[epistemicdefeat]

18+ side blog of hy/men/opt/era/form. I'm Ruben, 25 they/them. kink content and existential dread posting.

tags: text, image, text post (mine), serious weakness, shadow, fight club, writing, insp, illustration, objectum, IRL, film, gore sfx, mask, violation

object tags: machine, building (a building), structure (cross between a machine and a building), infrastructure (energy), large machine (almost the same as infrastructure), bot (humanoid robot), industrial, mech, interior

[rosalinesurvived]

When Adora says she wants to keep Amma locked away, Amma likens herself to Bluebeard’s wives. Amma smearing her blood on Camille’s lips, giving Camille her peridot ring, the two of them sleeping in the same bed like consumating a marriage with blood left on the sheets. You’re like my soulmate!

[bedeviledgoober]

i am a person. you are not.

[anitapallenberg]

Sick Girl (2006) | Dir. Lucky McKee

[randomishnickname]

i love that they imply Camille kinda... reeks.

And i mean she's wandering around in the intense summer heat in a long-sleeved jumper and dark jeans, sleeping in her clothes that i don't think got washed or changed the entire week she's been in Windgap, drinking like a fish, riding around in her grimy old car. So yeah of course she doesn't smell good, and that TWO different people commented on it pointedly to hurt her adds an interesting olfactive layer to the setting. Mental illnesss suck and grossing others out is sometimes a consequence, and i love that they didn't shy away from that.

Like, people will ignore unpalatable aspects of mental illness until they're mad at you. Which is when they'll use it to shame you and cut deep.

[tinakrausearchive]

Tina Krause in The Hunt

[xrafstar]

rubicon is the cutest character to ever grace my screen. what did you put in him to make him so cutes

blunt force trauma 3rd degree burns concussion ruptured ear drums retinal detachment castration amputation

[skarchomp]

DOLLGIRL: And mistress makes sure to treat my joints gently, and provide proper maintenance if they start to come loose or crack. ROBOTGIRL: I see...perhaps our ways are not so different, after all. PLUSHGIRL: they throw me into wals :)

[snuffhoundd]

one of my fav posts on this site i think

[elf-friendly]

trianon shaped bruise

[cuggoz]

Really liked this scene from the book (could not remember what Insul was wearing in it though)

[puffles]

ive been reading a lot of yaoi manhwa and it made me think of trianon so i used him to try the cracked statue thing 🙈

i like this version better,,,,

[fantasmicsis]

overgrown school shooter

[xirlz]

artistic vandalism

[permapuke]

[permapuke]

[nociceptrix]

Insul is a really sweet guy!

[nociceptrix]

He's literally nice!

[luzon-dove]

people love to forget that emotional incest is a real and true form of incest that exists because if the consanguineous pair in question does not explicitly say in the text "we are in romantic love" or "we have physical sexual contact" people will say that at most, the incest is subtext. when it's literally text. it's text!

[luzon-dove]

let's all read about enmeshment and apply it to literary analysis together <3

[junebugjules]

My mother had cut me open and was unpacking my organs, stacking them in a row on my bed as my flesh flapped to either side. She was sewing her initials into each of them, then tossing them back into me.

Gillian Flynn, Sharp Objects