All The Stars Have A Reason

I can relate to the stars, we still see them even though they already died.

[elliolookatthesky]

I wanna die. Every day and every night I think about it, I know I should tell someone but I can’t burden anyone with that

[neckkiss]

Simple Simon (2010)

[destroymylife]

[destroymylife]

[recaption]

[elliolookatthesky]

Just when I finally got the message, when I finally gave up on love, the bitch of fate or God, I don’t even know at that point, as to show up and test me like that!! How the f**k am I supposed to give up when I’m going to spend an entire week with her.. What was supposed to be a relaxing week is turning into a legit NIGHTMARE.

This n*gga really wanna die in the night time, uh..

[elliolookatthesky]

So I was excited to go on this lil trip with some friends to get that girl and any other potential love interest out of my head - and heart for that matter - but turns out she may be coming too... If she does, this is the sickest joke of all.

I swear if there’s a God, she must hates me.

[philosophyquotes]

“I don’t think there is any truth. There are only points of view.”

— Allen Ginsberg

[recaption]

[elliolookatthesky]

Starting to understand why I feel the way I feel. So empty, worthless and oh so unremarkable. Yes understanding it, is cool but how do I stop feeling it before it destroys me

[elliolookatthesky]

I don’t know how to keep going anymore

[elliolookatthesky]

Just realized that I’m the looser without any real growth... I guess it’s my own fault, I shouldn’t be complaining right now. Everybody is going up while I seem to be going deeper and deeper

[elliolookatthesky]

I keep imagining spending my day with you. I dream of just talking to you for hours, just staring at you until the shape of your face is engraved in my memory. I want to know you, all of you, every nooks and crannies. Want to know you better than I know myself. I want to fall asleep listening to the sound of your breath while holding you in my arms, safe and sound. I want to wake up to the music of your heartbeat. Want to know it, like my own, like the soundtrack of my life.

And crave, more than anything, more than anything I ever wanted in my life; I crave you to want me, at least half as much as I want you

[elliolookatthesky]

I hate this feeling, feeling like I can’t breathe. Like I can’t fill my lungs fully, like my heartaches at each beat. I can’t believe how strong my feelings are. It would be scary if I wasn’t that blinded.

[destroymylife]

[understands]

[understands]