#not sure.

[mercyhaunt]

sketching

[ernestharness]

Hey.

I know I just came back and I was posting decently with my Welcome Home art- and how sudden this decision may be to others.

But because of how much I am struggling with my mental health.. I keep on getting so stressed out from a few instances from people within this community.

I would block them. I would ignore them. and I would move on, but I end up feeling so paranoid when they put in so much effort and power, to reach out to me.. even if I simply let them know that I want time & space, they keep on finding me.

So, I’ve been thinking about,, leaving.

I haven’t healed from my past and I haven’t made much progress on improving myself as a person. As much as I’d hate to leave something I cherished close to me, a piece of media that helped me learn about friendships.. I am so. tired. I am sick with this cycle that doesn’t seem to ease.

I’m not sure on what other feelings I should spread over on about- coz I don’t like to overshare my vulnerable moments.

From now on, I will focus on what matters. I’ll get therapy. I’ll draw whatever I want, for myself and for my close friends only. I don’t know if I’ll come back with better news, but yeah.. sorry.

I’ll take off from here.

[ddeerlybeloved]

keep thinking abt ur tags earlier thinking id kill u dead pre interns due to cool when like. literally the whole time i was like Me and my buddy jascha. me and my canadian friend who is also my other friends friend in real life isnt that cool. i love beibg friends with my friend jascha. #myjascha

i remember back when i followed you and you didnt follow me yet i was like Fuckkkk mona is so cool i wish moon liked me 😢😢 but like you're literally oomf now

[faygo-nutz]

Never let my ass think again

[bruciemilf]

i think you mentioned that Bladeswitch has amnesia? What's his story? Also was Mina also taken by Silas and joined Decepticons or did she saw KO and BD one day and went, "You two are my dads now :). Hello dad! Hello Papa :)))))!!!!!"

OMGGG super excited to talk about Bladeswitch. Handsome devil with a serious attitude issue, doesn't take Megatron seriously in the fucking slightest, diva icon who can't fight unless he's listening to pop music.

So, his whole thing is that he's actually a cybertronian runway (unclear if it was pre-war) whose space shift crashed on earth around the same time Silas kidnapped Ronan.

So, he's been on earth for a good 18 years.

MECH basically gaslighted him into thinking he was man made.

Not gonna say anything!! But something something, “character who feels like they don't belong in the right body and feel an intense separation from themselves is kinda trans but they don't realize it” something something

Furthermore, Mina is a completely normal kid!!! Baby girl went to space camp (canon nerd), came back to boring ol’ Jasper— boom, intergalactic civil war, new brother, adoptive dad is a talking sports car. Ok.

Also doodle of Blades bc AAAAA I LOVE HIMMMM

Also did a playlist cause I love him

[judadisyourjudaddy]

favorite word?

hello there favourite word guy!! excellent question. i'm not entirely sure because i haven't thought about this for a while but i really like fallacy

[entropicbias]

my blog post

friends, i have just now realized that tumblr is also a blogging website. so, despite the fact that i have a blogspot, i will share some fun little tid bits about my world.

ok, so first of all, the star trek fever is hitting me just as hard as my regular fevers are hitting me. i've been sick three times in the past three months. probably cause my sister keeps finding a way to get some new strain of virus from eating dirt or whatever the hell she does on a regular basis.

asides from that, i've moved and my room is starting to get some personality. this was the state of my desk pre- me deciding that i couldn't deal with my 8 year old shitty slow lenovo all in one from 2016/2017 and also removing that unstable cardboard shelf with all my games and movies.

on the bright side, i moved a lot of my stuff to a bookshelf.

doesn't exactly look how i want it to, but i guess it'll do for now. there are more shelves to it, i just think they're super ugly in comparison cause they are filled with notebooks and books i need for uni.

back to my star trek fever, it has very recently taken over a good portion of my head. which is great! less room for homestuck, right? WRONG! homestuck is still also up there, which blows. it's been a few years y'know? i thought this would send it to the grave. well, i'm glad it hasn't. don't let the spider-man stuff fool you, if i had to put my biggest fandom interests in order it'd be homestuck, star trek, and ghostbusters.

so, immediately without thought i got as much star trek merch as i could with 50 bucks. that shelf lacked a communicator replica and those novels i got are also new. i also have a TNG shirt from 2001 now, which is awesome. i have not seen star trek tng yet, but i've surmised that i'll probably most definitely like it. i cannot believe patrick stewart has been an old man for almost 40 years. i was like, but he looked exactly like that in x-men? geordi even has the cyclops visor it's incredible. data seems super funny from the clips i have seen, so i'm looking forward to it. i have started to also be particularly fond of writing. i'm usually not good at stepping out of my comfort zone when it comes to that, cause i regard myself as a super shitty writer but spock and kirk's beautiful relationship have inspired me to give it a try, and i kind of liked it a lot. so, maybe i will try and do it for john and dave as well? sometimes with art i just cannot be assed, so maybe in my quest of trying to show the world how GOATED their friendship is i can whip up some fanfiction. entropicbias flavored.

anyways, more art soon. i know i have a lot of asks and stuff. sorry, i will get to them when i can. i think i regard this site as a Q/A type deal where i just take requests but i've decided that's kind of what my strawpage is for? so, i'll start posting more art and less requests and messages from my inbox that don't particularly interest me.

entropicbias OUT!