Try;

Tell me are you just getting by?

[micah-thompson]

"Didn’t really think this through." 

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Everything okay?" 

[smheilidh]

"How can I? He won’t even pick up."

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

Eleanor looked at Eilidh, it wasn't pity she was feeling to look at the girl in front of her, upset. It was more of a 'I've been there before feeling', it didn't even take her long to think about it, she just grabbed her phone out of her duffle bag and passed it to Eilidh. "Here, call him on mine." 

[smheilidh]

"I didn’t realise.. did it happen? Did he.. the guy, did he rape you? I don’t know, he gave up on me pretty quickly.. I barely understand why half the time.."

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Yeah, it happened-- but what was good is that this placed here really helped me recover. Have you tried talking to him? Maybe he hasn't given up on you.." 

[smheilidh]

"What’s that supposed to mean, Eleanor? I love him.. I still love him, I need him.. why doesn’t he need me anymore? Why did he do that? He said he loved me… he promised.."

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"I completely understand that. Back a couple of years ago, I was with this guy.. George. Instead of him getting raped, he told the rapist he could rape me instead.. I still loved him for quite some time, actually.. but point is from that is, sometimes the people we love the most, hurt us and that for some strange reason doesn't stop us from loving them or from needing them. Because for some unknown reason, we can't stop loving them, no matter how bad they hurt us and with that comes time... and I wouldn't say that he doesn't need you, honey. He does need you if he told you that he loved you.. he can't just give up on you just like that." 

[micah-thompson]

"…400!"

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Chin ups? That's impossible!" 

[smheilidh]

"My own boyfriend was convinced that I was lying because I didn’t want to admit that I had cheated on him.. I have nobody.. there’s nobody here that cares about me.. they don’t care.."

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Well that just shows that type of person he is then, doesn't it? Don't say you have nobody, you have plenty of people.. You wouldn't be under our care if we didn't care about you. I know what you're going through, and I know it feels like you have nobody, nobody to talk to or open up to.. but I can assure you that people are here to help you and take care of whatever it is you need. If you ever want to get out of here for the day or want a change of food we can make that happen, anything you need you just let me know and I'll do whatever it is you need so you don't feel like you have nobody. I'm Eleanor, Eleanor Harmon. " 

[mysongof-theday]

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What if there’s no forever? Would you kiss me goodnight, so that I could remember?

[smheilidh]

"No. If they did, would I be here? They kept saying that I was lying, and looking for attention, and that a teacher wouldn’t do that…they threatened to expel me.. they wouldn’t believe me.."

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Look at me, it's okay.. I can assure you that you're safe here, and that we-- I-- well, nobody is going to let anything bad happen to you here. We believe you, I believe you and I know you're not looking for attention-- to the school that don't believe you, well fuck em.' Anyone can be capable of such an act of disgust and I am so sorry that, that happened to you.. but we're going to work on getting you better. You're safe here, I promise." 

[smheilidh]

"He was my chemistry teacher…"

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"...That's.. That's horrible. Did the school do anything about what happened?" 

[smheilidh]

"I read a story once about a girl who died in a school shooting because she believed in God. When I get asked if I believed in God, I get raped— Why do bad things happen to people who believe?"

[smheilidh]

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Because some people are disgusting and don't believe in what other's believe in so they think that the other people are freaks or stupid or pathetic-- and I'm not saying you are but it's just how crazy bastards work." 

[nikkicorday-deactivated20160218]

"O-oh. You seemed kind of irritated for a sec. I just needed to request my prescription or whatever… I have two doses left."

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Me? No if anything I was taking a deep breath it's been a full on day, I can tell you that now. Of course, what are you taking? Do you take it twice daily or something because if you have two doses left I can get your prescription now?" 

[miranda--blake-deactivated20150]

"Have you tried both at the same time? I can only imagine how therapeutic that must be." 

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"No but now I'm curious. God damn it. How bout you try it out and tell me how it is because I can't multitask to save my life. I feel like if someone told me to rub my head and pat my belly, I'd end up slapping my head and belly at the same time like a tickled pink lunatic." 

[nikkicorday-deactivated20160218]

"Wha-uh, no, actually I’m good. Or, um, Dr. Hardway got back yesterday, I can just ask her. Why don’t you get some food?"

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"You sure you don't need anything? I'm more than happy to help."  "I have chocolate and that gives off energy so I think I'm good for the next hour or so. I'm actually dying for a coffee." 

[miranda--blake-deactivated20150]

"Go you. Working is one of the best ways to distract oneself. I know that for sure.” 

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Right?! I always find comfort in working too it's like eating.. chocolate ice cream almost." 

[miranda--blake-deactivated20150]

"Well in that case, you definitely deserve a break." 

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"There's just so much to do around here though, so I was thinking why not work my ass off and clean up a little to distract myself and all that jazz. It's been working fantastic, I'm just hangry." 

[miranda--blake-deactivated20150]

"It makes me so happy to see an intern doing actual work around here." 

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"I can surely say it really takes the energy out of you when you do all the work you're given. I don't think I've worked this hard since well Jamie was nursing here." 

[eleanor-harmon-blog]

"Does anyone need anything before I take a well earned break to get some food?"