thoughts that turn to words

ive wanted to do this for a while. its a brain dump. 

[especiallypeaches]

You were here and I was young and I thought I loved you—thought I was supposed to love you. “What’s meant for me is meant to be.” That if maybe I gave (even) more of myself I would be better for it. Those memories don’t feel like mine now and I can’t believe they’re of you, of anyone, and not someone else. I’m not saying I shouldn’t of loved you, I’m just realizing that maybe I love people for more than they deserve.

I loved you for more than your worth. Now go ahead, take it personal

[embarassingwords]

well

if i were the writer of our love story

in a couple of months you would come back to me

you would say i want you

and i would say why hello

i left the door wide open for you

but the rules changed

ive changed 

im sure you have to

but i still want you

i still find myself staring off into the distance saying

i miss you

do you do that to?

[embarassingwords]

missing you

Life without you isn’t as fun.

I knew this would happen.

That my anger with you would subside, and turn into longing.

I’ve been laying down a lot.

I wish I was laying beside you.

Nestled up.

I miss that.

You were a damn good pillow.

[embarassingwords]

something about the last bit of coffee unsipped

something about moments unlived

something about sights not seen

something about sounds not heard

that is what keeps me going

that there is more

through the suck and muck of a day

there is something new

[embarassingwords]

the best adventures are together

hand in had in france

that was my dream

seeing the world with you by my side

i saw it all right before me

we would go on spontaneous adventures

always seeking the next thrill

i was ready for that

you were not

turns out some trips most be made alone

[embarassingwords]

i want you to knock on my door

i want you to say you want me

and

i want to look you in the eye

and say i don’t want you anymore

and i want to believe i could not only say that

but mean it

[kenziesodrepoems]

[haleyincarnate]

Excerpt from the slam poem “Brother” by Sarah Kay

[embarassingwords]

i don’t know if i feel less about you

or i just less

[embarassingwords]

i hate that i still think about what you would like.

[harrymckenzie]

[embarassingwords]

the best april fools joke would be you not breaking up with me. hahaha this was such a good joke!!!!!!

[tylerknott]

“Rest your head right here, my fingers will find your hair and calm you back down.”

— Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson

[embarassingwords]

would you take the scary breathtaking unsure dive into the deep with me?

[embarassingwords]

the good parts of me miss the good parts of you

[embarassingwords]

i miss you more than i thought i would

[tylerknott]

“Again, you ask me can we do all that again? Soon, I whisper back.”

— Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson