all her paths are peace

𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞?

[erwinsvow]

                                           some of both, i think.

                             shea, 24, she/her. occasionally writes.

[tokillaking13]

[novagif]

Daredevil S03E06

[azaablue]

the best fanfiction you've ever read was written by a woman in her 40s before she made dinner for her kids. it was written by a teenager after school when they should've been studying for a history test. and a barista came up with the idea while they cleaned the espresso machine and busser fact-checked it on their break and the post-doc edited between writing grant proposals and the nurse apologized for typos in the notes after a long shift and behind every drabble and one-shot and multi-chapter fic there is a person with a wonderful and interesting and chaotic life and it is such a privilege that we get to be apart of it because they decided to do this thing we all share, for fun.

[citadeldropout]

[erwinsvow]

not to totally ruin the mystique but secretly wrote in that maekar comforting reader scene because i like to imagine he has secret hidden buried feelings for her

[erwinsvow]

😏

[erwinsvow]

maekar is a very pushes your head into the pillow while he’s fucking you from behind because if he sees your face he will cum immediately type of guy TO ME

[winterstellars]

what did you just say about arranged marriage one bed. what did you just- [explodes]

WAILING WAILING CRYING because i'll probably never write it atp so let me pitch the plot: you're a lady at court and your father is a relentless social climber toxic male ex-frat-bro type and he wants targaryen grandkids so he's gonna marry you off to aerion. and baelor feels so baddddd for you but the crown needs your big fucking dowry so he's like ok. i have to do the honorable thing and offer myself as an alternative. we'll be husband and wife in name only, we still get that big fucking dowry and you'll help run the red keep and such, you get to not marry aerion. win win. so you get married and you're a great team. you're diplomatic and bright. you get the servants to bring him supper when he works late. you two handle a dinner with some ambassadors like no problemmm. you offer to mend the shirts he's ripped while hunting or sparring. and hmmm maybe he's handsome but he doesn't seem interested. but YOU definitely are. and then ohhhh there's some tourney you have to go to. BUT OH NOOOO the lord who's hosting only had ONE CHAMBER made up for the two of you!!!! but you don't want to EMBARASS him and it's only a fortnight so you just suck it up and share... and maybe end up spooning a little bit... but whatever because you're having so much fun learning about jousting and bantering with your husband and you think you're catching a vibe and hey! you're the fucking queen of love and beauty and you're feeling amazing so on the last night you retire to your chambers and he's smiling at you so you lean in... OH NO he freezes up and you're embarrassed and heartbroken and you flee and cry all night by the light of the moon </3

so you're all heartbroken because clearly he's not over his dead wife and you leave him alone, and now HE'S realizing how much he needs you, because he really does admire you and he's starting to love you and he would've apologized and kissed you if you hadn't run away (he just feels guilty abt moving on from jena and he's insecure because he's an old man and you're beautiful and young and too good for him). so he tries to win you back and you're not having it. you're back to stiff formalities and yes, your grace and no, your grace. well there's only one thing to do, LET'S GO TO SUMMERHALL and have a little sexually tense vacation. and while you're there you find out your father has died which you feel conflicted about and he comforts you (and ohhh he's so strong and he smells so good...) and from there mayyyybe you start to open up again. you smile at him when he passes you and the maekarlings in the gardens. you find him in the library late at night and tell him to go tf to bed. and finally there's a storm and you're feeling lonely so you finish mending his shirt (and maybe you kept it so long because you like to touch it and smell it and think of him) and bring it to him. which gives him the chance to apologize and explain why he'd rejected you at first. and also gives him the chance to make things right and take your virginity so tenderly and passionately and while he's crying a little and calling you my lady, my wife, my queen, and you live happily ever after blah blah blah <3

[erwinsvow]

BANGING MY FISTS AGAINST THE GROUND

[zendayamybabe]

🐞 a ladybug for everyone who needs good luck

[zendayamybabe]

🐞 a ladybug for everyone who needs good luck

[zendayamybabe]

🐞 a ladybug for everyone who needs good luck

[erwinsvow]

Shea I feel like I don't really have anything to say but I wanna talk so! I really think you got this with your tests, I know you've been working hard at studying and there's no reason to sweat needing to do stuff more than once. I'm proud of you for where you're at and I look forward to seeing you succeed!

-little bird

omg!!!! hi!!!!! thank you so much for saying this you’re so sweet! 😭 that means so much to me. you really don’t know how much I needed to hear it because it really feels like life or death even though I know it’s just one exam. you are so kind thank you!!!! I’m keeping my fingers crossed that this hard work pays off and once I finish the exam I can keep writing too. you are so kind and please always talk I love chatting with you!!!!!! 😭🥹💛

[erwinsvow]

i saw your last post about taking boards (I’m assuming you’re in med school and you mean STEP/COMLEX, completely disregard this ask you’re not) I’m a third year med student and just want to say you’ve got this! I also struggled during dedicated and ended up having to push my test date back bc I didn’t do well on the first practice exams, it’s so easy to get discouraged but do your best to stay positive and focused, you’ve made it this far for a reason, you can do it! 🤍

Omg THANK YOU!! i really needed to hear this!!! 😭 the craziest part is I was trying to take both but I just simply do not think I have it in me to sit for step when comlex is kicking my ass so much. you are really so sweet to say this I really really needed to hear it!!!! 😭 I just don’t know how we are expected to know so much at once it’s kind of frying my brain but we are out here. knowing that you made it to the other side of this motivates me so much thank you!!!! 😭💛

[erwinsvow]

sheaaa i think it’s so funny that you’re into wilson bethel now because my best friend was telling me about daredevil/bullseye a few weeks ago when i was still in my baelor/bertie carvel era (still am btw, I’ll never not be obsessed with that man). and then you started posting about wilson bethel and NOW i’m really into him. i feel like we go through eras together and i absolutely love it 🤭💕

rafe, john price, hotch, jack abbot, dr robby, pope, baelor, now wilson bethel (my best friend calls him bethel cain lmfao)

~🐳🎀

wait I’m actually crying 🤣🤣🤣🤣 you are really twin okay because I feel like we are never not synched up in our current hyperfixations 😭 me either I need the next season of dalgliesh so bad !!!! I think school just kicked all the desire to write straight out of me so I am hoping it comes back after this terrible era of dedicated lol.

Bertie I love u and I’m sorry to all the people who followed me for that who have to endure this random bethelcain era 😭 all bc I finally watched the new daredevil season and went back to my ancestral roots (was writing matt murdock fanfic in 8th grade 😭) im actually crying whalepinkbow anon my twin!!!!!!! I missed u bad

[artemisuns]

oh good lord

[obsequist]

I want the kind of sex that makes him want to apologize after

[sun-snatcher]

🎯 — “Drag Path.”