I don't know what to put here.

My name is Alyssa. I'm nineteen. Trying to take one day at a time. I do not promote eating disorders or any other mental illness. Take care of yourselves loves.

[floral-souls]

[dying-human]

[wonderlanddreamsx-deactivated20]

[asking-the-death]

[emptiness-within]

[desssex]

Please

Dont get into drugs I dont mean only the worst of the worst I mean all of them Dont get into drugs Because i wanted to have a little fun on my weekends it changed me forever Because i wanted to feel better i am changed forever Because i wanted to pass my tests i am changed forever Dont get into drugs Because i loved the feeling i am changed forever Because he said he loved me and its fun to do i am changed forever Because “homies” gave me them with no price i am changed forever Dont get into drugs Because i got into drugs i am changed forever I didnt say dont try it, or dont do it I dont expect anyone to never be curious But do not g e t into d r u g s. Because i got into drugs i cannot have deep conversations Because i got into drugs i feel worse when i am touched by someone Because i got into drugs my mental illnesses are tougher than they ever were before Because i got into drugs i will never not feel anxious Because i got into drugs i cant have normal conversations Because i got into drugs i can only be around so many people before having an attack Because i got into drugs i am changed forever Because i got into drugs i dont feel emotions how a human being should Because i got into drugs making love doesnt fee as romantic or intense as i remembered Because i got into drugs i am selfish Because i got into drugs my body has changed forever I am different for the r e s t of my life, Because i got into drugs Do n o t get into d r u g s.

[oxypopping]

Holy fucking shit yeah this hit home

[babyrippervibzz]

Fuck… 😓

[thad0peshow-deactivated20170323]

“Stay drug free. Get your drugs for free and give them to me” - Slim Shady

[softlysaygoodbye]

[kyrouu]

[mentallyill-lyrics]

[y-o-u-t-h-s]

[dreamsofdarkness]

[blossomfully]

When you get angry at me for ignoring your calls because I am buried so far behind the bathroom walls, please - love me anyway. When you get mad because I keep misinterpreting your words, because I have a habit of thinking the worst, please - love me anyway. When I am clutching at my own skin like it’s an enemy; when I am hiccuping so violently I can’t speak; when I look at you like you’re a stranger and I can’t breathe; please please please love me anyway.

S.Z. // Anyway (via blossomfully)

[matildastenberg]

[h-i-t-c-h-c-o-c-k]

[crystallinecomets-blog]

Get your hands dirty. Fool around. Fuck who you want to fuck. Smoke what you want to smoke. It’s your fucking life. At the end of the day, you’ll be happier.

Me to my friend when he said “you live life dangerously.” (via crystallinecomets)

[astroskiddo]

ahahahahahah…

[siickangel]