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caelistia-deactivated20240627

Attempted recovery has ruined my life and I am so close to fucking ending it. I can't do it anymore. The pain of being me is too much.

traumatraced

Does anyone want an ana friend?? Not to encourage the behaviours but if we're gonna do it anyway its nice to have support and someone to speak to sometimes 🥺

Reblog if you're active December 2020, or message me and I'll add you back.

Stay safe 💘

I just got a snapchat memory from this time last year and it was a body check... I was at my LW this time last year and now I'm disgusting again. I have to start fasting again.

strawberrigag-deactivated202203

dailydoesofana

People with eating disorders when they finally move out and do their own food shopping

bxnesdream

replace these with peach/lemon tea and we’re in peace lol

empty-exausted-fat2

Mee. I move out in 3 daysssss. Better believe I'm about to stock up on coke zero and rice cakes :)

10.9.20

Idk how many calories I had today but I'm gonna guess about 800/900???

Lunch - Cauliflower rice - 60kcals ish

Dinner - Vegan squash and spinich curry with cauliflower rice - 700 max (recipe days 400 but rounding up...)

Did a just dance workout today

Sooo

I've been gone... binging and pretending it's recovery. But I'm back now. A whole bunch fatter and uglier but ready to get back on this shit.

I'm actually still going to university so I am moving away in just over a month, and will not have my parents watching when I eat!! So excited!

But I'm gonna be the girl who is known for not eating much. I need to be the girl known for her prominent collar bones. My hip bones need to stick out so much that it's uncomfortable to sleep. I need to have a thigh gap so that my Jean's look good on me.

I've been looking through my old body checks, from before corona and honestly I was looking good. Fasting at least 2 times a week and never eating sweets, always staying under 900 kcals. And now I'm disgusting. I binge. I eat shitty foods. I'm fat.

But not for long.

Hope you're all doing well 💕

sleep-coffee-stuff

*Doesn't eat* feels like shit physically

*Eats* feels like shit mentally

pretty-boy13

I didn't expect to get called out like that... 🙃☠️

empty-exausted-fat2

Is there actually any way to NOT feel shit?

fairycosmos

i used to only hate my body but now i hate who i am as a person too lol

29.4.20

24 hour fast ✅

Dinner : Vegan burger, rice and Veg = 431kcals

Snack : Lentil chips and a banana = 327kcals

Total : 758kcals

Now on hour 5 of my 20 hour fast (I know it isn't very long but I'm fasting between dinners atm so I only have one meal a day)

Food Log 27.4.20

Lunch - avocado on toast (and a piece of buttered bread) = 464kcals

Dinner - Rice and Vegetables with pepsi max = 240kcals

Snack - 1 caramel rice cake = 51kcals

Total = 755kcals

Today was good. I woke up and did a Joe wicks workout with my brother, and then did an abs workout after that too. I also went on a short walk. I almost binged at lunch (with the buttered bread) but I didn't! And then made up for it by changing my planned dinner and snack. Feel pretty good today, I hope I can keep this up and be skinny by the end of quarantine!

Food Log 26.4.20

Lunch - Avocado toast and apple juice - 338kcals

Dinner - Potato waffles and beans - 327kcals

Snack - one caramel rice cake - 51kcals

Total = 716kcals

I'm back :) I'm back to calorie limit of between 700/800 calories a day again.

Food Diary 21.4.20

(LIMIT 500 kcals)

Breakfast - nothing

Lunch - Salad, cranberry juice and tinned spaghetti (an hour after the salad) = 284kcals

Dinner - (vegan) Rice cake pizzas = 169kcals

Total = 453kcals ✅

Food log 19.4.20

ABC day 2 - 500kcals

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Breakfast- nothing

Lunch - salad - 125kcals

Dinner - vegan cheese toastie with ketchup - 237kcals

Total = 362kcals ✅

Feeling good today 😊 138kcals under my goal for today which is great but I may have a snack later on if I get hungry since I have the calories left :)

Food Diary 18.4.20

ABC Day 1 (started again) - 500kcals

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Breakfast - nothing

Lunch - Salad with cranberry juice = 145kcals

Dinner - vegan sausage roll with ketchup = 324kcals

Snack - crackers and vegan greek cheese = 136kcals

Total = 605kcals ❌

My stepdad found vegan greek cheese and a vegan sausage roll at the shop today which made me very happy!! I could've done without the crackers today but still didn't do too badly. Slowly getting back into it after bad days of binging 😬

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