youtube, create a playlist & listen while snuggling in bed

- hot bath or sitting down in shower — just need energy to get out of bed <3

- drink water💧

- go for a leisurely stroll — not every walk has to be an 8 mile power walk / hike 🌱

- stretch — I always feel sm better when I stretch. & feeling good & connected to my body in a positive way helps me to not want to eat/binge.

- meditate — so underrated. manifestation meditations r so powerful. I also like practicing breath work, it helps me a lot

- pick a task and set a 20 min alarm & then rest.

- watch or listen to health related videos. I love to watch videos abt y sugar is bad for u. I rly wanna end my addiction once & for all. Interesting topic & very motivating

- flip thru channels or videos wouldn’t normally watch. engage curiosity 🌟

- work on self care routines (morning & night)

- work on breaking tasks + projects into steps (when im feeling fatigue & just wanna lay in bed this helps me start stuff)

[ellie-luv]

107lb i will get better

[light-lovely]

I’m gonna focus on my ed this summer fuck everything else