"𝐑𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐧? 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞?"
"𝐖𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐞?.. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐦.. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐮𝐧,"
"𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭? 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬? 𝐎𝐡, 𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐞, 𝐧𝐨.. 𝐎𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞. 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜,"
"𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐭𝐨𝐨? 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬?"
"𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐞, 𝐑𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐧, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐬. 𝐈 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐰. 𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐮𝐛𝐭 𝐦𝐞?"
"...𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫. 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐝."
I remember how many nights I would stay up till morning came, waiting patiently like a lovesick puppy in desperation for you. I remember how badly I wanted to shut my eyes, to succumb to slumber, to finally rest after the countless days of work, stacks on stacks of courses and assignments, and the burden of having the energy to socialize and not to snap at people.
I was so very tired, walking so heavily in fatigue and having the hardest time of focusing the next day. But I did it all for you. I waited until you came back, greeting you and bringing you to the bed. Our bed. But where were you?
How many times did you lie to my face about where you went? . . . With who you went with?
Did you just get tired or bored with my plans; picnics, outings on the beach, Netflix nights or outings to the theaters, stargazing, even hitting it up at those dumb college parties we used to attend and make fun of? . . .
Why couldn't you just tell me to do something different? Hell. I would've taken us back to my hometown, bring you to the festivities within my birthplace. I could have taken us kayaking out somewhere. Anything. Anything you wanted, I could've gave you . . .
So why did you confine in others and lie to my face all dressed up so elegantly with accessories and the most stunning smile . . . but one that always disappeared when you saw me sitting there on the couch? . . .
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