andrew

vent account, +18 block dont report

[endyt666]

it’s so stressful i wish i could cut myself

[endyt666]

i just have to clean my room and to do something idk

[endyt666]

actually things will be fine everything will be fine okay

[endyt666]

i feel guilty for having friends god i’m ignoring them and they are also taking a year to respond and i don’t know what to do about it

i feel awful for ruining everything

[endyt666]

i have a fucking problem i’m a fucking problem

[endyt666]

someone like me should be alone forever, stop trying to believe that maybe one day someone will be there for you, no one will, get over it

[itwears-meout]

I'll never feel safe around anyone. I'm wandering for a home that doesn't exist.

[endyt666]

i’ve been depressed for so long i don’t remember how i really am, i don’t know how i am, how im supposed to be

[avoidant-attachment-culture]

Avoidant attachment culture is getting the ick when someone is codependent and whines all the time without taking the matter in their own hands. Like what are you, a kid? I'm not your mother go bother someone else.

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[thoughtlessmnd]

plan b. change my name and leave the country

[juniper-petunia]

they should make a version of socializing that doesn’t make you feel like you’re still the weird 12 year old kid that doesn’t know why she’s not normal like the other kids

[avoidant-attachment-culture]

Dismissive avoidant culture is having physical disgust when someone starts needing your reassurance constantly and assumes your life is much better just because you don’t whine about it

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[bpderanged]

This blog is run by a mentally ill person with unlimited hatred towards the human race btw

[npd-confessions]

Hello??? Brain??? Why can you tear up watching a movie as if you feel what the characters feel but the second your close best friend vents to you your eyes are as dry as a desert?? Brain could you explain that to me, I think it should be the opposite why do you do this to me

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[endyt666]

I feel so empty it’s hurting me physically

[bpderanged]

"I wish I could help you."

Same. I wish I could help me, too.

[endyt666]

wanting to get better doesn’t mean anything if every effort you make just gets destroyed.