music & rants

they/them. call me theo. this is my music/rant blog.

[endmedaddy]

i still don’t know what your problem is but im just gonna move on from it finally finally and its a process and i dont expect to be perfect but this will be a huge step.

[darthjordyn]

when crows remember people who wronged them and hold grudges it’s ‘intelligent’ and ‘really cool’ but when i do it i’m ‘petty’ and ‘need to move on?’ what kind of double standard honestly…..

[endmedaddy]

I'm just waiting on the day i can forget about you

[endmedaddy]

Sometimes crying?

[endmedaddy]

This has happened before lmao I guess it's just my lot in life. At least I'm getting good at dealing with it

[endmedaddy]

Babe, I am out living life. I'm exercising, eating right, making new friends. That doesn't mean I can't still try to work through this. Things take time.

[thatthursdaygirl]

[endmedaddy]

why did you have to ruin pride for me by sexual assaulting me during and after it? i can never go back without remembering you kissing me! that was my first kiss and you ruined it! i hate your fuckingggg guts!

[thepersonalquotes]

[endmedaddy]

this is... Inconsequential

[endmedaddy]

at therapy next week

my therapist: so, how are things? would you like to talk about your spiritual crisis, or that trauma we haven't touched on yet, or maybe -

me: no, lisa, that's too relevant to real life and my future. how about some high school drama?

[endmedaddy]

Those posts aren't "vaguing" about you. Ok. They're me saying what I need to say to get this out of my system. And I'm allowed to do that, and it's allowed to take however long I need it to, and I don't feel the need to stop just because you made some post about me. I'm allowed to be a little obsessed with this? I'm not ashamed of that? It was a huge event in my life, and I'm gonna go ahead and be obsessed for a little while.

[endmedaddy]

I had actually never seen any of those posts before so... ? Fuck off 2.0 lmao

[endmedaddy]

Like fuck dude can you just leave me be??? Let me process this shit? I know you don't care but my Entire life got fucked over about 2 fucking months ago, I'm allowed to be upset and still be processing.

[endmedaddy]

Who tf said i thought those posts were about me

[endmedaddy]

Fuck off i literally said that I did not post that for you, just stop going on my fucking blog! I post this shit to process and I'm allowed to fucking do that and I'm not going to stop. Just fuck off already! Get off my blog! Bye!

[endmedaddy]

Get out of my life and keep your opinions away from me