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‹ Emma Collins › ❝ Kill 'em with kindness ❞ 19. Dean's daughter. Chi-O sophmore. Human embodiment of sunshine.

[iamhannalashay]

Just kinda wanna be braless and eat fruit in peace tbh

[arianagrandeupdatesx]

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[emmxcollins]

☾˙ ˖ ✶ imsg. » open.

Alex: wait what??

Alex: listen my dad has a lot of money and connections he can find someone a good doctor

Emma: why do u think i went to san diego for? every doctor is the same, and there's no permanent cure for it yet

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☾˙ ˖ ✶ imsg. » matty.

matt: how is that not fair?

matt: since i was probably abt 16 or smth

emma: bc its not! it shouldn't all be about me, thats not fair & it makes me feel... wrong

emma: oh...

[emmxcollins]

☾˙ ˖ ✶ imsg. » open.

alex: ok now you have to tell me. what is going on emma?

Emma: i have cancer, i've had it for a while now

[emmxcollins]

☾˙ ˖ ✶ imsg. » open.

dakota: well i'm not going to pressure you into telling me what's up but just know that if you ever need to talk i'm here for you buddy!!

dakota: ooOOoo what kind of souvenir is it? is it pretty?

Emma: thanks babe :)

[emmxcollins]

☾˙ ˖ ✶ imsg. » lola

lola: yo that's rough

lola: could you put in a good word with the big guy in heaven for me

Emma: im not sure i'll be going there but sure

[theliarsdaily]

[johnnyjoestarrelatable]

[emmxcollins]

something really happened to emma, as ophelia suspected. her friend was drinking, which is something ophelia didn’t see it that much. ophelia was starting to get worried, emma was not usually like that. as ophelia took a few more steps closer to emma, she heard her speak, not so happily and friendly like she usually speaks. “ hm, h-how it was san diego ? ” she asked, hesitant, as she was still standing up, afraid of her friend might not be as calm as she looks like now with her wine bottle.

Emma only briefly noticed Ophelia moved closer, but decided not to comment against it considering she was still aware the girl wasn’t her source of problems. At the mention of San Diego, Emma snickered; a rather weird behavior coming from her, as she took another chug from her bottle. “Horrible.” she replied with a rather cold tone of voice, leaning her head back against the tree. “I hated being there… but I hate being back here more,” she confessed, her lips puckering in a thin line.

[emmxcollins]

harlan’s not too stable, himself, as he staggers through dewy grass in the dark, eyes struggling to adjust to the vague shapes of trees and bushes in his drunken stupor. his bag’s weighing heavily down on him, hunching his back and anchoring him to the ground so he doesn’t float off somewhere above the atmosphere, and sometimes he feels like he just might until the knot in his throat expands and he’s heaving out whatever he’d had for dinner. he’s busy wiping at his lips with the back of his hand when his gaze meets the frame of a distant silhouette, throwing something back where its sat underneath one of the oaks. “hello?” harlan calls, picking up the pace to round the corner, shoulders falling when he realizes whose figure he’s been looking at. “the fuck are you doin’ here? thought you ran off somewhere.”

Lost in her own thoughts, Emma didn’t care enough to notice anyone walking up from behind, yet alone the sound of vomit nearly moments before she heard a rather familiar voice. Her jaw clenched in an instant as she recognized the person without having to face him; taking another long chug of the nearly empty wine bottle in her hand. “That’s none of your fucking business.” she finally replied, her tone unusually cold. Her sober self would be nice to anyone without a question, but the only emotion she felt in that moment was anger; and couldn’t of cared less how Harlan would react.

[emmxcollins]

ophelia wasn’t that much of walking in the campus very late in the night, but since she was not able to get herself to sleep, she decided to take a walk. as she walked by the park, she heard the noise that probably belong to a bottle, making her look at her surroundings. “ if someone’s trying to prank me, you are not going to succeed it ! ” she said loudly, as she continued walking until she realised it was no other than her friend emma. “ emma, is really you ! i didn’t knew you were back ! ” she said, relieved, as she also discovered that her friend wasn’t looking that happy.

At first, Emma didn’t even hear anyone while being consumed by her own dark thoughts, almost unaware of her surroundings after chugging nearly an entire bottle of wine in less than an hour. Her name was the first thing that finally got through her; her thick eyebrows furrowing together as she remained silent for a moment or two - unsure of how to respond. “I came back a few hours ago,” she finally said, her tone unusually lacking the friendly and happy melody Emma was known for around campus.

[emmxcollins]

☾˙ ˖ ✶ imsg. » matty.

matt: i wasnt turning it around on u but theres a reason why i didnt say anything

matt: ive been doing this for a rly long time

matt: ive got a handle on it & its fine

Emma: if the reason is bc im sick i swear to god i will kick ur ass as soon as i see u bc thats not fair

Emma: how long?

[emmxcollins]

[emmxcollins]

☾˙ ˖ ✶ imsg. » matty.

matt: it wasnt a joke

matt: he came to u b/c he wants to ruin my life & prob try to get u to break up w/ me or smth

matt: i dont need help

matt: u have enough to worry abt

Emma: it fucking sounded like one

Emma: .... okay, maybe the second part but he didn't want to ruin ur life plus he's not the only one who thinks that way

Emma: dont turn this around on me im not the one ruining my life w/ stupid life choices

[emmxcollins]

☾˙ ˖ ✶ imsg. » matty.

matt: p sure murder would be the worst thing i could do but anyway

matt: they dont wanna help me they just wanna help themselves!!

matt: if they wanted to help me then they would come to ME not go around tellin everybody abt it

matt: that doesnt help

Emma: god dammit matt im lit so ANGRY rn i might kill u && ur making jokes??

Emma: how is that even logical when he CLEARLY came to me for help??? he didn't spread it around matt its not like everyone is as naive as me so they didn't already know!

Emma: OKAY FINE but now i want to help u !