Now
I'm just confused about my feelings.
I'm confused about them, it's supposed I love him and I only felt friendly for the other, I'm scarry because I don't want to confuse the person, I don't want to confuse my boy, I don't want to confuse my future husband and so to has been feeling really bad with myself.
Physically I'm not deceiving anyone, but mentally it feels that way. I don't want to hurt them, but I am... And so am I.
I feel very lonely.










