I Wish I Didn't Exist

drifting on waiting for the end, the only constant is this music and the emotions that rest in the notes and within me. repeatedly hurt by those that I once loved.. forced to have them torn away from me. I could of been stronger, I could of kept their flame burning but that wasn't my fate and I must face the fact of my failures. tearing my hair out, crying on the floor wishing for an escape, this music is all I had when I was at my lowest and was my only friend when I had nothing left. this is more than a blog to me, but a way to bring others together and share the music that has meant so much to me so for even just a moment we can feel as one. -Albums by Year- 1991 1993 1994 1995 1996 1997 1998 1999 2000 2001 2002 2003 2004 2005 2006 2007 2008 2009 2010 2011 2012 2013 2014 2015

[emo-music]

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State Route 522 - “Toy Cow” (2001)

[diostrio]

dios trio - get slept (litter box session, 2016) http://youtu.be/arZexY5n4YE

dios trio is back Check out a new live recording courtesy of litter box sessions. http://www.diostrio.bandcamp.com/ https://m.facebook.com/Litter-Box-Sessions-1687769264779833/?fref=ts

[imaginary-apparition]

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This is your last chance running. This is not a test to me, you know it’s time. And whatever the path it is you choose to follow, be sure it’s yours. This is not a test to me, it’s your own life running. Too much wasted time. The mistakes you made, you can’t forget the pain you caused: you wont let go. The mistakes I made, I can’t forgive. The scars I left. I wont let go. You ask yourself, even if the questions are hard. Must learn to forgive. To start again. I’ll ask myself, even if the questions are hard. Must learn to forgive. To start again.

[theironsoulofnothing]

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there is no self to kill

a city of gardens I’m going to kill my self to kill my self to kill my self I’m going to kill my self so there won’t be nothing left I’m going to remove myself remove myself remove myself I’m going to remove myself so there won’t be nothing left Because you are everyone you hate when you’re asleep or awake all the choices you’ve made you are everyone you hate and it is ruining your life

[dumbloseruserboy-deactivated201]

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i’ve lost my will to fight, drained my will to live

[no-me-dicen-rabias]

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empire! empire! (i was a lonely estate) | The Horror of Riovanes

so you will carry all this weight home  (when all of your fears came true)

[mhmsoyeah]

Best song

[quietpepsi]

this is the best one

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I never trusted the Russians - The Promise Ring

and I could fade fade fade fade awaay

[transcendentalrot-deactivated20]

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[genghisthomisdead]

Benton Falls // No Hero

[realscreamo]

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Suis La Lune || Postlude to 5 Years of Hurting

[fromsinkingsands]

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Dance Tonight! Revolution Tomorrow! - 1999

[holyfuckingshitttt]

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Daïtro - Nous ne participons pas ici tous à la même utopie

[s4mmich]

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Cleons Down - Kisses