Ummm... Hey Inaaya.. It's me, emily... it long time since we talk each other, right...? So, umm... how u been doing...? Doing okay or bad...??? Well... you been wonder or not... umm... have u noticed anything wrong in trumblr...?
(I'm nervous if you reply to my ask cause it's we haven't spoken in long times and haven't been good terms... is okay if you dont answer me since you don't feel like it)
Hey emily uh yeah we can chat.
btw me and lauchlan broke up lauchlan sees more as family plus not ready for not having a gf...
um for those that don't know wedensday..umm i try to jump off the bridge lauchlan held me back long he can plus he's the one that called police. and police taken me home explain what happened. and uh lauchlan's need time to himself i said yeah sure cause i put him through that trauamatic expressions...i caused the conquences..now i have to pay for my actions...regrets...
So, you try to jump yourself off the bridge, thinking this solve your problems, this going be horrible... ending yourself going to everyone worst state, they are going to blame each other and themselves for putting u in that state, and yeah, he needs more times. Besides, this is your first time being a relationship right. Sometimes, not all first relationships go perfectly well... you know. You may cause face consequences for a bit for your action, and regreting more... try to learn your mistakes and don't redo and think of jumping off again. Otherwise, you are going to have the biggest regretting ever in your life. Need someone who knows about your situation, at least. Fix yourself to be the better person or improve yourself that you used to be... is okay if you don't it, it's your choice, I'm not forcing or stoping yourself... yeah, life sometimes sucks. we suck making our so-called choices and making bad decisions, but sometimes we learn from that, right...? Sorry of my grammer is bad.
i am trying to be postive s2 self...
ur right....people want me to be my old self again...
idk my body just wanted to jump off that bridge...idk what to do...then telling lauchlan to let go...i kept badging him....i owe him my life...for saving me....if i haven't traumatzied like that...things could of been easy he was the one called the police plus...
why can't my life just been like 2024 it much easier i miss those days...
Yeah, times fly by, and things are changing a lot, but we sometimes can be our old selves again, but we have to keep moving forward to the future to have a better life even know i can't stop stop thinking being younger, not worrying about future, going old, or our family issues, also God damn argument by my parents that I cause by my comments and decisions, I mess up my last family vacation and my younger sister birthday due to my job called me starting me led me to start to panic and ended our vacation quickly... that was the last vacation that we ever went to have... I rid everything because of me... now I'm unemployed and scared to get one since thanks to my big mouth... I'm addicted to my phone and iPad to listen to music, gaming, and drawing cause I want to escape reality and parents' arguments... there some things can't be fixed... but consider Lauchlan just save your life, give him some time to heal up, and maybe he's ready to have to talk with u... we can mess up our lives... sometimes, I hate myself being like that... I tried to change myself, but it's never work... I guess i have to accept it because I'm out of choices and not being myself... life can be cruel to some people. . .
yeah ur right..
So... did u have someone to talk about it, or do u want to continue chatting with me? I'm okay if you don't want to. Your choice, Inaaya.
(Also, I'm patiently waiting for your response)
oh sorry how are u tho?
btw u might know now i am 14...crazy...
i can't believe i had to get dropped off by the police....i was like all scared...why would lauchlan call the police to try and stop me going to jump off...i was angry at him for doing it...i should not of let him know...his voice is still in my head screaming...
Oh, I'm fine, nothing much just but struggling with wanting to continue drawing or playing roblox... meanwhile, my iPad is charging, and I'm cleaning my room. . . Wait, what?! Oh God, I'm not sure if I want to continue talking with you due to age gasp and internet Predators.... be grateful and lucky that lauchlan saves your life. Have you tried listern to music or something to distract you to stop the screaming in your head, Inaaya? By the way, I'm 20, and I am concretely worrying about talking to underage...
No not about the internet about me jumping off the bridge he called the police saying that i have a sucidal person and lauchlan was holding me back until strangers came to help as well and then the police taken me away they said i was out for attention fuck the police they don't know fuck all.
so much for helping the people...god i hate the police. even know they are protecting us but still being right assholes.
Inaaya, they are just doing their job, expect some of them are mean, rude, and you know... did u try to get some help, or no...? Inaaya, do u want to change the topic to different else?
Yes please...i want a bit of a change in me...for now on i am not going to talk about my feelings or anything else to anyone and family including and lauchlan it's for they're own good if they don't see the bad side or the distored side of me.
Oh, okay, Inaaya. I understand your feelings. Took u a while to reply, and I'll wait patiently as always. So... what do u want to talk about...?
idk what do u want talk about
Well... i do not know, inaaya... it has been a long time since i last talked to you💧( • >•)💭 oh wait?! Have u told me something about muncho, but I'm not sure you are ready to hear it? Otherwise, it makes u so uncomfortable and hopefully understands his concern to you as well, Nicole and Mary...
yeah?...what is it about? is it bad??
Well, I'm not sure... but muncho decided to block you three due to the age gap between adults talking to minors or underage teens... I can see why he is cornering about this; I've seen videos and news and listened to disturbing news about Predators disguising themselves as children to lure them, spying on them, and then assaulting them or murdering their families. He was worrying about you and their safety, Inaaya. After all, I don't blame him, but that doesn't let Minors be curious about using the internet, gaming, and tanking to strangers.
oh...i don't my parents would know..but yeah that is true.
see if i ever had kids i would make them understand.
Yeah, that's why muncho blocks you 3 to keep you safe from him. So, you're not mad or upset with him? We're good, right...?
yeah w-were chilled. tell him i said hi and stuff.
Yeah, I let him know, and I can past messages to him. Actually, I want to talk to you for a bit. If you don't mind?
Yeah sure what do u want to talk about Emily?
Well, it about your Fairy dragon Quadruplets ocs, me and muncho got some nicknames for siblings, slight redesign Keitaro cause whole family going to wear asian clothes but for some reason I want to make Suoh Families to sort of mafia families, where Longwei is going to wear nice suit with golden outline of dragon...? What do you think?
Ohhhh do that i would pay and love to see it. that is a bright idea emi^^
Oh, why thank u, inaaya. I'm glad you love my ideas and don't mind changing Keitao clothing. I'll let you know when they are done with the outline so you can check their color scheme and pick their voices, okay?
sure i'll pick they're voices and colour scheme when i have time,
so what else then emily?
Well, that it for today. Although out of my curiosity, why do u take 2 or 3 days to respond, if you mind?
