Emmie's cuckie pet

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Hello! I'm Rex, and I'm a diaper cuck. I finally got the courage to bring this up with the love of my life and fiancé, Emmie. I'll be using this as a place to document our experiences and to help me grow accustomed to this new chapter of our lives.

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Will you be writing a 1 year anniversary blog, perhaps elaborating on where you and Emmie are now?

My goodness, has it already been a year? I have been toying around with writing an in depth update on where we are and the things we've done, however, we've had a major plot twist in the last couple of months! We have, essentially, completely reversed our roles. Over the past several weeks, I have become much more of a Dominant, Daddy figure while Emmie has regressed to my tiny, helpless, baby. The poor girl doesn't even get a good night's sleep without her bed time bottle.

It was quite a shock when she expressed wanting to explore the other side of things! I can absolutely write up some of our experiences in this regard, but seeing as it is quite different from the original theme of this blog, I'm not too sure you all would be interested. Let me know if you would like to hear about Emmie's new found babyhood.

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Lately we have been going deeper and deeper into our roles. Chastity is still a regular occurrence for us. In fact, I spent the last two days locked up while we visited her family. Emmie's love for locking me has brought us to a whole new world of foreplay as well. I have made a reddit account solely for posting any nudes of her that she wants. She then takes my phone and messages with any admirers that catch her fancy. I, of course, spend this time locked and diapered. Quite often during these events, the men and women of reddit will include me in their sexing with my gorgeous owner, however it is always and without fail, in the most humiliating ways. I have been degraded, embarrassed, and made to take humiliating photos to share. Emmie LOVES it when this happens. She gets quite a giggle out of me trying and failing to measure up to these strangers. She has taken more nudes for reddit than she ever has for me.

When we get home tomorrow, we plan on trying out the strap-on over my cage so maybe I can last long enough to please her.

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My chastity training is going very well. Emmie has discovered a love for keeping me locked while she enjoys her wand right beside me in bed. I just strain against my cage and whine. She says she loves the sounds of my whines. Honestly, I don't think anything else I do gets her off as much as my whines and cries.

Last night, after her routine buzzy wand time, Emmie took pity on me, and let me unlock for some sexy time! Of course, I had to keep my diaper on, at this point she doesn't really trust me in the bed without a diaper on. I was so excited to get the opportunity to do things with her, perhaps too excited, because I didn't last very long at all. Emmie giggled at me while I finished in just a few seconds. "Stay hard, I want to cum on your sissy clit." She said as she began working her hips. The over stimulation was almost too much to bear as she grinded into me. My whines and whimpers must have gotten much more desperate, because Emmie tugged on my collar, "your little clit is just too small for me to cum on. It's completely useless now." She said with a huff.

I think this is just going to expedite our cuckolding dynamic. I only really can get Emmie off with my tongue anymore. She seems to be craving good dick more and more lately. It's only a matter of time before her bringing home well endowed men becomes a regular occurrence. She deserves good, hard, satisfying fucking, and my shrunken sissy clit just can't keep up. My ability to perform may not have been incredible, but thanks to Emmie's constant and relentless training, it is completely gone. She has reduced me to nothing more than a diapered sissy cuck, and for that, I am so very grateful.

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I had a true accident this weekend.

We started our night with the party. Emmie locked my cage before we left, and let me wear a pullup. The party was rather small, but several of Emmie's friends made it out for the night. I just watched from the sidelines as she chatted, laughed, and got very, very close with a few of her friends. After a few drinks and a nice time with friends, Emmie decided she was not ready for the night to be over, and that we would be going out to a bar. We found a hole in the wall dive bar that had some live music. We got our drinks and headed over to the pool tables.

We played several games across several drinks, which is a story I will tell another time, but safe to say, by the end of the night, we were both quite drunk and quite ready for a bathroom break. We headed home safely, all the while my desperation growing. The small spurts into my pullup kept growing more and more, I knew the dam wouldn't hold too much longer. We climbed the stairs and got inside. "I'm going to the bathroom, you go let the dogs out." Emmie said. "But I-" I started, unfortunately I couldn't finish my thought before she closed the bathroom door in my face. I quickly hopped into action, thinking I could relieve myself outside with the dogs if I could just hurry. I pushed the dogs to the back door to let them out. Just as I was about to step outside myself, the larger of the two pups barreled into my legs, knocking me flat on my ass. The shock of the sudden fall was all it took for my already slipping control to give way. My already sodden pullup did what it could, but the flood was too much for it to bear. Pee streamed down my legs, soaking the front of my pants and leaving quite a puddle on the floor.

I was totally stunned. It has been years since I had a legitimate accident. I made my way to the bathroom door and mustard up the courage to knock. Emmie smiled at me. "Oh honey, did you have an accident? You poor thing, this is why you wear diapers, huh?"

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We have a birthday party to go to tonight. It's with some of Emmie's friends. I'm kinda nervous to be seeing them all. Emmie is currently getting all dressed up super sexy, and is definitely in a very domme mood to boot. She picked out my outfit for the night, and laid out my new chastity cage with it.

Emmie will be going out in a sexy, skimpy dress, while I will be caged, and in a pullup for the evening. This one is gonna be particularly embarrassing for me. I don't even know when, or if, I am going to be unlocked after this. Emmie has been more and more adamant lately with my humiliation. She seems to revel in it honestly.

I know from past conversations that these friends get quite vocal about her body, and are relatively handsy to boot. Tonight will most likely be the farthest we have gone with cuckolding. I am excited about this and nervous at the same time.

After the party, Emmie wants to go down to the local sex store to look around, and I am guessing, to buy a new dildo. Our attempts at sex lately have been incredibly intense, but very very short. I worry it may not be enough to satisfy her anymore, which I guess was inevitable, given the path we are headed down. I just never thought things would happen this quickly. It's been quite a rollercoaster ride, but it is one we both signed up for, there's nothing this diaper cuck can do but hold on and enjoy the ride.

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This weekend was an absolute dream.

We took a little day trip out of town to have what Emmie affectionately called a "girls day". We did some shopping, went to a real nice ramen bar, and got frozen yogurt after! It was such a fun, exciting day. We walked all over the mall, and Emmie even asked my opinion on dresses.

While on the drive home, we stopped in a pet store for some dog food for our pups, but Emmie had another motive as well. We meandered around the store, looking at all the fish, hamsters, and birds. Eventually we ended up in the collar aisle. I was growing more nervous as she picked up a few and looked them over. "Well?" She said with a gentle smile. "Which one do you like?" She leaned in close, I could feel my cheeks burning. "I want you to pick it." She whispered to me. I looked over the wide selection. My eyes settled on a pink flowery collar with rose gold hardware. I sheepishly raised my hand and pointed to it. "Oh really? The pink one, why is that puppy?" Emmie said softly, picking it off the rack. "It, uh, matches, um, my cage." I mumbled, embarrassed of my own choice. "It does!" She giggled. "Pink is so your color." As we approached the register, Emmie grabbed a little heart shaped tag. "Every collar needs a tag, of course." She says.

We finish the check out and head over to the engraving machine. "I know just what to put." Emmie says as she loads the tag into the machine. She begins typing away in the soft, curly font 'Puppy' she puts in the front, followed by 'If lost, return to Emmie' on the back.

Finally, after what felt like ages, it finished engraving. She popped the tag back into the little pouch and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "There, for my pretty puppy."

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Emmie is such a skilled dominant, I often forget this is her first time as a dominant/hotwife. She knows all of the buttons to push. She knows just how to make me putty in her hands. Her guidance truly enhances and engages my submission. Every task she gives me draws me deeper in my connection with her. She leads me deeper into my own submission. Her guiding hand molds me into a better submissive, a better cuckold, and a better person. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I look forward to serving her for the rest of my life.

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We are going to have sex tonight! Emmie told me last night that she would really like to have actual PIV sex with me tonight. It's been such a long time since we have done actual penetration. I got very excited about the idea at the time, however, as the hours have rolled on, I've become more and more nervous as the reality of my recent training has settled in. I last no time at all with just a hand or a vibrator on my diaper, I can even finish fast from just humping my wet padding. My stamina has been all but destroyed, and of course my confidence with it. Before introducing our new dynamic, our sex life was infrequent, but very carnal. Our sessions would last more than an hour, and we would both be completely spent by the end, but I am afraid those days might be behind us now. Emmie says there's nothing hotter than when I am premature, but I am very worried I won't be able to perform at all. I really don't want to disappoint her. My biggest fear is that I finish before she even lets me stick it in, which, after all this denial is a real possibility. I haven't been this nervous to have sex since I lost my virginity. It's almost like I AM a virgin again, unable to hold it, all shy and nervous around a woman's naked body, it's such a different feeling, a very powerfully intoxicating one.

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Emmie was so kind to me the other night, she let me out of my diaper for a bit before bedtime! I cuddled up close to her and she let me rest my head on her ample chest. It was so very nice to have that time with her. I feel so lucky when she chooses to let me cuddle with her.

Just as I was about to drift off to sleep, Emmie leaned in close to me and whispered in my ear. "You've been such a good boy this trip, I think you deserve a little reward." My heart began to race, and I was instantly awake, no longer sleepy. I must have made a sound as I jolted awake, because Emmie giggled at me. "Yeah? You like that, huh puppy?" She said as she pet my head softly. "Lay back. Okay?" Of course I instantly obeyed. Her hand slid slowly down my chest and under the covers. "You're missing your diaper, aren't you?" She said softly. All I could manage was a meager nod. She smiled down at me as she slowly, gently took my tiny bits in her hand. I don't have a lot to work with down there, so it really only takes three fingers to work my whole length, even with Emmie's small hands. It didn't take long for me to be standing at attention as they say. Emmie kept whispering into my ear as I got more and more worked up. "You wish you had your diaper on don't you? Humping your diapers and pathetic handjobs are all you need, huh?" Her words dripped from her perfect lips.

My premature training has been in full swing, so naturally, I didn't last long at all. With just a few strokes, and encouraged by her mean words, I finished on my back, whining like the pathetic mess I have so quickly become.

She giggled at my mess and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "I love you, my good boy." She says before wiping my tummy down with a baby wipe. "Put a diaper on before bedtime, okay?"

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We are on a nice little vacation for this long weekend. We drove a few hours out to the mountains to have a nice, romantic getaway. Of course our version of romance is so much different than that of the average couple nowadays. Emmie insisted on bringing her wand, and I, of course, have not been without my diaper all weekend. I highly doubt she will let me anywhere near her bits at all. I have pretty much become just her diapered little boobie sucker when it comes to the bedroom.

I love the level of confidence this dynamic change has given her. Emmie is so much more sure of herself and her worth. I am so privileged to have gotten to experience her growth over these months. I cannot wait to see what is in store for us.

Later today we are going to head to the casino for the evening, I am nervous of all the opportunities this will bring for Emmie to be on the prowl for male attention, but hey, nerves are the goal, aren't they?

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Emmie has made me her puppy.

I have never really had a desire to pursue pet play. Not that I have anything against it, it just never has been something I felt connected to, that is, until this past weekend.

Emmie has decided that she no longer needs my dirty talk in the bedroom, and instead, requires me to nurse from her while she uses her wand. It is always so humiliating when she tells me to "shut up and suck." Whenever I start to get a little too into the scenario I've been building with my words. More than once she has told me how much better I am at sucking her boobs than any form of penetration. She often forces my head down to her nipple if I even so much as try to speak in those moments. This, paired with my loss of stamina from my pre-jac training has made penetration an increasingly less common occurrence for us.

I often just find myself rutting against her leg while she giggles at me and tells me to just "let it all out". Her gentle, soft encouragement makes me more and more willing to humiliate and degrade myself for her. This weekend I was doing just this as she rubbed my back softly. She had already finished multiple times, something I am so grateful she lets me watch and participate in (even if my participation is only as another inanimate toy) I was so worked up and was on track to finish faster than ever when she giggled and leaned in to whisper in my ear. "Bark for me, puppy." She commanded ever so softly. I had never considered this before, and was shocked by the request. As I was processing this request, no, this command, I looked up at her heavenly face. "I-i don't know how?" I managed to stammer out. "Come on, you can bark, bark for me." She repeated, that sly, evil grin spreading across her soft, delicate lips. I quickly buried my blushing face into the crook of her neck and whined. I knew there was no getting past this, I had been commanded to bark by my goddess, and bark I must. I took a deep breath, my humiliating mush of padding pressing harder and harder against her leg. Finally, I let out a little yip. Emmie cackled in amusement. "Oh my God that was so pathetic! Do it again!" She said between laughs. The second bark came easier than the first, followed by a third as I relieved myself there perched atop her leg. One final yip accompanied my slouch as I desperately tried to hide from my humiliation. She laughed and laughed at my pathetic sounds for what felt like a lifetime as I laid there helplessly entangled in her arms. She gently lifted my chin until our eyes met. "That was so cute! I loved it. We are absolutely going to have to get you a collar after that!"

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Now with the holidays past, and us settling back into our regular flow, we have picked back up with what Emmie has been affectionately calling "girls night". We put on some trashy reality TV, pour some wine, and relax on the couch. As all girls nights go, we end up commenting on which of the men and women on screen are cute, who Emmie likes, and who is her type. The night always includes a massage for her, and usually, painted toes for me. I love getting my nails painted by Emmie. It's such a gentle, intimate moment for us. I love knowing through the week that I have them hidden away under my socks. It's just a constant reminder of our connection and my dedication to her. These moments mean so much to me, especially as we branch out,and she begins to fulfill those sexually intimate moments with other people, these other means of intimacy hold more and more meaning for me.

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Diapers are absolutely my future. There is no better way for me to show my complete and utter devotion than giving up such an important daily function. I have been wearing more and more as time has gone on. I wear more often than not, and hopefully one day I'll be 24/7. I've done 24/7 stints in the past several times, but I do eventually grow bored of it and decide to take a break. I won't have that luxury this time though, as I am sure Emmie will most definitely be the final say in if I ever get to go back to underwear.

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Emmie has decided that I need to become a premature ejaculator. She really loves it when I finish fast and hard, and the sheer humiliation it causes is one of the sexiest things for her. We have been looking into training that will leave me unable to look at her boobs without cumming, of course this will just add to my need for diapers. She loves the thought of being able to instantly make me ruin my pants at the drop of a hat. She has been denying me more and more lately too, just to make sure my releases are fast and very large. She keeps bringing up chastity as well, it probably won't belong before she decides it's time to lock me away. She has been getting more and more into the control aspect of our new dynamic. Every day I lose more and more control to her and her whims.

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I apologize for the lack of updates lately! I've been experiencing some sudden health issues that have really stifled our play. I do have a few things to write about once I'm feeling better though! Thank you to those who have reached out and those who have sent in asks that I have unfortunately not been able to answer just yet, I promise I will!

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Emmie says she loves reading all the asks you guys sent in! Seeing people interested in our lifestyle/dynamic is a huge confidence booster for her. If anyone would like to ask me or her any questions, we would be more than happy to answer them.