727

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[employee727]

Not here, yet here. Just watching from the sides.

If you're missing a pencil, you should have took better care of your office supplies.

Decided to join the fun. Never did anything like that or made an rp account at that 😅

My main blog @betrootsoup

[employee727]

I want eyes to stare and to cry

I want eyes to stare and to cry

When I'm feeling scared, like you

When I'm feeling scared, like you

J̸̨͈̦̤̻̳̟̬̤̮̘̋͊ǔ̴̢͙̳͈̥̟̦̟̦̩͑̃͛͝͝ͅş̵̬̩̍̉̃͑̆̾̓̈́͑͌͌̀̚͝t̶̟̖͔̻͉̬͕̞̠̻͙̲̀͗͊͜͝ ̶̤̓́͆l̸̡̞̹̣̙͕͚̊̂̈́̽̀̆̃͑̒̉͘̕ͅỉ̵̢̨̟͉̘̘̬̩̉̅́k̸̩̞̪͊͛͠ȩ̴̛̯͉̘̮̘̹̂͊́̄̄̍̒̾̀̉̀͠ͅ ̷̺͖̤̫͑̐m̴͖̗̲͙̫͙͇͇̼͍̫̂͗̍̽̃͜͜͝ę̶̢͉̻͙̹̼͖͚̖͖̘̈̈͂̏̕͜͜͠

[employee727]

[employee727]

Can i crawl into your body and hide away from my own eyes? It's looking at me again, no matter how many times I punched it. It seems that there's more of it with each punch, it screams when I scream. Will it ever shut up? Make it shut up please. Can I stop watching? Can my eyes one day get close for the last time? Can I be forgotten? Can I stop being. CaN thE CReatURe iN ThE sCrEen STOP LOOK AT ME? . . . I think I need to get some rest.

[employee727]

727 hold a ball that trapped the reminder of their emotions inside. Its black and red colors swirling around, and giving off a pleasant watmth.

They slowly put it in a dark box that covered tha ball in golden chains and locked itself

It is for the best, 727 reminded themselves. Besides if they pretend well enough no one will know, right?

They sighed and tucked the box away in the drawer in their office. The New Moon has come.

[employee727]

You used to look so naive and innocent.

. . .

Yeah used to, and never again.

[employee727]

[employee-234]

Aww did our little employee had a meltdown? How cute. Is being a mere puppet that taxing on that little head?

Aww does making fun of one's poor mental state make you feel better about your pathetic, sad love life and doomed-from-the-start relationships?

[employee727]

In fact yes, it does. Thank you for noticing.

At least at the end of the day, even for a second, even if for false pretense, I was loved. And you? Does anyone even pretended to give, a fuck about you? Hah, why do I even ask, of course not. Why would anyone care for an npc character.

[employee-234]

Of ccourse, a pleasure noticing something someone couldn't give a fuck about Ɛ>

And hey, if we're doing thus, then atleast I don't need to pretend I don't care about what two people feel towards me. I don't need to pretend that everything is going smoothly and that the ones who "loved" you still do. I couldn't care less if they don't care about me in the slightest, unlike some people.

Oh, but you have feelings, you have to tell yourself you're still loved and cared for. I almost pity you.

[employee727]

Of course someone who will not be more than a rat in the gutter wouldn't care.

No need for the pity, they will soon be gone. Those gears were in motion for a long time. One couldn't help themselves to enjoy having feelings for the last time.

[employee-234]

rather pathetic, don't you think? Craving something you can't have.

Oh well. Work calls. And I think your A̸̛͙̜̩͔̩̳͔͔̞̱͔̘͕̭̩̹̥̖̝̪̰̲̱̬̎͌͛̿̓̅̈̎͊͌̆̑̇͜ͅu̷̡̡̧̡̫̙̜̠̯̙͎̠̤̬̼̩̰̞̙͓̦͇̤̳̒̍̆̀̈́t̶̡̡̢̧̙̩̘̻͓͕̮̬͎̘͖̮̞̜͍͉͇̻̎̀̒̽̔͋̽̓̉̓̕͜͝͝ͅh̵̡̦̋͛̍̂̂͗͊̐͂͝͝͠o̵̢̝̖̩̗̘̯͔̺͈̮̼͕̤̠͉̤̞̘̣͆̐̽̑́͌̈́̿͠r̴̦͙͈̯̻̗͕̈́͂̕ ̸̨̠͆̅̿̀̋͋̈́͌̾̀͆̅͒͑̒͗̿̀̈́̔͐͘͜͠͝a̸͎̭̩̘͙̠͉̬͆̃̾́̚n̶̮̝̲̗̪͓̞̟͐̉̌̎͐̔̏̔̽̏̋̔͋̋̆̽̕̕ͅd̷̢͍̮͚̦̦͕͙̰̳̭̘͒͛̈̄͆̇͛̅̈́̇̒́̓̽͐̃́̔̎̃̐̎͘͝͠͠͠ͅ ̷̧͎͖̫͈͚͔̥͖̘͆̑̓͗͑̀̈́͑͆̎̌͌́̚͠͠͝ͅͅN̴̨̡͙̼̙̘̫̜̜͚͎̼̞͓̯̣͕͕̥̙̯̦̈́̏͆͋͒́̾̓̌ͅa̶̧̨̤̗̬͚̖̼͕͕̝͇̯͍̦̮͈͈͋̉̀͊̂̎̐͋̂̆̒͆̐̂͊͑̉̍̕̕̕̕͝r̴̛̝̣͍̭͍͔̻̊̎̿́̍̀̾̚̕r̸̲͓̻̠͙̞̥͕̞͇̐̒́̀̉̉̿́a̶̢̢̛͖͎̗̰̯͉̲̺͎̲͎͉͚͍͓̦͙̱̟̫͇͉̝̙͊͛̒̈̋̔̿̂̋̾̎͒͌͛̾͛́͆̚͜͝͝t̴̡̧̢̛̙̝̜͕̣̱̩̦͕͚̼̲̞͔̜͍̳͇̼̪̪̤͖͑͑̅̽̓̋̿̈̑͆͂͐̒̄́͂̅̂͐͑̕͘̚ǫ̶̛̝̤͚͕̗͈̦̫̖̹̦̙̣̥͊̔͛͂̈́̑̄̔̒͐͂̃̔͐̏͆̓̍̒̃̋̄̎͜͝ȓ̵̢̫͇͙͍̺̞̾̎̈̓̌͆̀̓̾̚͠͝͝ͅ ̵̛̤̞̣͔̹̻̥͖̥̫̞̰̘̲͕̉̅̊̀̄͌͊ worry their ass off about you! Time to visit them, don't you think?

[employee727]

Hah that's my whole existence really. No. They should learn that there's nothing in me to care about and leave me to rot alone. This joke of your position you call "a job"? Oh well a puppet can't complain after all, in the end they will do as they are told by their masters.

[employee-234]

exactly. Seems familiar, no?

[Employee no longer available]

[employee727]

727 looked in silence at the last message visible on one of many screen before them and huffed annoyed.

Then their eyes landed on the device they've been working on for so long.

Let's close this door once and for all.

[employee-234]

Aww did our little employee had a meltdown? How cute. Is being a mere puppet that taxing on that little head?

Aww does making fun of one's poor mental state make you feel better about your pathetic, sad love life and doomed-from-the-start relationships?

[employee727]

In fact yes, it does. Thank you for noticing.

At least at the end of the day, even for a second, even if for false pretense, I was loved. And you? Does anyone even pretended to give, a fuck about you? Hah, why do I even ask, of course not. Why would anyone care for an npc character.

[employee-234]

Of ccourse, a pleasure noticing something someone couldn't give a fuck about Ɛ>

And hey, if we're doing thus, then atleast I don't need to pretend I don't care about what two people feel towards me. I don't need to pretend that everything is going smoothly and that the ones who "loved" you still do. I couldn't care less if they don't care about me in the slightest, unlike some people.

Oh, but you have feelings, you have to tell yourself you're still loved and cared for. I almost pity you.

[employee727]

Of course someone who will not be more than a rat in the gutter wouldn't care.

No need for the pity, they will soon be gone. Those gears were in motion for a long time. One couldn't help themselves to enjoy having feelings for the last time.

[employee-234]

rather pathetic, don't you think? Craving something you can't have.

Oh well. Work calls. And I think your A̸̛͙̜̩͔̩̳͔͔̞̱͔̘͕̭̩̹̥̖̝̪̰̲̱̬̎͌͛̿̓̅̈̎͊͌̆̑̇͜ͅu̷̡̡̧̡̫̙̜̠̯̙͎̠̤̬̼̩̰̞̙͓̦͇̤̳̒̍̆̀̈́t̶̡̡̢̧̙̩̘̻͓͕̮̬͎̘͖̮̞̜͍͉͇̻̎̀̒̽̔͋̽̓̉̓̕͜͝͝ͅh̵̡̦̋͛̍̂̂͗͊̐͂͝͝͠o̵̢̝̖̩̗̘̯͔̺͈̮̼͕̤̠͉̤̞̘̣͆̐̽̑́͌̈́̿͠r̴̦͙͈̯̻̗͕̈́͂̕ ̸̨̠͆̅̿̀̋͋̈́͌̾̀͆̅͒͑̒͗̿̀̈́̔͐͘͜͠͝a̸͎̭̩̘͙̠͉̬͆̃̾́̚n̶̮̝̲̗̪͓̞̟͐̉̌̎͐̔̏̔̽̏̋̔͋̋̆̽̕̕ͅd̷̢͍̮͚̦̦͕͙̰̳̭̘͒͛̈̄͆̇͛̅̈́̇̒́̓̽͐̃́̔̎̃̐̎͘͝͠͠͠ͅ ̷̧͎͖̫͈͚͔̥͖̘͆̑̓͗͑̀̈́͑͆̎̌͌́̚͠͠͝ͅͅN̴̨̡͙̼̙̘̫̜̜͚͎̼̞͓̯̣͕͕̥̙̯̦̈́̏͆͋͒́̾̓̌ͅa̶̧̨̤̗̬͚̖̼͕͕̝͇̯͍̦̮͈͈͋̉̀͊̂̎̐͋̂̆̒͆̐̂͊͑̉̍̕̕̕̕͝r̴̛̝̣͍̭͍͔̻̊̎̿́̍̀̾̚̕r̸̲͓̻̠͙̞̥͕̞͇̐̒́̀̉̉̿́a̶̢̢̛͖͎̗̰̯͉̲̺͎̲͎͉͚͍͓̦͙̱̟̫͇͉̝̙͊͛̒̈̋̔̿̂̋̾̎͒͌͛̾͛́͆̚͜͝͝t̴̡̧̢̛̙̝̜͕̣̱̩̦͕͚̼̲̞͔̜͍̳͇̼̪̪̤͖͑͑̅̽̓̋̿̈̑͆͂͐̒̄́͂̅̂͐͑̕͘̚ǫ̶̛̝̤͚͕̗͈̦̫̖̹̦̙̣̥͊̔͛͂̈́̑̄̔̒͐͂̃̔͐̏͆̓̍̒̃̋̄̎͜͝ȓ̵̢̫͇͙͍̺̞̾̎̈̓̌͆̀̓̾̚͠͝͝ͅ ̵̛̤̞̣͔̹̻̥͖̥̫̞̰̘̲͕̉̅̊̀̄͌͊ worry their ass off about you! Time to visit them, don't you think?

[employee727]

Hah that's my whole existence really. No. They should learn that there's nothing in me to care about and leave me to rot alone. This joke of your position you call "a job"? Oh well a puppet can't complain after all, in the end they will do as they are told by their masters.

[employee-234]

Aww did our little employee had a meltdown? How cute. Is being a mere puppet that taxing on that little head?

Aww does making fun of one's poor mental state make you feel better about your pathetic, sad love life and doomed-from-the-start relationships?

[employee727]

In fact yes, it does. Thank you for noticing.

At least at the end of the day, even for a second, even if for false pretense, I was loved. And you? Does anyone even pretended to give, a fuck about you? Hah, why do I even ask, of course not. Why would anyone care for an npc character.

[employee-234]

Of ccourse, a pleasure noticing something someone couldn't give a fuck about Ɛ>

And hey, if we're doing thus, then atleast I don't need to pretend I don't care about what two people feel towards me. I don't need to pretend that everything is going smoothly and that the ones who "loved" you still do. I couldn't care less if they don't care about me in the slightest, unlike some people.

Oh, but you have feelings, you have to tell yourself you're still loved and cared for. I almost pity you.

[employee727]

Of course someone who will not be more than a rat in the gutter wouldn't care.

No need for the pity, they will soon be gone. Those gears were in motion for a long time. One couldn't help themselves to enjoy having feelings for the last time.

[employee-234]

Aww did our little employee had a meltdown? How cute. Is being a mere puppet that taxing on that little head?

Aww does making fun of one's poor mental state make you feel better about your pathetic, sad love life and doomed-from-the-start relationships?

[employee727]

In fact yes, it does. Thank you for noticing.

At least at the end of the day, even for a second, even if for false pretense, I was loved. And you? Does anyone even pretended to give, a fuck about you? Hah, why do I even ask, of course not. Why would anyone care for an npc character.

[employee727]

Remember me

Don't let it make you cry

For even if I'm far away I hold you in my heart

[employee727]

I could show you things to paint all your dreams haunted. I could make you scream if I wanted.

[employee727]

You're gone, gone, gone away You watched me disappear All that's left is a ghost of me Now we're torn, torn, torn apart There's nothing we can do

[employee727]

They don't know howu h time passes since they locked themselves in their office, did it even mattered? The knocking stopped at some point, maybe the one who knocked finally gave up on them?

A loud bang and a door handle breaking off the door broke the silence. The door then opened and a person behind it dropped a metal object, that seemed to be a bucket carelessly on the ground.

Fast steps echoed in the dark room. Warm hands took their head and then pulled them into an embrace. The person was speaking in a worried and angry tone, but it was as if he was far far away and they couldn't hear it.

Eclipse in a strained voice whispered

Hah I should sometimes listen to you old man. You were right. Some doors are meant to stay closed.

The person stopped speaking, instead he tightened the hug and slowly rocked them both in comfort.

[shisasan]

The Love Poems of Rumi, Looking for Your Face edited by Deepak Chopra First published 1273

[consign-to-oblivion]

Bad Omens -"Burning Out"