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I’m getting a lot of the same questions so I’ll update here;

I stayed healthy during covid,

I am still in school but I’m about to graduate,

I finally get to hang out with my gym friends again,

I haven’t found running friends yet but I’m being patient,

I have my accounts back (finally),

You have to pay to get my Snapchat—so to everyone asking me to add them, there’s the answer to that.

My ED is being watched,

I’m still stuck in fight or flight but I’m working on it,

WARM WEATHER HAS BEEN VISITING,

My dog just turned 2,

My hair is still long,

I’m still always accepting book recommendations and/or book talks,

I like podcasts now,

I watch way too much true crime,

I have acquired two more pets since I was last on here,

I still have a WIDE range of music interests,

And I still don’t watch movies,

But

I’m happy. Confused. But happy.

Also, if you buy my Snapchat, I will probably spend it to increase my sleeve and I won’t feel bad about it. Lol. Because it’s a lot of work keeping up with all of your messages. 😅😂♥️

But I missed you all and I’m so happy to be back!!!

Dint forget to post your snap so we can all drool over your body and throw money at you 😘

I’m accepting 😘

Gym gains though boyzzzzz

Lolz jk but I’m working on it.

Post more, tease more, show more😩

You should let your professor know you have a lot of experience with tripods, and offer your services to help him use it

Her*

But I’m not ready to ruin my fantasy yet. Give me a few more weeks. 😉😘

♥️♥️♥️

My hot professor just pulled out a tripod to use for class and I am in too much pain to have gotten this turned on from that action. But also, god I love this class. 😍😉

There’s a whole movement in the running community around “lighter does not equal faster” right now.

I love this. I love this movement. I support it fully. Because it’s true. We destroy our bodies if our coaches tell us to, if we decide to, if our teammates are, or our competition is. And we get in that mindset. (And I am by no means saying that all coaches are bad. They aren’t. And some of them just don’t know.)

But I caught myself yesterday talking about race weight and getting really anxious when someone asked me how much I weighed. And I realized, that I’m in my 20’s, and this has been engrained in ME. And I can speak out on it until I’m blue in the face, and I can try to prevent the athletes I coach from falling into this.

But I have struggled with disordered eating for more than half of my life. And I caught myself talking about my “race weight” yesterday....and the fact that I was able to talk about my weight at all, or stop the conversation when I realized “race weight” was not a thing and bring light to a problem, I think that speaks volumes. This movement is working, even if it takes some of us longer to believe it for ourselves.

But I just wanted to hop on and say that was a huge moment for me, and I’m proud of myself. And I think it’s important to celebrate all of the victories, even the little ones. ❣️