Breathing through life with words...

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Fool Me Twice, No longer….

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Reclaiming Venus

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Reclaiming Venus

And i swear to you i just fell in love with the woman swaying before me in the most uninhibitted of ways dancing….knowing i was  not just watching her but swallowing the saliva that filled my mouth as my eyes drank in her beauty formed of freedom like an expression of love- she came back to me this sensual goddess when i released loving the idea of him... So this afternoon I filmed myself with all my grace and was marveled at the sight of me when I watched what pure love was pouring out of my body and soul from the inside and out I fell deeply in love with mySelf again…

And I promise her- ill never lose her again.

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Angel Dress

And i'm wearing my white angel dress today- the same one i wore 2 months ago today on Valentines Day when you took back the love you had lent me -it was on loan... And yet today I wear my angel dress for me- adorning the pureness of my heart that left its front door wide open to you- to enter for a breath or two then only to slam it shut only yesterday so out of the blue -so your preferred style of self-preservation- But today in my white angel dress i am floating not sinking from my ever-expansive heart that feels so very much lighter without you inside of it...

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Orbital Love

And

How our worlds collided

Like the birth of a new universe;

We were stardust covered

Love-struck

Self-Love-lacking

Souls

Losing ourselves

A little when

Our togetherness

No longer felt so

Spacious

Thus inevitable

Aloneness

Was the only cure

To reclaiming Venus

And Mars

As our own…

And so,

We ignited from within

Finding ourselves

Inside a galaxy

Dependent

Upon the light

Of our very own Suns…

The secret to the universe

Inside of relationships

And relating to others

Whatever the parameters may be-

Is to remember

That while visiting other planets

That gravitate

Positively

Into your orbit

Rest assure

In the sureness

Of their own unique path

That has nothing to do

With the universe

That is you.

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Liberal Loving

And there it was-

That smile

That shone from your heart

Into your eyes

A mirror

That was recognizing

With great wisdom

The liberty

And beauty

In choosing to be close

With an energetic lightness-

Regardless of however deep

You would

Soon plunge inside of me.

Because it was so very clear,

My dear-

That when you would

Slip away from me

Later

That night

I would remain as happy

As I was

Without you.

 And if the tides

Of our encounters

Are a culmination

Of our own inner-bliss

Drinking kisses

Tasting of liberty

Soaked in the presence

Of our pleasures-

We may have just created a new way to dance together

From time to time…

And, darling-

Doesn’t that notion

Sound so very divine? 

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White Tantra

I have to stop thinking

That just-before bed-time

Is the best-time

To paint my fingernails …

Silly girl-

What fun is that?

With a white tantric current

Filling my body tonight

I feel limited

By touch

My touch

So instead

I breathe into

Parts of me

That need release

Starting with my heart

That connects

Directs

My tears

That pour out

Songs unsung

Streaming down my cheeks

Flushed and softened by

Loving

The very essence

Of me

She…we.

And once the eyes feel dry

And my gaze softer-

My attention flows

Down the center of my chest

As a steady stream trickles down

To the core

Of my physical pleasure apex

And once again

My breath stretches out

Inside my sacral space

And I release

Energetically

What I had clenched

Inside of me

Letting go

Finally

Because it no longer makes sense-

I see so clearly now…

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Parfume No. 4- Bois de Balincourt

I have

By beautiful chance

Stumbled upon

A little bit of magic

In the form of a

Perfume oil

That has intoxicated me

With the subtlest

Sultriest of notes

Embracing

Caressing

Touches

Of sandalwood, vetiver and amber

In ways that I have never felt

A fragrance plunge into me before…

 It is what true ecstasy

Smells like to me-

Within it holds

The very essence of inspiration

Creation

And love making

In one long

Strong and

Deliberate inhale

That permeates

And perfumes my senses

With a romantically spiritual notion

Of finding the one-

Not a person

But a gateway

That transcends reality

Into lucid dreams

That are so much more

Than a state of mind…

   This is what my life feels like

If you could smell it

To define it

 Slow breaths

Penetrating my insides

With a deep inhale

So aromatic

That I can taste the scent

In my mouth

As I suspend it

Closing my lips

Closing my eyes

And allowing it to fill my heart

With beauty

And grace

And gratitude

It feels like a prayer

And an orgasm in one-

The sacred scent

Of my sacred sex

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Backstreets

He slid his hand

Over to my passenger seat

And gently touched my arm…

And in that split second

I could feel

Every

Single

Molecule in my body

Ignite and almost burst

With anticipation…

My body

So receptive

So responsive-

As my mind

had carefully been teetering upon

an acrobatic high-wire

of fantasies

and emotions

for days-

and was acting in a state of reaction

poised for arousal…

 And it really happened so fast-

Almost like a blurr-

We pulled over

Onto some Venice Beach

residential street

And climbed into your backseat,

And without a second of hesitation

I reached down into your pants

and gorged myself

With all of you…

Coming up for air,

At some point in irrelevant time-

I noticed a curious gardener

And a slew of

very merry dog owners

Walking by the

very steamed up truck

that was rattling

like an earthquake-

Right in the middle

of their perfect little street…

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