entropic invert

22 / genderqueer bisexual (it/its) / this is my horny blog so no minors please / call me entropy!

[entropicinvert]

hello! about me

new blog. i'll probably add some more things in here or make it more structured at some point but until then here's the short and quick:

my "real" name is classified but you can call me entropy (it/its pronouns). i'm 22, genderqueer, autistic, and bisexual.

this is a blog where i'm sequestering most of my most horny/sexual posts. keeping that in mind if you're a minor please don't interact with them.

made this because i'm going absolutely fucking insane from living in small town nowhere and i need to be gay somehow.

feel free to send me asks/messages/whatever as long as you're gay about it.

i'll probably mostly be posting writings but you may see more image-focused posts at some point.

also i'm a little inexperienced with tumblr so if i'm doing something that makes things difficult tagging-wise or something, feel free to poke me and let me know.

[entropicinvert]

yeah, i listen to podcasts (100 hour compilation of gay people whimpering begging trying not to piss themselves)

[sunnydogslurry-deactivated20260]

ok babe we can fuck. we gotta watch the complete history of the a button challenge first tho that shit is wild

[fishnet-leatherette]

Much as I theoretically appreciate the efforts to sexualise autism around here I can't relate to a lot of what's actually being said, like if you ask me about one of my niche interests and then try to kiss me or undress me while I'm explaining I'll be like "OK that's nice but please wait, I don't like interruption, unless you don't actually want to hear & talk about what I'm saying in which case I feel deceived and misled"

Plus even if things do escalate before I'm done I will be distracted the entire time by the unfinished thoughts in my head, no matter what else happens or how long it takes

[entropicinvert]

extremely real. i think there's a lot that's beautiful in the intersection of autism and sex that doesn't get talked about As Often because it's the sort of thing that's hard to get off to in an nsft tumblr post. being able to create an environment that's disconnected from learned masking behaviour and encouraging very explicit communication around touch and protocol and so on.

these things (honesty, explicit communication and consent) are considered good sex and hot, but become doubly liberatory in the context of an autistic life where these things can be stripped away, especially around sex. celebrating the things that make us different rather than adhering to ideas of what we "ought" to enjoy is one of the cornerstones of enjoyable sex, for everyone. but this becomes more significant when coupled with recognition of autistic ways of approaching things and particular needs and desires

there is also a duality in that i think flustering a fellow dork who's light of their life is some arcane subject is really hot- but the infodumps can wait until the cuddling afterward when we can listen

[entropicinvert]

i have this vision that won't get out of having just comically intense outercourse through jeans with someone. been working all day in the sun and sweaty and dirty and just humping and rubbing the night away. the clothes stay on, wanting and needing is better than release. grrarrrroowwww

[aberrantred]

Making a desperate, slutty boy say "I'm your dog" over and over again while hopelessly humping a pillow and whimpering. You agree, reblog.

[aberrantred]

Wow, this one was a hit with mentally ill puppy boy lovers

[entropicinvert]

going insane i don't have anyone to experiment on right now. need someone who'll let me tie them to a bed while i rub and stroke them and make me wonder how on earth someone so desperate for attention exists. i'll take notes- partially as theatrics, but largely pragmatic. they'll be on exactly how to get them off so every time i get better and better. their body is an instrument and i will learn how to play it

[entropicinvert]

waging mental warfare on a blindfolded sub by asking "did you feel it that time" after i do nothing

[entropicinvert]

i'm horny again. what if i started using this blog again

[cyberpriestess]

i'm sorry but those modern robotgirls would segfault the moment you tried anything.

"overwrite my programming mommy uwu" girl you have 7 different guards against modifying memory i'm explicitly allowed to touch. i had to override half your compiler warnings to do a simple bit shift.

i bet your casing is full of obscure screw bits hidden by anti-tamper stickers. come back once you're jailbroken and we can try a gentle 5% overclock

[entropicinvert]

haven't cum in about a week and ooouuuughhh i can feel my brain rewiring. i just want to hump my bed for an hour. i feel absurdly vulnerable right now. if someone poked fun at how needy i am i would just go feral and melt away. getting tingly just thinking about it

[anreill]

[anreill]

I'm a trans woman with four different sets of pronouns so yes I do know what orgasm denial is

[cyborbs-deactivated20231020]

world famous cyborb ass image forever now and always

[operationrobodachi]

tech restoration videos need to get hornier

[entropicinvert]

there needs to be a search engine that lets me figure out the names to obscure kinks i think i might have. been typing in searches like "kink for being turned on by being on the edge of a bed about to fall down" or even just the more general "kink for falling heights". the closest i can find is some TIL reddit post about having a kink for falling down stairs that seems to be the only source for this. either that or google goes "did you mean Height Kink?" and no i did not mean that.

i've expressed this before as being part of like. a larger super-kink for Potential Energy which would probably be descriptive if "powerful energy that can be either at rest or set in motion by smaller movement" wasn't basically just a descriptor for things that are erotic as a whole in a kind of detached abstract sense

[entropicinvert]

you and i both know that's not all of them and i bet it doesn't even have the one i'm looking for

[entropicinvert]

there needs to be a search engine that lets me figure out the names to obscure kinks i think i might have. been typing in searches like "kink for being turned on by being on the edge of a bed about to fall down" or even just the more general "kink for falling heights". the closest i can find is some TIL reddit post about having a kink for falling down stairs that seems to be the only source for this. either that or google goes "did you mean Height Kink?" and no i did not mean that.

i've expressed this before as being part of like. a larger super-kink for Potential Energy which would probably be descriptive if "powerful energy that can be either at rest or set in motion by smaller movement" wasn't basically just a descriptor for things that are erotic as a whole in a kind of detached abstract sense

[entropicinvert]

in the overlap between hypnokink and robot fucking, is it possible to install suggestions that are turing complete in someone's head? has anyone tried to run doom on someone during trance yet

[entropicinvert]

getting the x86 instruction set installed like "imagine if you will, that there is a "stack" of data. this stack can be manipulated through instructions. when i say "push" followed by some arbitrary statement, this statement will be pushed onto the stack and the stack pointer will be decremented by the data size. when i say "pop", you'll retrieve the data on the top of the stack and store it at a given memory address,"