ALRIGHT

star wars / new girl / bad @ writing. 

[thesovereignword]

[newgirldaily]

Expectation vs. Reality

[hushpupper-deactivated20240118]

Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who don’t or can’t write the 50k fan-fictions, because of a lack of focus or motivation, or mental illness.

Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who don’t or can’t write smut, but are still lumped into a group that is almost expected to write smut. 

Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who can’t update chapters frequently for maybe a multitude of reasons, and get messages daily from people asking for “their” new chapter. 

Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who aren’t big name fans and hardly get ten kudos or one comment on their fan-fictions. 

Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who stay up all night editing and rewriting and don’t get much attention on their work no matter how much they feel like they promote their writing.

Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who don’t write a lot and are constantly asked to write more but can’t for whatever valid reason they have. 

Shout-out to fan-fiction writers who have the courage to post their writing online and only have it publicly made fun of for grammar or poor characterization. 

Shout-out to fan-fiction writers for writing their fan-fiction, posting it online, and continuing to do it no matter how much or little attention they get, and constantly improving as a writer with every upload.

You all rock.

[thedarkperidot]

Self diagnosing is one thing, but if you aren’t medically diagnosed by a professional, please don’t behave like an asshole and then blame it on something you don’t have (BPD, schizophrenia, PTSD, C-PTSD, Pyschosis etc). It puts more hate and stigma on those of us who actually have it.

Mental illness is NOT an adjective, trend, fashion, or excuse.

[thedarkperidot]

Welcome to BPD, where you have breakdowns because you hate yourself but you also hate yourself because of breakdowns

[tastemyvalidation]

Me: “I feel pretty good rn.”

BPD: “You’ve always felt this way, and will carry on feeling it forever.”

Me: “Makes sense! I can totally do that, what was I ever whining about before?”

…

Also me, a few hours later, crying on the floor: “Nobody ever loved me, I’m gonna die alone, and I’ll never get better. I should just give up and die now.”

[lilbabyeggwich]

that bpd feel™️

when you’re afraid to tell anyone anything out of fear that you’ll either scare them away or they’ll think you’re being manipulative and attention seeking

[drawandchill]

My talents

Overthinking

Cutting people out of my life

Wanting to die constantly

Changing my personality everytime i am with different people

self sabotage

Anxiety and anger level over 90000 daily

Forgetting about the good things that people did to me and remembering only the bad ones

Hate level over 10000000000000…

Radically change opinions in 2 seconds

Hating myself

seeming on drugs when I’m just happy

Surviving everyday despite this fucking disorder

[daintybabydoll]

[we-the-dreamers]

“I have anxiety, and if you have anxiety and you force yourself to talk to someone, being met with silence is like being thrown into a demonic pit. It’s so bad.”

Anne Hathaway

[blueberryborderline]

i don’t see enough people talking about the part of bpd which involves jumping from hobby to hobby, and the 473747 projects that are started but never finished and the emptiness that comes with it

[vampire-diariesgifs]

[msjessicaday]

“I wanna get married and I wanna take care of you.”

[tastemyvalidation]

When your disorder makes you crave a romantic relationship but also makes it incredibly difficult to maintain those relationships once you’re in them.

[certifiednuisance]

Me, after using every unhealthy coping mechanism I have ever had within the past 24 hours:

[thedarkperidot]

I call myself lonely but I cut off a lot of communication with people because I’m sick of feeling like I’m completely unimportant compared to everyone else.

[corposestranhos]

Honestly having bpd isn’t just about shifting moods or feeling angry and then happy

It’s about having your emotions be so intense but last for such a short time that you’re left with the impression that nothing you feel even matters

Its about feeling invalid about your anger, about your sadness and worries. It’s about not knowing if anything you feel is or was ever legit.