Escaping Rule

You might not see where is the rule. But once you immerse deeper you will find it out.

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I don't remember the face, but the presence still lingers in my mind

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well yea, i'm healing

(i guess)

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scars are badges of honor

-r/scars

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reminiscing the past

not like I still can't get over it tho, just take it as reviewing for upcoming exam

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If you ever feel lonely, please just remember that many people care about you

he, doesn't have any idea that it's not about the crowd, but it's all about who would understand my true self

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I don't know what and how should I feel right now

I just know that this feelings may lead to something I haven't prepared of yet, but I don't know how to handle it and I don't even sure what it is

It's just feel like I'm lost in the middle of the ocean and I can't control the ship so all I can do is just sail with the flow

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He shouted at me from upper floor. 

“Hey, let’s play basketball! 1 on 1!”

Oh, he is it. He, the one who confessed to me a few months ago yet I’ve already had another boy who filled my heart. Thankfully, he expected nothing from me, he just wanted to express his feelings that he has had kept for those times.

“Sure, let’s do it,” I accepted his challenge, reminding myself that’s nothing changed from our friendship. 

Then, we played 1 on 1 as he challenged.

But, not for a long time, suddenly he tripped and fell to the ground. Startled, I immediately approached him.

As I came closer to him, as my hand was about only an inch from reaching his hand, suddenly he got up, pulled my hand, and suddenly hugged me.

I was shocked, many questions on my mind but I couldn’t say nor do a thing. I got stunned.

“..sorry... but if only you were mine...” his voice was trembled, as he was still hugging me. I could hear his vulnerability from his voice. 

I thought there was still things left to say, but he chose to stop and let me off. Then he suddenly left me and the basketball court. 

Frozen for seconds, I ran after him and approached him. Luckily, he was still haven’t got too far. His wound made him could’t walk fast.

I realized that I was being too naive, for actually thought that he didn’t actually expect a thing from me. He still wanted me after all.

I finally could grabbed his sleeve.

“..I’m sorry..” I was so remorseful. I cried.

Got nothing more to say, I walked past him and left him behind with tears still streamed down my face.

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So, yea, recently, I JUST started playing Pokemon (YEESS, I KNOW THAT I’M ABOUT 10 YEARS TOO LATE), and my first pokemon was Mudkip just because he’s the cutest among the others. I adore him soo much that at first I was gonna do Mudkip instead of Wynaut. But, long short story, I got an egg from that old lady in Lavaridge Town (oh yea, I play Pokemon Emerald), and it hatched as Wynaut. The first time I saw her, I literally mesmerized like “OMG SHE’S CUTE AF”

so, yeah, that’s how I ended up do Wynaut instead, also, Wynaut shapes seem more simple than Mudkip lol

well, I also want to draw Mudkip too, but maybe later lmao

oh yea, thanks to @sergeantjelly who dragged me into Pokemon and gave me inputs for this UwU

p.s. this is my kinda first time do illustration with outlines, so yea, pls share ur thoughts abt this

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Closer

The table has been turned around

Now I’m the one on the top

The car has heated up

Let’s start another party before the times up

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Hi people!!

Please kindly meet Sergeant Polar!

He may looks scary at the first glance. But once you know him, he’s actually a friendly soft bear who loves giving warm hugs for everyone! 

Original Character by @sergeantjelly

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I didn’t make a wrong choice

I won’t regret my choice

I’ve made a right choice

I won’t take my words back

I love you

I never hate you

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bloblobblob

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uh so, it’s the time of the month again

in this episode i just feel like i’m gonna be replaced again for the second time. it’s just feel like it won’t be worse than before but still. i can’t even continue preparing my tomorrow presentation just because this insecurity haunt me. there’s actually a person who i usually express myself on but now i even feel insecure for expressing my insecurity, so yeah, here i am. i’m trying to type this witout using my backspace key as hard as possible so pardon any mistakes here. also, guess i’m gonna delete this soon.

well, go back to my worst incecurity experience, it was the worst i have ever had in my entire lifetime. it was feel like i’m the worst person that could be easily replaced and truly deserve ono one, i cant even relax for a second since everytime i try, those negative thoughts haunt me 24/7 without a break. i can’t even sit scrolling through my social media timeline peacefully since it will give thouse negative thoughts some space. i have to do something which require me thinking to push those thoughts away. well, till this point i’ve already make some typos. but i guess i’ll keep typing lol.

oh well, maybe i used the backspace key unconsciously since i think it will actually maore mistakes if ai actually dont use that but well, parcon me.

maybe i’ll fix the mistakes later after i post this but idk tho since i’ll delete it seems

also, i was cgonna continue writing abt my past but i’ve feel better so, next episode maybe?

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I heard you're a massive weeaboo, so no thanks we can't be friends.

I thought it was some other anon who asked me

but there you were -_- 

it’s okay anyway, so..

do you need me to buy you a mirror? :)