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—I’m a hurricane— She/they 22

[fairycosmos]

does anyone know what the first step of unlearning shame is. please say it’s substance abuse

[thelockenessmonster]

It’s substance abuse

[fairycosmos]

[bigandlong]

If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.

[jae-felidae]

Oh hey! Haven’t seen this in forever! Didn’t reblog it when it came across me before, not gonna skip it this time, I need some good vibes.

[traaumaa]

[emptymind777]

Exhumed and exhausted

Just waiting for last call

Now No one’s daughter

Just a set of bones headed back to an early grave

Barely a day without a drink in 70 days

Wondering if the liver is keeping score

The smoke used as a device to raise the dead

Now just lays to rest shaking hands

I knew better than to ask you to stay

The body can only take so much

Extremities grow cold

Hallways stretch in silence

Rain shrinks the skyline

Heads bowed in acknowledgment

The sun broke as the breathing halted

[fairycosmos]

often the choice comes down to eat a meal and shower or kill yourself

[ronandreams]

song aesthetic: dog years by halsey

You know a mercy kill is what I seek I didn't ask to live, but dying's up to me

[faithlesslovee]

cause blood is thick but water is forever and I'm stiffer than a board lighter than a feather and that girl will be a problem only if you let her and I left her back home but I cannot forget her

[interventionslullabies]

self sabotage

[iambecomeafangirl]

I think that Lonely is the muse might be the best song Halsey ever released (and the bar was already very high).

I am constantly in awe of the music, the lyrics, the tragedy, the rawness. It really does feel like she is tearing herself apart, trying to make us understand. When she screams it really is like one of those paintings full of blood.

[pussiesaregod]

once i beat the depression and the burnout and the anxiety and the loneliness and the exhaustion and the guilt and the awkwardness and the apathy and the low income and the chronic illness and the impatience and the vulnerability and the creative block and the capitalism and the cruelty THEN you'll see

[yesterdaysprint]

The Pittsburgh Press, November 13, 1947

[morganbritton132]

Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?

Everybody, apparently: No?

[doppelbangin]

Run into a cave and break your ankle so that people have to come find you and they see you lying at the bottom of this beautiful cave and maybe there’s a waterfall and the light from the crystals makes you look really beautiful and they say “Are you okay?” and you say “I think so” and they say “oh my God have you been here alone this whole time with a broken ankle” and you say “it’s okay” and they say “you’re so brave” and you are brave and you look so beautiful surrounded by cave crystals and everyone stands over you and says “oh wow” and “you poor beautiful thing” and “I’m so sorry we let you run into the cave but I’m so glad we found you” and let them carry you home and promise to be your best friends forever and that everything’s their fault and also they named the cave after you and you’re prettier than all of your enemies and your enemies all died of jealousy while you were in the cave.

“How to Respond to Criticism” by Danny M. Lavery for The Toast

[gamemakerm]

seems like plenty of people are lacking the Vitamin

[ikare-tell-me]

[partridgeinapeartree]

Ive posted this before but… script of what Lars said in Some Kind of Monster to James. He’s crazy.

[partridgeinapeartree]

Lars records a yell and falls to the ground, exhausted

[dreaminginsteadofsleeping42]

Okay but have you considered I’m only whatever you make me and you make me more and more a villain every day but you don’t know you reap you sow whatever you give to me from yourself you take well if you’re a hater then hate the creator it’s in your image I’m made

[llittletingoddess]

Grateful 🙏🏻

[nitewrighter]

Another thing I've noticed working as a children's librarian is like... kids get so Paralyzed By Choice and the adults in their lives never really register why. Like, for example, we have little scavenger hunt sheets in the children's section and when a kid completes it, they get to pick out a cute eraser from our prize basket. We also have a little toy prize chest as part of our "1000 books before Kindergarten" challenge for when kids complete 100 books--and kids will spend minutes carefully picking through everything while their parents are shooting us anxious looks like "sorry they're taking so long! I know this is silly and it's completely ridiculous that my child is taking so long to choose between a bath toy and a cube puzzle because these are cheap and arbitrary objects! Hurry up, Harper! Just pick something! You're embarrassing me!!" But in the kids' perspective, they already have so little control over what objects come into their lives, and in this case, the object represents labor and effort on their end, so of course they feel they must choose very carefully. I've always been an anxious and indecisive person, so it's striking to see how being rushed really doesn't help that and really only makes it harder for kids to figure out what they want.