the worst in me. @emilyymom - Tumblr Blog

I try to be excited for things but I’m just not anymore and I don’t know what to do but not do anything at all.

Mood: can I go kill myself?

What’s the point anymore?

I don’t want to go home

Most of my days are spent wondering what my purpose is. And I want to let my depression consume me so bad.

You could say I take life for granted. But it’s so hard to appreciate anything when you feel like you don’t deserve anything.

I’m so selfish. I don’t even deserve to be here. Why am I even here? Where did the light inside of me go? It feels as if it’s been snuffed up.

I just want it all to stop and I just want to rest in peace.

Living when I don’t want to anymore

Days like this I feel like not being alive

Wish I could go back in time and do it all over again.

Would’ve definitely told my younger self that they are putting up a front because they know that you have something they want.

Some people are just so disgusting.

Things gets so much more confusing when there are so many people involved. And the people that are involved don’t want to express why things are the way that they are. Why are they even saying what they are saying? What made them this way? What changed? It’s like one minute everyone was fine and when summer comes around life always gets a bit busier, then things aren’t fine. I can’t even put my thoughts together because of how unusual this is. It’s like I’m living a terrible nightmare.

It can’t simply just be. Nothing is ever that simple. Is it?

Say what you mean, and mean what you say. We humans, all physically have is our body and soul.

Take care of what’s good for your body and soul.