hi there, so, long time no see, uh? well, i started a new semester in may and i'm currently failing almost all of my classes (barely approving linear algebra with the minimum) so yeah, pretty much it.
i wonder how did i ended up like this, i know i procrastinate a lot and that i don't put in all of me. i feel like all the things that i have learnt have just dissapered from my brain, like it's all blank. so, maybe you could give me some advice. just don't say things like "turn off your phone" or "use pomodoro", that shit really doesn't work for me. i can focus for hours and hours and shift from my lazy mode, its just that i haven't feel motivated…
idk, my relationship with uni is though.
love, emily.











