It's Dark Inside

Erin, 19. I don't know what's worse: Being in Eastwick, or being in my head.

[erinmichaelson]

[elijahcbrooks2-deactivated20140]

BOO.

[erinmichaelson]

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Hey… Are you okay?" 

[erinmichaelson]

I was just enjoying my shower... I like little things. And this time nobody took my clothes.

[erinmichaelson]

[erinmichaelson]

Why is it locked

[corrinewardbwaybby]

"Oh, hey, maybe she’s inside. Did you knock? Although she could be sleeping…"

[erinmichaelson]

Yeah and I didn't hear anything..... I knocked really loudly too so I'm hoping shes okay if shes inside 

[erinmichaelson]

Why is it locked

[corrinewardbwaybby]

"That’s a little weird! Well maybe you’re room-mate has a key or maybe she locked it. Who’s your room-mate?"

[erinmichaelson]

Jeri but I haven't seen her in a while

[erinmichaelson]

Why is it locked

[erinmichaelson]

Yeah it is.. I’m really confused 

[corrinewardbwaybby]

"…And can’t you just unlock it? They give you room keys for a reason…"

[erinmichaelson]

It's never been locked before though... I didn't bother taking the key because I never lock it anyways

[erinmichaelson]

Why is it locked

[erinmichaelson]

I think so.. Last time i checked it was but i don’t ever remember locking it, 

[miranda--blake-deactivated20150]

[She hands Erin the key] “I think this is the right one. Do you have a roommate?”

[erinmichaelson]

Yeah I do but I haven't seen her in a long time so I don't know what's going on

[erinmichaelson]

Why is it locked

[corrinewardbwaybby]

"That’s not good. Is it your room?"

[erinmichaelson]

Yeah it is.. I'm really confused 

[erinmichaelson]

Why is it locked

[miranda--blake-deactivated20150]

"Alright, is it to your room?" 

[erinmichaelson]

I think so.. Last time i checked it was but i don't ever remember locking it, 

[erinmichaelson]

Why is it locked

[miranda--blake-deactivated20150]

"Do you need a key, honey?" 

[erinmichaelson]

Uhhh yes. Yes please. 

[erinmichaelson]

Why is it locked

What the Hell? 

[the-michael-brooks]

"Am I going crazy or is my office being rearranged?" 

[erinmichaelson]

S-Sorry I was just trying to find something 

[ryanmachomichaelson]

"Oh come on, they’re not all crazy. You’re not crazy either! And it does matter that you’re here. I… I wish I could see her too, E. And I’m… I just wish we could and I’m sorry we can’t."

[erinmichaelson]

It's just... not fair. 

 I'm going to go insane, Ryan.

[ryanmachomichaelson]

"C’mon, it’s not so bad is it? It’ll help you. What’s so bad about it?"

[erinmichaelson]

Everyone in here is crazy, Ryan! I'm not crazy I just want to see her but I know I can't do that, and it doesn't matter whether I'm in here or not! 

[erinmichaelson]

Oh look, the rooming's changed...

[nikkicorday-deactivated20160218]

"Who, Corrine or Stephanie? Well, the only times I ever talked to Corrine was when she was hungover or drunk, but I’ll leave it up to you to decide what you think of Corrine. She seems nice though, otherwise. I’ll talk to Stephanie though. She’s been changing the rooming assignments way more than she used to."

[erinmichaelson]

Stephanie. I've talked to Corrine once before... she just seems troubled. Maybe that's a good thing then? It won't be too out of the blue to ask?

[erinmichaelson]

Oh look, the rooming's changed...

[nikkicorday-deactivated20160218]

"Who, Corrine or Stephanie? Well, the only times I ever talked to Corrine was when she was hungover or drunk, but I’ll leave it up to you to decide what you think of Corrine. She seems nice though, otherwise. I’ll talk to Stephanie though. She’s been changing the rooming assignments way more than she used to."

[erinmichaelson]

Stephanie. I've talked to Corrine once before... she just seems troubled. Maybe that's a good thing then? It won't be too out of the blue to ask?

[erinmichaelson]

What are you doing???!

[corrinewardbwaybby]

"But there are so many other people out there doing fine that make themselves do it every once and a while. I’m learning to take care of myself, and  I thought that was what mattered. They just said… They just said I had to ‘recover’ from my addictions and depression and disorder, which I have, basically. I can manage now. I managed before that jackass screwed me over literally and metaphorically and I can certainly manage now that I’ve learned not to believe people like him."

[erinmichaelson]

  I'm not sure that really counts... What did he do....?