Elliot

Side account! He/they Welcome to Hell 2: Electric Boogaloo

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So

Guess who's back here again

Hi yall and welcome to hell 2: Electric Boogaloo

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I don't know if I'm getting a bunch of tattoos and piercings because its what I want or if its because I want people to be scared of me

I don't know if my perception of myself is how I ACTUALLY perceive myself or if I'm feeding off of the negative feedback I get from other people

People already believe I'm no good and that I'm a criminal, so am I purposely self sabatoging myself because I can't bother to change how they perceive me?

I just want people to hate me for a valid reason instead of because I'm gay or trans, or because of the lies of someone else.

I'm just sick of everything right now.

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There's something so funny to me about my mom talking to a bunch of people in the lgbtq community so that she can understand my mental health more and help me with a situation that I might have to go to court for

And her also absolutely refusing to refer to by my chosen name and pronouns and inevitably making my mental health worse

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Its really fun being the least likeable in the friend group

Am I mentally okay? Who even knows anymore, everything just feels.... Wrong. I feel wrong.

Everything feels wrong and I can't do anything about it.

I am the "this is fine" meme cause I feel like my entire world's burning to the ground around me and all I end up doing is fanning the flames.

This is poetic because I'm going through it lmao

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Oh elliot I feel the same way I just don't let it bother me I take one day at time and just keep moving forward

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I typically don't let it bother me but like..... Im so tired being strong lol

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I'm sending it here so I don't spam main. I'm thinking about starting to write perhaps a small x reader fic self indulgent you know if you can't find it write it yourself right, I could really use some advice you're one of the best writers I know on here so help?

Uhhhhhhhhh I will offer any advice I have!

Also ajdhahhd thank you 🥺

Remember to change paragraphs whenever your 'camera' moves, whenever you switch to a different person or subject, and whenever dialogue starts

I work with the 'white room' analogy. Essentially, if you read what you've written and it could take place in a white room without anything missing really, you've gotta explain some things about the scenery.

Some writers say that said is your worst enemy, I say otherwise. You just gotta switch it up every once in awhile, you don't have to use overly descriptive words unless you want to

If you find that something in the story isn't working out, try changing the setting or the weather, I've found that that can sometimes help me write

Uhhhh...... I honestly don't know, I don't really have many tips, honestly? I've never really followed any proper writing advice. Just write something you're happy with and proud of! As long as you're happy with what you've written, that's honestly all that matters.