๐บ๐ฌ๐ต๐ซ ๐ป๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ช๐น๐ถ๐พ๐บ ๐ด๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐ฎ๐จ๐น๐ซ๐บ โ a private & independent adaptation of dragon age's zevran arainai. salvaged from the wreckage of canon by deeds ( 34 , she / they / he , est ) , this blog will feature mature and sometimes triggering themes that are rarely tagged , discretion is advised. standard roleplay rules apply. multimuse ; vilifyme samson ; cert4inty
แด sแดแดแด ส ษชษด : hitman with a heart , child soldiers , paper tigers , honey traps & gilded cages , eyes everywhere , an army of thieves and whores , nature vs. nurture , being a punch - clock villain & the true meaning of second chances.
โก ย mun is deeds, 35, est, any pronouns.
โก ย this is a private and exclusive roleplay blog.
โก ย i do not follow for follow.
โก ย i maintain the right of refusal.
โก ย minimal formatting, occasional icons.
โก ย i practice frequent and liberal softblocking.
โก ย i do not tag triggers.
โก ย attachment to those who indulge me often.
โก ย here for low-stress writing.
current roster, subject to change at a moment's notice. characters are listed alphabetically with no implications towards interest. each have a personal url for tag tracking and blacklisting if necessary. last updated june 28th, 2025.
* bucky barnes : @sovietstrings
โน albert wesker , #contamirot resident evil
โช ' the path to paradise begins in hell. ' ๐ถ / ๐
โน angel the siren , #ctrlcore borderlands
โช ' her grief was horribly discreet. ' ๐ถ / ๐
โน billy russo , #scarsall marvel nmcu
โช ' i swallow a bee for each ill deed done; i am a hive walking. ' ๐ถ / ๐
โน carlos oliveira , #spentshell resident evil
โช ' you don't need a reason to help people. ' ๐ถ / ๐
โน claire bennet , #cheerbleeds heroes
โช ' who i am and who i was are different dreams. ' ๐
โน cloud strife , #becleaved final fantasy
โช ' sometimes suffering is just suffering. ' ๐ถ / ๐
โน curtis everett , #inshivers showpiercer
โช ' you shall die tired and frozen. '
โน john wick , #ohreaper john wick
โช ' bleeding is so much easier than crying. ' ๐ถ
โน leon kennedy , #grimcycle resident evil
โช ' with all due respect ; which is none. ' ๐
โน lightning farron , #bltzkrieg final fantasy
โช ' she's strong but she's exhausted. ' ๐ถ / ๐
โน nisha kadam , #saddledup borderlands
โช ' she wore a smile like a loaded gun. ' ๐ถ / ๐
โน reno sinclair , #tothrills final fantasy
โช ' walk like the knife in your pocket is in your hand. ' ๐ถ / ๐
โน timothy lawrence , #debtskin borderlands
โช ' and here you are living, despite it all. ' ๐ถ / ๐
โน troy calypso , #leechedya borderlands
โช ' feral or fetal; my body cannot decide. ' ๐ถ / ๐
" i'm wounded, you know.. " as though to say the jut of his lower lip, pout heavy and spreading, isn't sign enough. proof that, for all his bluster, dramatics in slumped shoulders and a hand clutched to his chest, there was more yet to come. another woe. one more complaint for distance and time and the way roach is, still, so eased, " no knives ? no whips or shackles to drag me, kicking and screaming back to the nest ? and here i thought we were getting close, tsk. " @todrawblood x.
zevran is languid, a lazed embodiment of comfort and expectations while watching her. from one side of the camp to the other, back again, what groan arises is judgmental at best and mounting. " i wonder, my dear warden, do you think the archdemon paces its wonderfully stinky hole in the ground for thoughts of you, too ? " a lul of mockery, well-meaning as it is, mocks her all the same. " come, you are wound tight enough as it is. " @avrorean , x.
zevran is not a bottom. zevran is not a top. zevran is not a switch. he's a secret fourth option and we call that whatever you need him to be. he can crawl very pretty and also tie the most fabulous knots. do you like chains ? he knows a guy. want a third party ? he'll make a few calls. just don't ask what his preference is or he'll laugh because remember.. sex is best when done right.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ! โโ In honor of International Women's Day, list eight of your favorite fictional women from eight different fandoms, in no particular order. (original characters can count too!)
nabooru , the legend of zelda
meredith stannard , dragon age
jill valentine , resident evil
amicia de rune , a plague tale
angel , borderlands
lightning farron , final fantasy
indika , indika
juliet starling , lollipop chainsaw
orin the red , baldur's gate
TAGGED : by no one, i'm a free bitch baby.
TAGGING: only the cutest of the cutes out there ;*
sooo... my aunt (46) has been battling a traumatic brain injury for about 2 months now and she lost that fight early this morning. if you know me to any degree, this is the 3rd major loss in my family in the last 6 months. i have another family member in the hospital with severe double pneumonia (she's much older) and one ate up with cancer (also much older) hanging on to bury his wife.
i'm?? idk y'all. i'm coping but this is a lot. it's one of the reasons i've been gone and i don't want to disappear again but i'm gutted these days. i apologize for any and all lost contact. it's never intentional, i just don't know how to have fun with all this going on.
i'll try to be around but rn i want to dig a hole and live in it. i'll be on discord to some extent. idk ๐คท
hey yo, i wanted to thank all of you for checking in on me ? what the heck ? ;; i really appreciate the well wishes and such. i'm feeling my oats to a degree ; may not be up for writing just yet but i'll be on the 'cord if ya want to do some plotting or just talk shop. xo y'all are too sweet.
sooo... my aunt (46) has been battling a traumatic brain injury for about 2 months now and she lost that fight early this morning. if you know me to any degree, this is the 3rd major loss in my family in the last 6 months. i have another family member in the hospital with severe double pneumonia (she's much older) and one ate up with cancer (also much older) hanging on to bury his wife.
i'm?? idk y'all. i'm coping but this is a lot. it's one of the reasons i've been gone and i don't want to disappear again but i'm gutted these days. i apologize for any and all lost contact. it's never intentional, i just don't know how to have fun with all this going on.
i'll try to be around but rn i want to dig a hole and live in it. i'll be on discord to some extent. idk ๐คท
A MOMENT OF INSTINCTUAL DEFENSIVENESS has him raising his own hand, gripping tight onto the wrist of zevran's arm you are not yet in danger, caydhen. calm yourself. his hold remains, lighter now, and fingers slide seamlessly to rest over the back of the rogue's hand. โด you are playing a dangerous game, mon ami. โด
it's the pulse that does it. the rapid thrum against the pads of his fingers. zevran hums his contentment with the first of several small, intentional squeezes. to bring him closer. push him back. pin him pretty by his throat to a wall that's loomed for some time while this game carried on. made him walk the delicate line between foolish and bold.
" oh ? " a tease that shudders 'round itself, one final pace leaving little room between them, " and what game might that be ? "
the sort that brings a tickle to his belly. weighs eyelids heavy and turns a golden gaze to a a heady draw, " is that what you wish ? to play ? " away from blades and barbs and a bite not so kind as the one caught at his own bottom lip. " it could be fun, yes ? unless danger is a bad thing, hm ? "
flicks w2s off screen anyways. :))) i'm not an adult this weekend, i am a scantron machine, finna crank out some results to all y'all's choices in some threads. ie ; i am free and present. xo no promise about chatting though. pretty sure i was born with an out of juice social battery. can still throw plots etc at me if you want, i'll eventually get to ims. ;*
โ audrey | @enregards liked for a starter โ
' darling, i would be honored to dress someone up as lovely as you. now, tell me, do you have any color or style preferences? ' audrey asks, delighted by the elf's appearance in her shop. handsome, charming, and just the right level of flirtatious (ostentatious, but endearingly so).
his fingers aren't so sticky these days. far disposed from a life spent scrounging for scraps, the weight of the coin purse on his hip, leather and heavy with โ well, that was stolen โ a good rattle of sovereigns, zevran's smile is earnest at her appraisal and acceptance. " good, the pleasure will be mine, i am certain, judging by the beautiful sights in your shop.. also the clothes are quite nice. " she's said yes, but that doesn't keep his generous lean from weighing on the counter, nor eyes from falling heavy-lidded with his own ample appreciation. " you wouldn't happen to play with leather from time to time, would you ? "
fuck. fuckfuckfuck. oh, varric was going to kill him. it was supposed to be a quick provision stop, in and out, no muss no fuss and yet here he was, trying to drag the unconscious guardsmen in full plate armour behind the privacy screen and out of sight of the door.
rook huffed, wrestling one of the guards ankles over one arm and heaving him across the floor. ( why in the fade was he in full plate at a tavern anyway? ) he was so preoccupied with hiding the guard from view of the door, that rook completely missed the silhouette at the window until it was too late. caught red handed, rook blinked owlishly at the man for several short seconds. โ uh . . . this isn't what it looks like. โ // @enregards , โก'd for a starter .
this penchant is an adopted one ; stood back to watch a show as it sprawled out across the whole of the chamber. a muffled exchange. the clatter of armor and the hollow thud of a body hitting the floor in said armor. over the lip of a nicked tankard, against the wash of pilfered ale that sits inside, zevran's chuckle is, at the very least, well-meaning. embodied amusement with crossed ankles and a lean against the wall, only after he's addressed does he take the time to access the situation and.. laugh.
" you are helping him limber up then ? " honied and warm, despite a tension that speaks toward a need to keep his place, a healthy distance away, but not so far to lose him. " stretch out his legs, hm ? " zevran's mockery comes with a crooked grin and twinkling eyes, his hood still high, albeit slipped enough, now, that he allows torchlight to graze sharp features. " might i suggest, next time, recommending some squats instead. for you, not him. makes it easier to help a guard limber up behind a cupboard without breaking your back. "
ey yo, today has been a.. weird sort of day. it's like shoveling snow has forced me to reflect on my time in this fandom. and how, really, i've had both my best and my worst rp experiences in it. met some people who were legit then and still are. met some friends who managed to break my heart. it's weird. but i'm enjoying myself these days and just... yanno...
~wanted to say thank you guys for making this round in the darp awesome. dunno where the sentimentality is coming from. it must be why i have a stomach ache. too many soft emotions. gotta frow up to get them loose.
