It’s been a long time since I wrote a blog . It’s been years I believe . Remember sharing my thoughts what happened with me back then what I feel, honestly it used to feel nice and relaxed . Venting out what all I am feeling . When you don’t have friends that is the best relief you get . It’s been sometime since I am feeling low , since 2025 has started .. I got twice thrice , I do not like it this way. I am just 23 years old , I am not supposed to sick this often. It’s just been 4 months , earlier heart palpitations and then sore throat reddish which lead to difficulty in breathing , super tired of what is this happening. I really need to go out to gym joining . Need better and healthy health. Super of tired of this . Also I am very tired and scared of my life . I do not have friends even now . No one to share what is happening . Had or have a girlfriend , we had our fight and it’s been 3 days and we are not talking. I bought so many gifts and this is what I receive . No amount of respect . I wrote her emails messages over insta Snapchat but no f**ks given. There are times when at night you need someone to share your thoughts your feelings and vent out what you are feeling , at last I am in room with no talk to deeply .. share what is happening . I actually learnt 1 thing , there are 3 personalities of us, 1 which we show to outsiders 1 we should to family and 1 we our to ourselves . It’s super hard to say how you feel . Life’s tough man . Super . Are we all gonna be alone at last? We need someone in our lives , we want to live a healthy life , super healthy. I actually learnt that nothing is better than being healthy . Glad I could get to know about this earlier . Thank you God . Please make me and my family always healthy. I have decided that whenever I would feel lonely I would listen to Path.
At last we all need someone to talk to share our thoughts. Is this how life is supposed to be? I might be wrong but so many people enjoying their life posting stories abroad tours weekend tours drinking partying enjoying. What about us? Don’t we feel . I tried creating YouTube channel posting stories but it didn’t work out. I felt so bad .