EllieEatsNot

// 18 // £d // gw:120 //

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I just feel like I’m a bad person. And everyone will leave eventually. So maybe if I become as small as possible. I’ll fade away. It will happen eventually anyhow.

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142 to 134 in 3 weeks.

3lbs per week

First gw - 130

Second gw - 125

Lw - 125.4

I’ve got this.

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And suddenly… I’m scared of apples

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if i step on that scale tomorrow morning and it’s gone up im literally gonna freak.

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Nicotine <3

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Okay tell me why an additional 500 cals literally ruins weeks worth of progress???

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Love it when my morning coffee starts to feel like I’m flying

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Meta day went a little crazy, but the point is to allow myself to eat to prevent binges over 3k. Didn’t even bloat, only got puffy because of the salt content. But we move forward and keep going. Last week I made serious progress. I can do it again.

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2.5lbs a week let’s goooo

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My mom loves talking about how much she hates ozempic and how it’s so unhealthy and people are so obsessed with it.

And even despite me telling her about my Mia era she doesn’t even see my behaviors

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Feeling hungry is so satisfying

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Had the perfect day yesterday!

Coffee.

A quarter of a donut and quarter of a blueberry muffin.

And then for dinner I had a cup of clam chowder and a garden salad with shrimp.

Total: 872 (including supplements too)

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So actually a dumbass and sampled a blueberry muffin and a chocolate donut. Luckily it was about 100cals. But I already felt like I wasn’t making progress so this is just bleh

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Balancing full time work, full time school, hobbies, and an 3d is not for the weak 💀

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Last night I went into dinner without a plan and completely binged. I ate a ton of little but high cal foods. But it’s okay because I’m just going to pretend it didn’t happen.

Today was great. Omad and under 800cals. Back on track in about 1-2 more days.

A friend is coming back from college in two weeks and wants to party so I’m just going to res as much as possible so I can drink all I want hehe

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Lololololol

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We!gh in guesses

140-145

135-140

Voting ended onMar 8

I feel like in comparison to old b¢ i have I am around 135-137. But when I weighed feb 12th I was 142… sooo idk.

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I weighed in at 139.8. Still progress and I can’t complain. I was kinda hoping for more.