At least, I hope it’s a good day when you receive this. I haven’t caught up to current events as of yet. I’ll be going over them as I write this letter. Time is funny isn’t it. From my perspective it’s been a good while since I’ve heard even the smallest of noise from this place.
At a glance it seems as though many things have changed since I was last aware of this place. Yet, you’re always aware of it, huh? From your words- You’ve been stuck in this place for a long time. A time that’s impossible to measure. It makes sense, I mean there’s no clocks or the sun see rise and set. Still, the passage of can be felt just the same.
Sometimes it can drag even more when those things aren’t present.
Amane do you know about “Part of You” the one who narrates? Can you hear that person or is that just us? I wonder if this songwill be familiar to that person? You said Es left you after all, but is that the most honest description of their actions?
They left in an attempt to help you did they not?
Are not the same Amane who asked them, “…Are you still worried about me?” Do you not remember the lives you’ve lived. That can’t be the case can it? You said it yourself, “Sometimes people kill me and are happy with it. The world does not end then.”
If you’ve even remembered those times. Then surely you remember the one’s with Es as well. The efforts they put forth over and over again.
The times they tried to help and you rebuked them- How you were shocked by them still being outside when they shouldn’t have been because all the people who made them up had woken up? The upset you felt when you were told they’d come back certain that they must kill the thing in the basement? Your own hesitation before consuming them?
Do you not remember saying these words to them, “…Why do you come back for me still? All I’ve done to you is harm…so why do you continue to do so… I don’t understand…I don’t…..”
Do you not remember the thing they gave you- You said you had nothing out there before. Es gave you something out there.
“I’ll stop.” Es says. “I won’t come back here ever again! You just have to do one thing for me.”
“I want you give me back my hat.”
And you said they couldn’t get out of here because they were made of him. You said it was impossible and even if they did that you had no reason to do anything they said.
Specifically, to “Part of You” whose body is this exactly?
Now, pardon my rudeness Amane… But- why are you waiting for people to ask you what you want to do? Why don’t you just do it? If you want to go back to when god was there so badly why were you just waiting there with their remains. If you still want that why not try to find the keys to that door?
Isn’t it blasphemous to use god as an excuse for complacency. No wonder god isn’t coming back. Do you really want god to return or just your convenient excuse back? If you really wanted to know all the things that happened why not ask instead of denying everything outright.
Haven't you just been running away from things this whole time?
"Shut up...." Amane mutters. Trying to ignore your voice. She doesn't have to listen to you. Actually she's been very good at ignoring you up to this point! So, she will continue to=
Amane swings wildly at you. At the empty space in front of her. But there's nothing at all for there for her to hurt.
Until, of course, something does break.
A door. A very normal door. Maybe even the most normal feeling door in this place.
She places a hand to her head. Feeling strangely...hurt.
And then she gets sucked into whatever room that door leads to.
