!TW: ED CONTENT!

formerly known as emmiedoesnteat but got terminated lol

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temporarily retiring from this blog bc i’m being forced to recover but lord knows i’ll be back soon

xoxo,

em <3

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i feel so fucking fat compared to literally everybody on this app holy shit how are you burning like thousands of calories and only eating like a single grape

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food log 06/08/2021

breakfast: london fog (55kcal) caramel rice cake (50kcal)

lunch: birthday cake protein bar (190kcal)

dry special k (120kcal)

dinner: egg bites (150kcal) strawberries (10kcal) coke zero (0kcal) cottage cheese (50kcal)

snacks: another london fog (55kcal) more rice cakes (100kcal)

total: 985kcal

long story short i eat variations of the same thing everyday. anyways today was kinda meh. my new clothes came in the mail and they are so cute but they would so much cuter if i were thinner so i have more motivation!!

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not going to post a food log today bc i was having a depressive binge episode 🥲 i want 2 die

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FUCK I BINGEDDDDDDDD THATS IT IM NEVER EATING AGAIN IDC IF I STARVE TO DEATH ATLEAST I’LL BE SKINNY WHY DO I HAVE NO FUCKING SELF CONTROL WHY WHY WHY

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food log 06/05/2021

breakfast: sugar free matcha latte (130kcal) caramel rice cake (50kcal)

lunch: birthday cake protein bar (190kcal) lemon fibre one bar (90kcal)

dinner: liberte crunch greek yogurt (190kcal) starbucks vanilla sweet cream cold brew (200kcal)

snacks: caramel rice cake (50kcal) diet dr pepper (0kcal) fibre one brownie (90kcal)

popcorn (unknown? but guessing 200kcal)

total intake: 1190kcal

i don’t want to talk about it 😐 IM SO FUCKING DONE IM GONNA BE FAT FOREVER

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food log 06/04/2021

breakfast: starbucks vanilla sweet cream cold brew (110kcal)

lunch: diet dr pepper (0kcal) caramel rice cake x2 (100kcal) strawberries (20kcal)

dinner: white claws x3 (300kcal) quest peanut butter chocolate chip protein bar (210kcal) sugar free monster (10kcal) shot of chocolate vodka (120ish)

total intake: 870kcal

today was awful. drank too much once i started drinking. did a weigh in this morning and dropped to 110lbs, one away from my current gw!! i think my next gw is going to be 105.

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food log 06/03/2021

breakfast: quest protein bar peanut butter chocolate chip (210kcal) baby carrots (15kcal)

lunch: brown sugar mini wheats with almond milk (215kcal) sparkling ice drink (0kcal)

dinner: hotdog roll (200kcal?) small side salad (30kcal) diet dr pepper (0kcal)

snack: caramel rice cake (50kcal) strawberries (40kcal)

total intake: 760kcal

ugh today was not the best. my parents forced me to eat supper with them, i was having such a good day too :( i can’t wait to move out

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stats

height: 5’6

sw: 119lbs

cw: 112lbs

gw: 109lbs (for now going to update later)

lw: 105lbs

going to start doing food logs tomorrow for more motivation. aiming for 900 cals max on rest days and 1,100 on dance days.