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Wednesday, 8-19-2015

I had a bad night and a bad dream the previous night. Obviously, it is due to overthinking. I tried sending her a message again (Facebook) but still she’s not replying. I said to myself maybe she’s too busy doing her homework or activities. I dunno but I think I’m just keeping a blind eye on what’s happening or maybe, I am overthinking again.

In the end I still trust and I know what she’s doing is for GOD. I will understand and LOVE her. I do BELIEVE in her.

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Tuesday, 8-18-2015

I messaged her that morning. I waited caused she didn’t have any classes but she didn’t respond. I should know my place now. I am nothing. 

PS: This post is too short because I am not feeling well. :/

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Monday, 8-17-2015

It’s Monday again and I do have this Monday sickness (LOL). I sent her a message that morning that she ignored. It’s okay because I know that she read it. It is okay for me if she does not reply to my messages as long as she reads it.

That same night I tried reaching out to her again but the internet’s kinda slow but I made a way; sending her a text message via internet. I was super pissed because of the connection. I also logged in late because I came from our volleyball practice.

I missed her so much that night and I didn’t have enough sleep. Guess what, I got sick.

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Sunday, 8-16-2015

Sunday morning worship service, she’s so aloof. I don’t even had the chance to greet her a good morning. I don’t know what happened the previous weeks but I think I might have said or done something. I tried asking her but she said nothing. I think I’ll just have to take her word

Lunch time, I had a chance to talk to her for a bit. She’s a still a little bit aloof but it’s okay. I had the chance to see her smile and pat her on the head. I know it sound stupid but yes I pat her on the head as a way of reminding her that I am here for her no matter what happens. (I almost forgot! She’s a singer that morning on the church choir and I can’t help looking at her and sometimes our gazes would meet.) 

That afternoon to night, I was watching her from the distance and I also watched their play. She portrayed the role as a “pabebe” girl and it’s funny and she’s cute- what can I say? LOL. Their team played volleyball that night and unfortunately they lost but I walked to her and told her that it’s alright because they did their best and they can make up on the next game.

I bid goodbye to her as she went home (her classes will start the next day). I left her a message on Facebook.