Hey.
I know I just came back and I was posting decently with my Welcome Home art- and how sudden this decision may be to others.
But because of how much I am struggling with my mental health.. I keep on getting so stressed out from a few instances from people within this community.
I would block them. I would ignore them. and I would move on, but I end up feeling so paranoid when they put in so much effort and power, to reach out to me.. even if I simply let them know that I want time & space, they keep on finding me.
So, I’ve been thinking about,, leaving.
I haven’t healed from my past and I haven’t made much progress on improving myself as a person. As much as I’d hate to leave something I cherished close to me, a piece of media that helped me learn about friendships.. I am so. tired. I am sick with this cycle that doesn’t seem to ease.
I’m not sure on what other feelings I should spread over on about- coz I don’t like to overshare my vulnerable moments.
From now on, I will focus on what matters. I’ll get therapy. I’ll draw whatever I want, for myself and for my close friends only. I don’t know if I’ll come back with better news, but yeah.. sorry.
I’ll take off from here.












