Overcoming Composerâs Block for Young Composers
Alright this is probably gonna be a long one but I figured if I post some advice to other young composers, (and honestly, a lot of this applies to artists in general to some capacity) Iâll be more compelled to follow it myself.
  Composerâs block is a bitch. It can make you feel completely inadequate, no matter how much successful music youâve composed in the past, and it can throw you into a cycle of being overly critical of the things you do write. This usually just makes it worse.
  In this post Iâm going to address the root causes of different kinds of composerâs block and how to get to the bottom of it, as well as some tips and tricks for how to get your creativity flowing again.
  Usually, composerâs block is really just you making excuses about why the things youâre writing wonât work, or why you canât use them. Unnecessary filters, if you will. Iâm literally still in high school, so the most common source for me is varying kinds of imposter syndrome. First letâs break down what imposter syndrome can look like:
 It almost always comes down to the phrase: âIâm not a real composer, because....â
1) âBecause I donât even [insert some qualification you think you should have to be a real composer]â
 Maybe itâs that you canât actually play the instrument youâre writing for as well as you feel you should, or that you donât play it at all. Maybe itâs because you feel like all your music sounds the same. Maybe itâs because you donât compose using the method that you think âreal composersâ use. (Ex: you think âreal composersâ should just compose using a pencil and paper or by sitting with their instrument, whereas you have trouble getting anything that sounds good when youâre not using a notation software to create your music.)
   I can guarantee that thereâs a very accomplished composer somewhere out there that breaks whatever imaginary âruleâ youâve set for yourself. Even if you donât know it. Even the most successful composers likely donât always feel like ârealâ composers either, and everyone has a different process and style. Thatâs the thing. No one is a ârealâ composer because thereâs no such thing as ârealâ and âfakeâ composers. Thereâs no magical secret or enlightenment that suddenly makes you successful and worthy of being taken seriously. This applies to every artist. You just kinda have to make your way up the food chain by just... creating as much stuff as possible, seeking out opportunities even when you donât think youâre worthy or âgood enoughâ for them (weâll get to that in a minute) and persevering. People may have more experience and musical knowledge than you, sure, but thereâs always someone out there that has more experience than them, too. And as far as the actual process of creating music, no one, not even the best composer, always feels like they know what theyâre doing any more than you do. Everyone is an âimposterâ because if everyone knew some universal secret to becoming a ârealâ composer, everyoneâs music would sound the same. Remembering this usually helps me to realize that these âfiltersâ I put my creative process through arenât helpful and that Iâm holding myself back.
 2) âBecause people are overestimating my abilities as a composer. I donât deserve this [insert position/task youâve been given] and Iâm going to let people down and theyâll see that I was fake all alongâ
  Thereâs a reason youâve been given this position. Think of what that reason is. Chances are youâll immediately want to find an excuse to discredit it: âWell they heard my best piece but I could never write anything that good again,â or âthey know I compose but theyâve never actually heard my work. They just assumed I was good and I accidentally oversold myself.â Thereâs still value in both those reasons, even if some parts of those negative thoughts might be true. If they heard your best piece and thought it was worthy, obviously youâve proven that youâre capable of writing good music, which means you can do it again. Plus, no successful composer performs the crappy music they threw out. Remember that every composer writes bad music sometimes, you just donât get to hear it.       . Â
  If theyâve never heard your work before but they know you compose music, they are interested in seeing what you will create and likely arenât expecting you to be perfect anyhow. Someone had enough faith in you to give you this task, and you donât know whether youâre able to do it unless you try. Let your music speak for itself and youâll likely be surprised at how itâs received by others. If nothing else, by continuing to create music and step out of your comfort zone, youâre learning. There is a lot of value in that alone. An opportunity where you didnât quite meet your expectations or those of others, but still learned something, is never a wasted opportunity.
 3) âBecause I like this music but itâs too simple/clichĂ©/[insert other elitist concept] for real musicians/critics to take seriouslyâ
   In this era of modern music, of dissonance, and of new, avant-garde, and frankly, sometimes pretentious music, itâs easy to feel like your style has gone out of fashion already or that you simply canât compete with the complexity of todayâs work. To this, I say screw it. Take it from someone who actually had a critic condescendingly tear apart my first piece to ever be properly performed for being too âtraditionalâ. Throw that rhetoric right in the trash where it belongs. Musical styles and concepts go in and out of fashion the same way clothes do. Remember that the style of an era is defined by the music written in that era, and NOT the other way around. Are you writing music? Do you exist currently in what we consider to be the modern era? Congratulations, youâre writing modern music. I know, I know, youâre all saying: âOkay sure, Emily, but the industry doesnât think that way, and my having that mindset wonât make people take my music any more seriously.â Hereâs a little known fact: the Baroque eraâs music usually had a âmoodâ intended by the composer, contrary to the popular belief that it was purely mathematical. Vivaldiâs Four Seasons were inspired by sonnets and the works are also known as âThe Contest Between Harmony and Invention.â It was actually the Classical era that saw this concept go out of fashion, when music was not supposed to mean anything, portray emotion of any sort, or be linked to any form of expression. The idea that music conveyed meaning was scrapped in the classical era, only to be brought back again twofold in the romantic era. All this to say, styles come and go, and YOU are part of the force that dictates those styles.
  There was once a brilliant composer whose music was said by critics to be too âold fashioned,â simply a fad that would eventually be forgotten. This composer was Sergei Rachmaninoff, who lived from 1873-1943, around the same time as Scriabin (1871-1915) and Shönberg (1874-1951.) Many people are a little shocked by this juxtaposition, and by the stark difference between the music of the latter two composers and that of Rachmaninoff.  People didnât take him seriously during his career, but now he is hailed as one of the greats. This proves that a composerâs passion shows through their music, no matter whether or not it conforms to the stylistic norms of the era, and that complexity and novelty for their own sake donât mean anything if the integrity of the composer/music are sacrificed to achieve those things.
 Now that weâve discussed some of the ways that young composers often sabotage their own work with pre-conceived ideas of how their music should be created, letâs talk about some strategies to get back into the âflowâ after having addressed the root of the block. This can be especially stressful if youâre on a time crunch and youâre worried about meeting your deadline.
Get the cake out of the oven before you start decorating it.
Thatâs to say, donât sweat the small things like entering lyrics, dynamics and slurs until youâve at least hashed out an idea for your work. This can even just be a melody line or a chord progression, but itâs always better to work in layers than to just work âhorizontallyâ (âhorizontallyâ meaning making sure each measure is perfect and polished before moving onto the next.) Working horizontally almost ALWAYS disrupts the creative flow, especially if you get yourself on a roll. You can even get away with leaving a couple blank measures here and there if you have point A and you know what you want point C to sound like, but arenât sure how to get there yet. If you worry too much about point B right away, you might end up sacrificing a really good idea you had for later on in your piece just for the sake of one or two measures. An added benefit to this strategy is that maybe, once you come back to it, your point B (as weâre calling it for the sake of this explanation) will end up morphing into a whole new section of your piece. If you feel like thatâs even better and it should replace the idea you were originally making your way to, then at least you know you tried both and liked this idea better.
   2. Take what you have apart and put it back together again.
 Focus on one aspect and see where you can take that aspect alone. Maybe itâs tapping out your rhythm over and over again, or isolating a single instrument or motif. Maybe itâs reading through your lyrics with different intonation. With lyrics, I find it helps to copy-paste them into a document and take out the âlinesâ to make it one big paragraph. (Leave any punctuation that would naturally be there anyways, of course.) This can help you bypass the boring and often repetitive rhythm that usually comes with poems in order to discover new and more interesting ways of phrasing things. Often, this approach even makes more sense because you can let the natural rhythm of the words shine through instead of forcing yourself into a rigid pattern.
    3. Donât get âstuckâ on one idea.
 Sometimes you have a really cool idea in theory but it just doesnât work out on paper. Iâve been guilty of shoving my cool  ideas into my music by whatever means necessary, often sacrificing literally everything else. It never works, trust me. Just because Bach can have a four part stretto and somehow make it perfectly seamless, it doesnât mean you have to. In fact, as a matter of personal opinion, I think that music should be appreciated for how it sounds first and foremost, and then it should be appreciated for its technical value and craftsmanship. Thatâs just me, but regardless, being able to let go of ideas that just donât work is a great skill to have. (Itâs harder than it seems, too, especially if youâre an idea/concept-oriented person like me.) Plus, who knows? Maybe this particular piece just isnât the right place for that awesome idea and youâll be able to recycle it later.
Finally, stay true to your vision, no matter what. In an industry like this, where even the most well known modern composers are sometimes struggling financially, itâs easy to sell out. However, itâs important to remember that each composerâs unique vision is what makes the musical world so diverse and interesting. If your vision doesnât fit into todayâs mould, be a trailblazer, and never shy away from something youâre excited about because you think people wonât be ready for it. The music people arenât ready for can often be the most ground-breaking
