Entwined In Honesty

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Time to let go of you. I don't want to, but it's time.

At least, I'll try.

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Our eyes met but we both looked away, I want to know what's behind that look.

Desire me, please. Read my look and know that I'm just afraid.

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Solitary in this empty house, The floors creak to lend company.

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Seeing you hurt almost makes me regret, But I can’t. No wheels don’t matter, Neither does the lack of green.

Closed cardboard doors, Broken vocal chords. Nobody is, Looking at me.

Can’t change my mind, Can’t change my choice. Following my life, The first step is poverty.

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I'm sad.

Being home makes me feel lonely.

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It's the breathing and the static in the air It's the flush of the cheeks and the tangled hair

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Let me love you. I could do so much for you, please, just see that. So let me love you. I need you to let me.

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You walked back into my life, I didn't say you could.

Trying to breath, can't.

Just think about the other one. The perfect one.

Try to breath.

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Think about all of your thoughts, emotions, problems and experiences. Think about everything that goes on in your head and in your life. Everybody feels the same way. Everyone has just as many thoughts and emotions and problems and experiences. The world is full of people that are immersed in all of these things.  

I wonder how the world doesn't explode. 

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As I watch you dance, I can see you letting go.

You change,

You change. 

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Forgetting you, Or maybe you just forgot me. I've fed my soul, With the possibilities. Letting go, Seeing new things.

Maybe,

Maybe it was supposed to be this way. 

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Sometimes I feel guilty for sleeping the whole day.

Not today. 

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What if, the people we desired Knew, we desired them?

What if, we knew Knew, the people that wanted us?

Who then would we be? 

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I can't stop staring at you. It's everything. Your smile and your speech. You're geeky and you're smart. You take care of yourself, And I have no doubt you'd take care of me.

I love the sound of your voice. When you sing, My heart melts. Your shoulders are broad, You could take me in.

I want you. I really, really want you. You have the perfect hands. You make me laugh.

I don't know how To get you to see me Differently

But

I'll wait. 

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The bass It surounds my being

Hands Everywhere

Jumping, glowsticks And people taking tabs

All waiting for the same moment Waiting for the drop. 

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Heart pounding Trying to understand Lips trembling Conflicted Yet inspired Going against the grain.

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I want to press my head across your chest I want your smell to linger on me So that I am familiar with it

Look at me again, please Make me laugh like you did Give me those feelings

All I need is honesty And a bit of quirk Tell me that you want me too.