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@escapepacific-cameron
@elisiaxdixon: i walked into the bedroom and cameron just randomly complimented me on how i suck dick like...thank you? i went to get a water bottle? nothing has happened today?
@escapepacificcameron: @elisiaxdixon to be fair you had that lipstick i love on and that's what had the thought hitting me
the future’s never looked so bright || cameron + elisia
eliiiiiiiiiiisia·:
Elisia shook her head, reaching up to put her hands on both sides of his face. “No, Cam, you’re fine. You didn’t do anything wrong.” She said, leaning in to kiss his forehead. She blinked back her own tears, reaching up to wipe his away with her thumbs. “It’s okay…” she soothed, watching has he stepped away, hand still in hers. She walked with him along the sidewalk, going back to the apartment. She looked up as he mentioned the streetlights. “What…why?” she asked, more confusion to her voice than fear. “Okay…let’s go, let’s get you home.” She said, “Your dad took forever to get in touch with for your memorial…and I don’t know where he is now…but, you honestly can just stay with us. I don’t care, and I know Isaac won’t either.” She said, giving his hand a squeeze. They kept walking until they finally reached the building. She led him to the second floor and let him in, turning the lights on. There was no sign of her brother anywhere to be found, so she immediately got to work. She went into Isaac’s room and got Cameron a complete change of clothes, a towel and washcloth, and started a shower. She got the water pretty warm, in hopes to alleviate some of the chill he was feeling before going back out to the living room area. She walked over and kissed his cheek. “I started a shower for you. I’ll fix you something to eat and we can just relax when you’re out…”
Once they started walking, Cameron’s attention was torn between the lights and Elisia’s steady grip on his hand, leading him to her home. It was like his brain was slipping into a comfortable autopilot, a desperate attempt to have the lights around him calm. They did, once they’d gotten into the apartment. Looking at her in a daze, he did his best to register what she was saying. Shower. He could do that. Right?
Nodding numbly in response, he walked into the bathroom and stripped out of the disgusting clothes, letting out an audible groan when he stepped under the hot water. Eyes closing he tried to breathe, tried to make things feel normal. How could they, though? He’d died, right when he was finally getting to a place where he didn’t want to and now.. What the fuck was he? Normal people didn’t bleed silver, die, then come back to life. Normal people didn’t cause weird electrical fluctuations. Anxiety filling him he felt a weird feeling in his gums, then fuck- his vision changed? Why was everything so dark and red at the same time? Somehow his vision was.. Better? Pulling back the shower curtain a tiny bit he stumbled and he caught a look at his reflection in the mirror. Fangs?! Shining eyes? Face looking.. Monstrous.
His anxiety reached a peak and the light above the sink burst in a raining of sparks and glass and he fell to his knees in the shower, curling up in a ball as he tried to breathe, an actual loud sob escaping him.
@mikaenid: I JUST SCREAMED AND SCARED MY CATS, NO THANKS TO ELISIA.
@escapepacificcameron: @mikaenid chill.
the future’s never looked so bright || cameron + elisia
eliiiiiiiiiiisia·:
Elisia sighed and then stepped back so he could look her over. Immediately she gasped, “Was Angeline one of those people?!” It came out almost frantic, and she was still in tears, “They got her too. They got her…Josh Cave…Carl Abrams…half of 5SOS…people have been dying so fast.” She leaned back against him, holding him tight as he kissed her forehead. “It’s been like six months, Cam…” she cried, “it’s been six long months…” She looked back up at him, still so shocked to have the boy holding her close again. “I’ve relapsed so many times, and my parents told me you deserved it…” she shook her head, “You didn’t though…you never did. No one did. I left and moved in with Isaac…and that’s where I am now…” Having heard what he said about things being too much, she reached up and tucked a piece of his hair behind his ear. “Do you want to go back to Isaac’s with me? We can get you changed and you can just chill…it’ll be quieter…better.”
“I.. I don’t know.” Cameron’s voice was full of regret. “I can’t remember where I came from, I can’t- If they need to look for them I’m not gonna be able to remember. Fuck... I should’ve.. I should’ve stayed. I should’ve helped people.” He wasn’t one who panicked frequently, keeping his cool in almost every situation he faced. He wasn’t a crier, nor was he someone who had panic attacks. But tears streamed down his face and his breathing was uneven as he held the love of his life, tears streaming down hers too. Six months. He’d been gone six months and she’d suffered so much. “I-I’m glad you’re away from them. Fucking shit people.” It relieved him slightly that she was with Isaac now, knowing how much the dude adored his baby sister. “... Please.” He managed, keeping a hold of her hand even as he stepped back so they could walk towards where Isaac lived. “I’m sorta cold, plus... I don’t know what’s wrong. I-I... The lights flicked when I’m upset.” They continued to flicker above the two of them, him raising his panicked gaze as one blew behind them,
the future’s never looked so bright || cameron + elisia
eliiiiiiiiiiisia·:
Elisia had been walking back from Cain’s, a short distance from her own apartment. She let out a sigh, pulling her jacket in closer to her as she walked. She felt guilty. She knew Cam would want her happy, and with someone who would treat her right…take care of her just as he would have…but she wasn’t sure if it was the right timing or not. Granted, it was truly too late for that as the deed had been done…several times at that. She tucked a green strand behind her ear and kept walking, immersed in thought until she heard her name called. It sounded familiar, but distant. She stopped in her tracks and turned around, her phone, which had been in her hand, hitting the sidewalk. There was no way. She had to be dreaming. She reached over and popped a hair tie she had around her wrist a few times. She felt it. What was happening?Her eyes welled up with tears as she looked him over. “C-Cameron?” Her voice cracked. She kept looking him over. Maybe this was how everyone was dying. Maybe they were being lured with a trap and then they’d die. Was this her turn? “Cameron…” she said again before hurrying over to him, losing all abandon as she threw her arms around him and pulled him in as tight as she could, tears flowing uncontrollably. “How? How are you here? How are you alive? Is this real?” She asked, hiding her face in his chest, “I love you. I love you so much. Please be real. Please stay.”
Everything felt too much and numb all at once until she threw her arms around him. Then.. It just felt safe. A shaky breath fell from him and he let her keep herself buried for a moment before pulling back so he could look at her. “I... I don’t know. I remember...” The words fell short for a moment before he continued. “I remember those giant people. I remember dying. Everything hurt so much and then... I woke up in the woods. I think there were other people with me but I just- I ran. I ran, El.” He rambled. “I.. How long has this been? It’s so fucking cold. I can’t think. Everything is so bright, so loud, so strong.... It’s too much.” Trying to shake the feeling of toomuchtoomuch he shook his head, noting that as he got overwhelmed, the lights flickered and grew brighter to the point he was afraid they’d burst above them.
Managing a calming breath, the lights dimmed and he pressed a kiss to her forehead. “I love you too.. So much. I’m not going anywhere. I’m so sorry, El..”
the future’s never looked so bright || cameron + elisia
The last thing Cameron remembered was those horrifying figures he’d seen for years in his dreams looming, then... Nothing. As he’d faded he’d wondered if this was death, but as his eyes opened he was filled with a deep confusion. It was so fucking cold. How was it cold? It was barely after summer... Or was it? How long had it been since those things had- had they killed him? Fuck, disoriented was the only way to describe it as he ambled through the woods and out into the roads. Skinny jeans, socks, and a ripped t-shirt weren’t exactly built for the cold weather. Plus.. His senses were overloaded.
Everything was bright, loud, too much. He could hear the echoes from things he couldn’t see, smell food from a restaurant he damn sure wasn’t close to. What was going on? He was... Different, to say the least. His anxiety shot up as the sound of a motorcycle echoed in his fucking ears and a streetlight shined impossibly bright before blowing. Jumping at the suddenness of it, he took a shaky step back. That was... Purely a coincidence. Had to be. Right?
The dried silvery liquid that had escaped every orifice before he’d faded was even more uncomfortable than he’d thought anything could be, nothing felt right in the least. Where did the boys live again? Where was Elisia’s or even his house? His mind was racing but no info would present itself. Then- it hit him. The smell of her perfume. Was it really El...?
He wandered for several minutes before he caught the sight of a green haired girl, bundled up and walking. El’s hair had been a peachy color last he’d seen her.. But even disoriented, he knew her perfume. How he’d smelled it from blocks away was a mystery, however questioning it now was too much. He couldn’t handle that.
Stumbling across the street, he finally found his voice. Raspy from disuse, all he could get out was her name.
“Elisia.”
text to cameron.
Griffin: i mean, fucking right, high sex is always good but like...with...our...sister...specifically?
Griffin: and like, are you and elisia okay still? i mean, you guys are together so i'm assuming so but.
Cameron: i know.. it's fucked up. i'm sorry. she sorta went for it and i was like 'alright w/e'.
Cameron: yeah.. she came over after i stopped responding to her texts and.. yeah.
Cameron: i'd told her though that nothing ever happened with anyone else after she and i got together, no matter what lucy tried to make it seem like.
text to cameron.
Griffin: Good. I know you’re safe that way, and Lucy’s not about to get killed either.
Griffin: it’s okay. I think it just shocked everyone...my question is just...why?
Cameron: i was high and it seemed like a good idea at the time. idk. i've been with a lot of people just because i was numb and it felt good.
text to cameron.
Griffin: what are you up to?
Cameron: just in bed with elisia..
Cameron: i'm sorry
text to cameron.
Griffin: hey
Cameron: ... hey...
cameronevans: -mp3 of him singing sober by demi lovato.-
text to cameron.
Elisia: we're fucking done.
Elisia: i cannot believe you right now.
Elisia: i get upset with you for what? 2 or 3 days and you go out and cheat on me? cameron, i was never going to break up with you. i was just angry as fuck because you didn't tell me anything.
Elisia: and you fucked your bandmates' sister? seriously? oh my god. i'm fucking crying right now. you're such an asshole.
Cameron: I haven't been with Lucy or anyone else in a long ass time. That picture is old.
Cameron: But okay, I guess.
Cameron: I'm aware I'm trash.
escapepacificcameron has deactivated all social media:
@cassiesbeenwaitingtoolong: @escapepacificcameron i cannot honestly believe that you fucked around with that tenner lmfaooooooooo. your dick ain't that bomb, no 'fense.
@escapepacificcameron: @cassiesbeenwaitingtoolong eh well my type changed to people who don't dip when things get rough. aight, though. i can recount several times your own words and sounds conflicted with that last statement but whatever makes you feel better i guess.
@cassiesbeenwaitingtoolong: LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
@escapepacificcameron: @cassiesbeenwaitingtoolong a mood.
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everyone’s pissed at me so i dipped out after our set, went and got a new tattoo, and then came home to crash. w/e forever.
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