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When you argue with your best friends it breaks you.

When they say they’ll find someone else who fits your place’’ It breaks you’’

i don’t know how many times I’ve cried for my friends, Cried BECAUSE of my friends.

When someone who you care about disappoints you or says things that you never thought they let slip from their lips you break.

But because they are you best friends you forgive them in super speed.

They see their errors and know they were out of line. They comfort you and say it was just anger, not because of you but because of something else.

However, risking the fight is something you shouldn’t forgive. Yes, they are you best friend. Yes, they know everything about you. Yes, you did rely on them, trust them for everything and anything. What if you are such a fragile little thing? What if you come from a broken background and your friend is playing that field? Could you really forgive them using that?

My own best friend did that to me yesterday. I was hurt. I was disappointed. I was angry. I broke down. I trust you for EVERYTHING!! Don’t use my trust against myself. That will only push me away. I will forgive, but I will never forget what you did. How you made me feel. How much it hurt.

I am a fragile little thing. I come from a broken background with no one to rely on. Until you came into my life. Don’t think you can replace me. I’m special. I’m unique. Though my broken past dragged me down, the present is where I stand strong and I will not break any time soon.