BROKEN
I will never be good enough for him. Everything I do is wrong. Everything I say is wrong. He says the most horrible things to me and I try to just cop it but it’s literally just breaking me more and more each day. I get told I don’t care and that I’m the dumbest person he’s ever met on top of being called a junkie who only cares about drugs and is trying to sleep with every guy I come across. It’s so fucked because I’ve honestly never felt more like a worthless piece of shit in my life than I do at the moment but I’m in love with him and just pray that it’ll be different tomorrow. He’s just destroying me bit by bit until I’m nothing and then I’m sure he’ll discard me because of the mess I’ve become. I’m trying to be strong but when the person you love is at you all day and night while saying that it’s all me and he’s done nothing, it’s hard to be strong.
