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[emptysqueak]

i keep going and nothing ever changes its still shitty to get out of bed i just have to force myself to feel good every fucking day it's beginning to b too much work for too little reward

[emptysqueak]

yeah sure i've prevailed this day but there will just be another tomorrow

[emptysqueak]

today isn't even bad i just don't want to fucking live anymore

[emptysqueak]

i can't stand doing this shit man

nothing helps and nothings ever fucking easy

[razorbladed-sugarcoated]

[emptysqueak]

how am i supposed to have a good time when im poor ???

[emptysqueak]

this summer feels on par with the one from when my parents divorced i'm feeling so fucking bored and sad

[emptysqueak]

what do you wanna do tonight ????

i don't have a dollar to my name i have no car i have two kids that i have to include and im all alone in the house till you get home at 4am and sleep till you go to work again like bitch what do you think i wanna do i wanna blow my fucking brains out

like what the fuck actually do you think i have the option for besides just sitting here till something happens fuck you man

[emptysqueak]

i'm so over trying anymore

everything i do is wrong

[emptysqueak]

STOP TELLING ME ITS GOING TO GET BETTER IVE BEEN WAITING FOR IT TO GET BETTER SINCE I WAS 3

[emptysqueak]

i'm gonna start planning a way to end my life in the easiest and least harmful way to my family

[emptysqueak]

i'm actually so tired of being alive and i can't kill myself coz everyone will b so mad

[emptysqueak]

i am so tired so being whatever it is that i am it feels like i can't escape it either