My Life

This blog is going to be about my life and my day to day struggle with my anxiety, my ptsd, my eating disorders.

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Going to Bake Holiday cookies for my friends and family in D.C. them record another youtube video.

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Voices of Friendship pt 4 We Found Wrath

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update on life

Sorry of ghosting from the world, I had a massive mental break down. I had to be hospitalized for a while. after I was discharged I started work @ newell rubermaid. I ended up moving 1057 miles away from my kids and everything in my life for work. I am back on the scene to finish recording that game I started for youtube called Voices of friendship produced & created by Jen&Sis

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voices of friendship Part 4 is going up tomorrow 12/10/19 8 pm eastern time. for now enjoy nugget (stripped cat ) and loki ( black cat)  sit around my new mic.

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part 3 voices of friendship

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enpM_NWIQ5k&t=45s

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Youtube video

Going to record and post video of #3 voices of friendship after the store under my apartment closes..... 8pm eastern time

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Voices of Friendship pt 2......

sorry about the last videos sound/  music fail. I think I have it fixed.

Enjoy. I had fun falling in the holes. We also got our first game over.

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YouTube fail

Kinda pissed right now i posted a video on YouTube and after the posting i realize my computer ate my videos sound file after i up loaded it to You Tube.. Oh My peanut butter pineapple berry god. But tomorrows video is the first death of the game yea!!!

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Voices of Friendship pt 1

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Bad Day

Well I woke up this morning, to my husband on the floor again. My dog pushed him out of the bed. I then started my morning chores. i made my husband coffee got him up. For him to ask me what was the last thing I ate. This is because I do still suffer anorexia. I know this sounds stupid but I did not realize the last thing I ate was almost 30 hours ago. I started to cry. It was a mess. so we came up with a plan. when I feed the animals before I put their food down I make something to eat for myself and try to eat when I feed the cats and dog.

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Kitty cats and dog

8:41am right  now, Lucifer Morning Star (my black cat)  have decided to invade my table.Chi-Chi (my great Pyrenees mix) thinks my bed belongs to her. I have two kittens (Nugget and Loki) running around the apartment. and Sweet pea (an old cat that i rescued after her previous owner went to jail for animal cruelty and was left in the cold) just is laying beside me occupying my cell phone.

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computer problem this week

Well I have been trying for a good minute now to record a youtube video. It seems like my computer hates me. I was using Microsoft  Windows 10. All I dealt with was crash after crash. I was starting to get very upset, I was thinking that I had a bug on my computer.. I ran all the software I needed to check for viruses. NO VIRUSES..... So I decided to go back to Linux Mint. I want to record a Youtube Video. I couldn’t with computer crashing. I will be posting my first video within a couple of hours hope you enjoy...... Dont worry I have all my software patches to run any game from ios to windows.

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My Life

Honestly. I don’t know what I am doing any more. I feel like my life is kinda empty and meaningless. I have no friends, I am in a complicated relationship. and it seems life just sucks. This is going to be about me. and My story of life.