Fierce Head Bitch

Hi I'm Ellie I'm 18 and my dad's from Greece. I am good at acting and I don't know what else to say. I think I'm a fun girl. And that's everything I can think of right now.

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

[the-jordan-green]

"I kinda wanna thank you for forgetting me, but that sounds kinda crazy so I souldn’t say anything.", Jordan said briefly. It felt weird to talk to Ellie, still knowing everything what happened and she doesn’t even remember him. "Thank god you’re not yelling at me.", Jordan said laughing. "Uhm, actually I don’t know who else knows about your body. When you told me about your body we wasn’t really talking to each other so I couldn’t ask you.", he answered Ellie’s question as good as he could.

[ellie-petroz]

"Yay it sounds a bit off to be honest.", she said and nodded while giggling. "Nah dud I wouldn't yell at you you seem like a nice guy although I kinda know you're an asshat now.",she frowned. Well if he couldn't help her find that out she'd have to rely on herself. "Well you could help me get this whole peeing thing. I just don't get it. Penises are so confusing. Show me! Show me!", she jumped off the bed and dragged him to the toilet.

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

[the-jordan-green]

Jordan nodded. “I am an asshole…”, he didn’t even try to tell her something else. Jordan knew what he did and how much he had hurt Ellie. “At least you talk to me again without yelling or crying…”, he said trying to laugh, but he couldn’t. Maybe there was a good thing about Ellie not remembering Jordan, they maybe could start over and become friends.

[ellie-petroz]

"It's okay Jordan don't beat yourself up as I said I don't remember it so there are no hard feelings. You seem kinda nice actually.", she said and smiled at him hoping the boy would stop beating himself up over something that now only existed in his head. "Yeah no yelling or crying at all see. Just proves that I don't have any recollection of you being an ass so relax. So um you obviously did know about my body does everyone know? Am I the only one who forgot?", she asked him curious about the situation.

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

[the-jordan-green]

Jordan looked down before he looked back at Ellie again. “You and I really liked each other, we made out quiet a lot times and after I broke up with my girlfriend you told me you doesn’t want me to kiss other girls. I said I promised to try, but I couldn’t and kissed a girl. Since that day so hated me, I tried to talk to you and told you that I was sorry and would never do that again…”, he paused and bit his bottom lip. “I was a big, big jerk and I’m so sorry…”, Jordan apologized.

[ellie-petroz]

"Oh wow you sound like a right asshole. So you promised me you would never do it again? But did it anyways. Way too go Mister.", she said and giggled but stopped cause the laughing hurt with her fractured ribs. "Haha it's fine I don't remember it so it basically never happened right?", she smiled at him not being offended at all. Sure he was probably a giant asshole and obviously hurt her enough for him to cower in fear around her but she honestly couldn't remember a thing so there were no hard feelings.

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

[the-jordan-green]

Jordan couldn’t say anything. He wasn’t sure what he wanted to say to Ellie. Jordan just held Ellie and tried to let her know that she’s safe with him. “Yes I do know you…”, he paused. What should he say right now? He couldn’t just tell her everything, could he? “But I think you hated be before everything happened…so I think you still hate me for what I did.”

[ellie-petroz]

"I don't hate you I barely know who you are.", she said with a forced laugh. She really had no feelings concerning this boy it's like she never even knew him in the first place. "So why did I hate you?"

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

[the-jordan-green]

"I’m not carzy!", he shouted back. Jordan didn’t follow Ellie, he just waited and wanted to see how long it would take her to realize that he was right. Some minutes later he just heard Ellie scream. Before he could say something he ran into the bathroom. "Ellie.", he said and walked closer to Ellie. Jordan wanted to wrap his arms around her and calm her down, but he wasn’t sure if that was a good idea. "I’m sorry. I’m sorry you had to find out about it like this.", he said and finally pulled Ellie into a soft hug.

[ellie-petroz]

Ellie didn't realize much she was done. Who had done this to her. She lost all her energy and if it weren't for the boy holding her she would have collapsed to the ground. "Who did this to me?", she muttered quietly again and again not understanding why someone would give her a penis. After a while the doctor came and explained everything to her and diagnosed her with lacunar specialized amnesia. She was just cryig through the whole explanation she couldn't understand. She had all these memories she was certain of her past. How could this be? She wiped her tears and looked to the boy. "So um... maybe you do know me after all."

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

[the-jordan-green]

Jordan wasn’t on drugs, but it looked like Ellie was. She didn’t even remember being transsexuel? “I’m not on drugs and this isn’t a joke. Maybe you should looka down under.”, he said and looked into Ellie’s eyes. It really hurt Jordan that Ellie had no clue who he was.

[ellie-petroz]

"Eh are you crazy? I think I know my life and I remember getting my first period at 13 my first time at 15 and my second boyfriend at 16. I think I would know if I were a transsexual.",she shouted in his face and touched down under  but it was still wrapped in bandages. She got up from her bed and went to the toilet adjacent to her room and slowly unwrapped the bandages to prove to this idiot that he was wrong so he would scram and leave her be. When undid the bandages and saw what was down there she screamed a long loud scream of fear. What the fuck was that thing doing down there. Where did her vagina go is this some sort of sick joke or nightmare? When did the doctors sow that thing on her. She was gonna sue someone! "Help! HELP! Someone help!", she shouted and pulled the chord to call a doctor. 

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

[the-jordan-green]

Jordan really had no idea what to do now. “I did hurt you Ellie.”, he said shortly. “And we really know each other very well. I know that you’re transsexuell and I don’t think I’d know that we weren’t friends.”

[ellie-petroz]

"Well I don't remember you hurting me so you didn't really hurt me I guess.", she said not being sure how far he was going to take this joke along. "Transsexual?", she wondered out loud: "Are you on drugs? I'm not transsexual or anything why on earth would you say something like that.", she was nervous now though she grabbed the mirror on her nightstand and looked at her face, nope still female. Her boobs still in place.

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

[the-jordan-green]

"Uhm…yes you do know me. I’m Jordan, we have drama together and we kind of had something going on before I hurt you…", Jordan explained. It was really weird, she didn’t look like she was just faking it. Ellie was a damn good actress, but now she really looked like not knowing who he was.

[ellie-petroz]

"Ohh so you're in my drama class.", she understood and nodded. "Hi Jordan nice to meet you and I can assure you you didn't hurt me in any way. And don't you think I'd know if you hurt me or anything?", she said and laughed probably the boy was playing a prank on her. "Is this a prank? Who put you up to it?"

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

[the-jordan-green]

Jordan shook his head and looked at Ellie. “No. You’re the only one here I know.”, he said briefly. Jordan was confused, why was Ellie still acting like they don’t know each other? Was she so mad at him?

[ellie-petroz]

"Huh that's weird.", she said and scrunched her nose in confusion. She tried to remember who he is but couldn't. "Do I know you? Because I don't remember who you are I'm sorry. Are in one of my classes?", she asked him. 

[the-jordan-green]

Hospital visit // Jordan & Ellie

After Jordan wrote with Ellie he was confused and he wanted to talk to her. Jordan took his stuff and got into his car. He hurried and got into the hospital. Jordan asked at the informations where Ellie was and went to her room. He knocked on the door and got in.

[ellie-petroz]

Ellie was on her laptop not having anything else to do being in bed all day only the occasional nurse coming in. She turne her head when she heard someone enter and smiled at the person but didn't recognize the boy in front of her and dropped her polite smile. "Uh hi there. You got the wrong room?", she asked politely.

[ellie-petroz]

Guys I'm back!

[evan-green]

It’s good here. I really like it. When will you be out of the hospital?

[ellie-petroz]

I'm not exactly sure when the doctors say it's okay I guess?

[ellie-petroz]

Guys I'm back!

[aaron-walters]

It’s no problem, really. Even if that’s true, I’m not the biggest fan of holding grudges so honestly it’s alright.

[ellie-petroz]

Aww thanks a lot I could hug you right now.

[ellie-petroz]

Guys I'm back!

[evan-green]

Right.

[ellie-petroz]

So how are you settling here in the new school. I won't be around for a while but I think everything will be fine even without me there.

[ellie-petroz]

Guys I'm back!

[the-jordan-green]

I’m so sorry for everything, Ellie. I didn’t mean to hurt you…

[ellie-petroz]

Hurt me? Why is everyone going on about hurting me like that Sydney girl haha. I was stupid enough to wear heels on a tall building and fell. As long as you didn't push me I don't know how you could have hurt me. Also who are you?

[ellie-petroz]

Text To: Ellie

Aria: No problem! Is that it?

Aria: I can drop everything off in the morning, and glad to hear you're feeling well (:

Ellie: Yes as far as I know. Allie wanted to bring my laptop so I guess that's all.

Ellie: Thanks a lot roomie.

[ellie-petroz]

Guys I'm back!

[evan-green]

How are you? I heard about what happened.

[ellie-petroz]

Oh hey you're... Evan right? I believe we once talked.

[ellie-petroz]

Guys I'm back!

[the-jordan-green]

Ellie! Thank god you’re okay. 

[ellie-petroz]

Yes I am haha. Although I don't believe in god.