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[emawk]

I wish I met you sooner, so I could've loved you longer

[emawk]

Stop fucking with my head again, my heart is yours to break again. But I don’t want you back again, things aren’t the same, let’s not pretend.

[emawk]

I know what you did. But I'm grown and my love is patient. If it’s real we can build through different types of shit. I think your pride was just in the way. Funny how everything changed once you got all that you wanted, nothing was ever the same

[emawk]

[emawk]

How you switch up quick? That is so strange to me. Remember all those things you used to say to me? If you really love me, darling, pray for me.

[emawk]

you

You weren’t a man when we met, you were a lost boy trying to find himself.  

You convinced me you were good for me, when in reality you were the furthest from that.

You said all the good things I needed to hear, so I’d be convinced that my heart was being handled by someone who would be devoted to protecting it.

Instead of handing your heart in return, you guarded it. You built walls around it.

I gave you my all, but when I asked for a piece of your soul, you served me the rotten part. 

You knew I was still broken from the last person that left me. You knew it was hard for me to trust someone with my heart. I explained all of my hurt to you so you knew.

And when I finally put my trust in you, you started to abuse it and left my heart bruised and broken.

You weren’t a man 

[emawk]

Gave you a piece of my heart, just for you to take away my peace of mind

[emawk]

Good to now be here It was love at first sight and misery after two months Always feeling fucked up either by love or no love I wasn’t necessarily looking for happiness, just less pain I should’ve said something You said you deserve better, and now so do I You were only fucking with my feelings because you didn’t know your own I do miss who I thought you were And sometimes I’m miserable without you So it’s just like you’re still here

[emawk]

Ik hoop dat je krijgt wat jouw hart begeert, met of zonder mij

[emawk]

the greatest loss

You’ve killed me In one way or another Parts of me are dead Parts of me are gone But I don’t see it as a loss Those parts were never me Nor something I ever wanted to be They were the missing parts of you And all the fucked up things you do Insecurities to hide the truth Poisoned me to save you But now that you’ve lost Those lies are see-through You stained all the glass & colored me blue Now that I’m broken These shards will be used to cut out the pieces That remind me of you

[emawk]

I am afraid that one day, you will get to know me the way I know myself and dislike me the way I dislike myself. That’s why guards are up and walls are built, so I can make myself believe the me that disappoints you isn’t the me I really am.

[emawk]

You’ll break your own heart by making somebody more important to you than you are to them.

[emawk]

Stop embarrassing yourself for the same person

[emawk]

‘And sometimes the people you want to keep the closest to your heart are the ones you should leave behind.’

[emawk]

I’ve opened up to so many people who are no longer around, so I apologize if I don’t say much

[emawk]

Spreuken 17:17-19 ‘Een echte vriend blijft altijd een vriend en in de tegenspoed blijkt de ware vriendschap.’

[emawk]

You acc have to pretend that u never met certain people for your own sanity